I didn't want this! Alec's venom in my veins, in my soul, my emotions were full of anger and frustration I was ready to breakdown or attack in any moment. I couldn't help myself as I hissed at Aro for his statement, the realization was horrifying.

Alec's arms were suddenly around me and in one quick swift movement I was slammed into the floor, the right side of my forehead smacking into it, sending me screaming out in pain snarling at Alec who was holding my arms back restraining me. ''You will learn to restrain yourself, you will learn to, you aren't very strong for a newborn'' Alec hissed in my ear, I felt his venom spit on me, the same venom that was coursing through me.

''well maybe that's because your weird venom is keeping me upright'' I snarled back, feeling his hands tighten on my arms, I tried to wiggle free but he only made it more constricting, I wanted to go home I wanted my normal life back I wanted to cry in sadness forever, if only. ''actually I believe it's your weird ability to keep it running through your veins is the problem, maybe you'll find a way to stop that hmm, I-'' alec was cut off on his little speech with Aro's commanding yet high pitched voice interrupting. ''stop bickering, Alec since you're her personal guard you'll be the one to train her along with Demetri and Felix at your aid, since she is newborn'' Aro said gravely, weirdly for him. I was sick of them treating me like a child! ''stop calling me that! 'I accidently yelled, I didn't need alec to kick me, I did that mentally for myself, hopefully I didn't get on the bad side of Aro I needed some trust. I heard some vampires chuckling, mostly Felix, I growled ''well you are acting like one'' Alec said childishly, mocking my scream, shouldn't have done that Alec, I kicked him between the legs and leapt up snarling and almost howling in pain, even Aro laughed everyone's laughter was bell like, sounding beautiful. Felix seemed to be the most entertained walking up to Alec and patting him on the back in mocking comfort, something told me this wasn't the usual volturi behaviour for eventually even Marcus let out an old laugh, everyone went silent, looking shocked but didn't comment, so I followed suit.

I turned to Alec who was glaring at me pointedly; he looked as if he wouldn't hesitate to rip my arm off if we weren't in the throne room surrounded by people. I rolled my eyes and turned back to Aro who had a suppressed smile, ''it's not surprising that his venom stayed in you, you have quite the same personalities'' Aro said, I was mortified. ... Aro sighed at my reaction and said ''Alec take her out to Italy today the weather is good, don't kill her either'' Aro said laughing at his own joke I fakly laughed, thinking about how much danger he was putting me in, alec and I in town together and of course Aro meant ''good'' weather as in raining and cloudy, why couldn't it be Felix or Demetri.

Alec stormed out and I guessed it was my que to leave, I walked out, petrified, Alec was walking to fast his stupid venom not keeping me as fast as him he punched a hole in the wall. ''Alec calm down…'' I said quietly that just enraged him more, he ran up to me quicker than ever and forcefully put his hands on my face making me look at him, it didn't hurt but it was still uncomfortable, ''ever since you came here everything's been a mess, my venoms in you for god sakes, I should've just killed you that day ever since then my emotions are crazy just thinking about…!'' he cut off his voice raspy, I stood there not sure what to do, I breathed in and opened my eyes to alec's closed ones he let go of my face and started walking outside. I stood there regaining my consciousness, and faced what was going to be an awkward time, I tried not to ponder over his words I really did.

By the time I got into town, Alec was standing furiously near a random shop I had no clue what was in there, to be honest I don't think he did either because he was glaring at the ground. I stood in front of him, trying to miss all the stares from people, seeing our pale skin and all, I realised alec had sunglasses on and he looked like a movie star an uptight one at that, he suddenly handed me blue contacts and told me to put them on, I did and then he crossed his arms not before shoving me into the shop, waiting for me outside handing me cash, I was nervous I didn't know how to speak Italian idiot alec, so much for smart ones. I asked the first lady that looked like she worked there what store was it, she luckily knew English ''this is victoria secret'' she said in a wary thick Italian accent, I blushed deeply, looking around and realizing it was, I so much as ran out of the shop and looked at Alec he tilted his head back against a wall and kept it like that ''what's wrong,wheres all your things'' alec asked dramatically he really was an idiot, he obviously didn't know where we were. ''yeah I'm not shopping in there, its victoria secret, unless you want to buy some stuff for yourself'' I said raising and eyebrow mockingly, ''o-oh, well find a store you want to go to I haven't got all day'' he said walking away, I gazed my eyes around looking for anything I liked, I looked at a shop that looked like Hot Topic to me, so I went in there Alec waited outside.

Luckily I wasn't stared at as much in here, so I bought as much as I liked, I glanced at a pair of fingerless gloves that had skeletons on it, I picked them up ''well these are cool'' I say to myself, since I had no one to talk to I may as well I thought, I however didn't think I was going to get a reply in return. ''yeah they are,theres some other cool designs behind it'' an American voice says behind me, I spun around to see a scene guy putting things on the shelf casually, he had black spiked hair with a side fringe over his eye, which were blue, and he was wearing black skinny jeans and a cool band top. I smiled as he looked at me grinning, ''your American too'' I state I needed a conversation with someone I could relate to, he nodded enthusiastically, ''yeah moved here to get away from America, its more nicer over here, well I think anyway, my names skyler'' he said smiling he had dimples and small teeth I noted, he didn't hold out his hand which I was grateful for ''my names um Wynter…'' I say, I never liked my name it was too foren but Skyler just smiled back,he seemed friendly. ''nice name, so is that your friend over there, the one that's looking at us like he wants to chew our heads off'' he said, laughing as I roll my eyes his laugh is loud and boyish I thought, I didn't even bother turning around to see Alec ''yup, ''friend'' as in someone I hate but can never get rid of, so hows-'' I was cut short by a girl beside him smiling at me, they had the same facial structures and features except hers were more girlier this was his twin I guessed, I smiled back. ''hey, its good to meet someone American for a change, I don't speak Italian so life gets pretty boring around here shopping all day'' the girl says in a highpitched but not annoying voice, she has black hair that's layered everywhere and long enough to reach her waist, she wore black shorts and a striped top with fake nerd glasses on, they seemed to make her look prettier somehow. ''ugh…this is my twin Lily, she's annoying at the best of times'' Skyler says rolling his eyes, the girl,lily pokes her tongue out at him and turns back to me spinning on her heals, ''so, are you shopping alone, hey do you want to come for lunch with me and Skyler?'' she asks pleadingly, and enthusiastic I laugh at her behaviour its childlike just like me, Skyler starts shaking his head his blue eyes were so dominant in his face they seemed to sparkle. ''I don't think her ''friend'' over there would like that very much Lily, but Wynter tomorrow is my day off so you and me can go to lunch Lily has to work though so it'll just be me and you, is that alright''? he asks hesitantly, I smile at my potential new human friends and nod , maybe living in volterra won't be as bad as I thought it would be. Lily spoke up while handling a singlet not glancing up ''your going to keep her for yourself'' she said sadly, she seemed like she truly wanted to be my friend so I replied ''well how about next Saturday we shop all we want and be fatties'' I say chuckling they both laugh in return ''deal.'' Lily says and I smile, after Skyler tells me when and where to meet him I pay for my things and go to Alec's anger filled expression, glooming my day a little. ''your not serious.'' Alec says disbelievingly and angrily, I just sigh and wave goodbye to the twins, obviously I was, so I let alec have his little pity party while I shopped, I couldn't wait for tomorrow.

Hopefully this was an okay chapter, please r&r thanks, kt.