Hey new chapter yaaay

I do not own twilight, but if I did alec will come find me so its win win

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The first day of my immortal life was absolutely mortifying and yet at the same time fascinating,I learnt about all the tricks and traits that came along with becoming what I was, Alec had been appointed my personal guard, and with each ticking moment he got on my nerves. When it was time to look in the mirror and see what id become, I was at first horrified I stared at myself in the mirror. The girl looking at me wasn't me, it couldn't be. This girl had dark circles under her eyes, from lack of sleep and energy, the girls eyes were glassy, too red and strange, inhumanly so. Her skin translucently pale, almost bone-like, with no signs of freckles, frown lines or dents anywhere, the girl was beautiful, in a strange sense, but it wasn't me, it couldn't be. I through my hand in my hair, as I did so, she ran her long pale fingers through her layered medium styled blonde hair, which showed no signs of natural coloured roots that I had before. My red eyes, were so dominant it almost seemed as if I was a china doll and someone had placed ruby red beads in my sockets, if only that were true, the same time, Alec intruded. He stood behind me in the huge mirror, watching vaguely seeing my horrified expression, I expected him to say something snarky, or annoying but the answer I got was different. ''you'll adapt to it, I know for I did'' so softly, it was like a whisper, the words were laced with dread and maybe even sadness.. but as soon as it came it went, replaced by a smirk again. I began to walk out, knowing alec was sent to fetch me for aro, aro was strange and seemed like he was in a different world of his own laughing at anything I did as if it were funny, which I felt repelled by. Alecs cold arm grabbed my aro and spun me around, I could feel my bones moving from under my skin churning, I screamed in pain, feeling the strange electric shocks that came whenever he touched me on top of his arm almost dislocating my arm. He let go instantly, looking a little bewildered his eyes too wide for his own good giving him a stupid innocent look, anyone would've believed his personality was just as angelic, if only. He flinched as I hissed in pain, ''did it hurt that much'' emphasis on the word much, I looked up at him in astonishment, that may have been equal to the pain of changing into a monster, and he asked does it hurt ''that'' much, was he mentally challenged, I guessed so. ''ill take that as a yes then, this isn't right, ill be back stay here, don't go wondering off where your not supposed to Wynter, some vampires..might misunderstand you'' He said, before I could yell something at him in confusement, he was gone, I slumped down onto the bed waiting for an answer. Misunderstand my ass, I was bored and needed to do something to take my mind off thirst, thirst was so undeniably horrible insanely so. I pondered over the thoughts of what would happen if alec found me, well he couldn't kill me, I knew that, so I decided to visit the aristocratic one I found out was named Demetri, he was more of a sweetheart actually, although I didn't trust him anymore then I trusted anyone else in this castle, but he was the probably the kindest. I traced his scent back to the ''games room'' as Felix called it, I could hear him in there as well, arguing with Demetri about a game, ''rigged'' I caught from Demetri, ''it is not, you just can't accept the fact I can beat you at everything even a human game'' such strange conversation for vampires, it seemed foren for someone at this particular castle, where they drink humans casually and kill anyone that disobeys them. I hesitated before opening the door, hoping they hadn't already smashed the game into millions of pieces, but walked in nonetheless, ''well isn't it my favourite newborn, up for a game, at least ill have a more competitive partner'' Felix's deep voice drawled, instantly getting glaring daggers from Demetri the pair were rather funny, being as I used to call it ''best friends'' with eachother, they got on eachothers nerves a lot. ''what game''? I asked and so began the endless fights of realistic graphics and pixels, Felix yelling Demetri and I laughing as he got frustrated when I always beat him at everything, much to his embarrassment, it wasn't until felix mumbled something about Aec that got me wondering where he was, remembering id disobeyed his exact demand made me feel that spark of life id once had before…before my bad memories. Now most of the time I came off as shy and unresponsive, but sometimes that rage and rebellious emotion swirled in my mind, finding a slight adrenaline shock to it. Just as I was thinking about him, the door slammed open, I jumped the others sat there with bored expressions that was until they saw alecs face. It was like he'd seen the person that was going to kill him or something, charging at me in particular I didn't think acting like that was worth me just wondering around like he said not to, he disagreed though. Before he got to me, Demetri and Felix were already having him in a tight grip , his arms disabled, he suddenly looked at me with a glazed over expression in his eyes tilting his head, admittedly it looked like something out of a horror movie, creepy. ''whats he doing'' I asked, quietly trying not to enrage him even more then possible, he still stared at me like that at first I thought he was trying to scare me but he just stood frozen. ''his trying to use his power on you, take away your senses, its not working though'' demetri said in a calm manor as if we were talking about gambling on horses, id heard about alec's power, but had never experienced it, maybe I wouldn't ever, but surely if I had a gift of shield, aro wouldn't have been able to use his power. With a slight gasp, alec returned to the conversation, all hostility gone, just wonder, ''come with me now, release me, I wont hurt her…yet'' alec said, hissing and spitting venom out of his mouth, he was immediately let go of and he ran out, I supposed I had to follow him so I left the two confused looking vampires and went to the throne room, tracing alec's scent to there.

''-she is without a doubt'' Marcus's depressed sounding voice came through to my ears, I didn't judge him like almost every vampire did, he obviously had to have something gone wrong in the past to never truly crack a humour filled smile, much like me. I walked in and stood to the opposite side of alec, facing him defensively, I didn't know whether he would kill me in any second. ''ahh Wynter, alecs just informed me he cant use his gift on you, although everyone else can, can I see your thoughts'' Aro's wind chime voice chirped, I stared at him, taking ym eyes off alec, his eyes were full of curiosity, I stayed where I was judging the matter, until I felt alecs hand on my back making me shiver, pushing me towards Aro impatiently, I held my hand out, aro took it quickly. Aro's expression changed to wonder, tilting his head even more curiously. ''alec, do a favour for me, smell angel's wrist for me'' Aro stated, as if it was such a normal thing to say like picking what clothes to wear. That was the part where I tried to back away slowly and distractidly to the exist and get away from the crazy monsters who had me imprisoned, but alec was blocking my way putting his nose on my wrist skimming along, I shivered again, those electric shocks went through me, desiring me to like what he was doing. ''master, is that my…venom''? alec exclaimed,he may have possibly squeaked out, I laughed, him sounding like that brightened my day but only a little as he turned to glare at me, 1 thing I thought of quickly, alec meant his venom-on my wrist-which he had been smelling-which had venom…in..it?

As far as I knew, that didn't happen in the vampire world with anyone, at least you couldn't hear or smell venom inside a body, I thought. I got quickly as possible away from alec, staring at him with wide eyes, that equalled the same as his red orbs, ''yes, I cant usually detect the creators venom at all in vampires, but Wynter is different, her body seems to think your venom is blood, pumping through her like humans, that may be why she's so fragile compared to us'' Aro said, his voice deep in thought and recognition, well, this just might explain a few things.