Chapter 9 - I do nOT own shugo chara~-

I felt like in a rush. My head felt out of place. So many different feelings in my mind like confusion, lost, and loneliness.

I was a stupid girl and I am right now. I'm lost again about the meaning "to love."

When Tadase kissed me, somewhere inside of me, the "past" of me was brought back, and I felt…. Loved. Maybe I'm acting this way because I'm feeling lost of who to love and I'm testing it out on Ikuto right now.

I pushed him against the wall, caressing his face features with my hand.
He moaned between in our kisses, (obviously he enjoyed it.) His hands went back up and down from my waist to my back.

"Amu, what's all this about?" He asked while we were breathing for air.

"Obviously, we're in the elevator making out." I said giving him my rolled eyes.

"This isn't like you at all, Aren't I suppose to be the sexy seductive swagger?" He winked at me with his features that would've made a girl drop dead faint by now.

I didn't reply and just fiercely kissed him again with more passion. We tangled each other's hairs really badly. His blue hair felt like silk, his lips were smooth, and his eyes looked like as if they were reading straight though my mind.

The Elevator door opened. The elaborate hallway in front of us and a 10-year old frizzed-hair boy with freckles made a cringed face at us.

"Go get a room" the boy stuck his tongue out at us.

Ikuto smirked, then chuckled. He broke the kiss and led me with his hand.

I stayed close by his side. His warm fingers intertwining through my small, fragile ones.

He gave me a warm smile…

Suddenly, I wasn't that lost anymore.

It struck me.

Why was I this clueless?

If Ikuto, is always by my side with that warm smile, and features everyday,

I'll be perfectly okay.

No, I'll be more okay.

Tadase can't replace Ikuto.

Because Ikuto's my one and only special cat.

He opened the door with his hotel key, but I stopped him for a moment. He looked at me back at me curiously.

I tiptoed to my toes, wrapped my arms around his neck, and gave him a gentle kiss on his smooth lips.

"I Love You. Don't ever leave me." I gently whispered to his ears when I was hugging him.

"Never." He replied, and held me tight.

A/N: To my readers, I apologize for the horribly late update of this chapter. After that Chapter 8, I just didn't feel motivated or inspired to write. I became more into reading, friends, music, school-life, and organizing my personal life. Technically, I thought about giving up this story, but I saw my reviews and alerts still coming in, I felt really guilty.
But from the last couple of weeks, I read some other fanfictions to see if my "motivation" would be back. And I guess it did :/
Hopefully you guys can forgive my lazyness ^^; -We'll see how ch.10 would be from the reviews-