(A/N: YAAY. I just created a Naruto fan fiction story and It's becoming a good hit! I've already got 9 reviews and 694 hits and I only just submitted it about a week ago. Which is actually very good! Now here's the catch. If I get more reviews on my Pretty Baby fan fic than I get on this fan fic. I'm most likely going to do my Naruto fic more than this Teen Titan one. Just saying…Btw, this is my non-lemon chapter. I decided to put one RIGHT at the end. Anyways! )

TeenTitanDoctorTorch - Colad's Thoughts

Booyah! - Beast Boy's Thoughts

Chapter 15:

I Need You To Love Me

"So, this is how you found about Revan." He leaned over her, his breath hot on her cheek. Raven shivered at the warmth and closure.

"I'm actually quite surprised at how you did it, I can't believe you actually went through a demon's universe to know more about Revan." He's breathing turned ragged as he clutched at his side, the wound that he had died from was playing up again. "Why, if I didn't know you any better, I'd say you fancied him."

Raven rolled her eyes and grabbed the book tighter in her fingers before turning around and grabbing him by his dirty shirt, only making it even more dirtier thanks to her coffee stained fingers.

"Don't play games with me you bastard. I learned things about you when you were there. And I learned things about the bastard that Starfire is going to wed to, and all you can do is smirk and joke around. To be honest, I'm sick of you Colad! How the hell could I have loved you?"

Raven felt her eyes twitch in annoyance as he did something that made her fists clench and her teeth grind together.

Colad smirked, placing his arms behind his head and scratching the back of his head nervously.

Then he frowned, deeply. Like it only just cut into his skin and tore it's way into his supposedly steel heart.

"I ask myself that too." He smiled, his fake little smile because she knew it had cut into him - like he had cut into her.

Her eyes softened instantly, and she let out a heavy sigh as she almost fell against him. Damn him. Damn him for making her so soft. Damn him for everything that had happened.

Damn him.

"Why is Starfire marrying that demon anyway?" Raven gulped, trying to get out of the situation that she had gotten herself into.

"Tch." He tutted at her, his chin resting on his palm as he watched her browse through her books for something. "I thought you were clever Raven."

Raven scowled at him, before flicking through the pages of the many books that were set out in front of her.

"Demons, Demon Potions, Demon Cures, Demon Poisons, Demon Spawn, De-" She flinched when Colad's hand slammed itself down onto the title of Demon Spawn.

"Wait, wait, wait! Demon Spawn. Let's have a look at that." Without even bothering to ask, he then grabbed the battered leathered book from her hands.

Growling angrily, Raven flipped through more of the pages until she got to the one she was looking for.

"Demon Artzeckt. The demon of seduction. Brother of the demon of lust, which is Nymphwol." She arched an eyebrow as she continued reading out loud, but only at the parts that were most interesting. "Artzeckt is a demon that has to take a male body to use as a host, he can not use the female gender as he is not female."

She frowned, that was weird. Most demons don't care what they look like, as long they are free - they couldn't give a damn if they looked like Slade, they were alive and in the human world.

"Artzeckt can only be destroyed when stabbed in the heart by his lover or someone who is out for revenge on him." This made Raven's frown deepen.

"This book must be wrong…Anyone could be out for revenge on him, this just leaves him as an open target.

"Wrong again. You haven't read all of it. Artzeckt is a pimp." Colad chuckled, still browsing through the leather book. "Oh and stop frowning, you'll get wrinkles."

Raven ignored him this time, instead looking at him strangely.

"A pimp?" She asked, eyes full of confusion as she stared up at Colad.

He laughed wirily at her, his smirk bringing a light blush to her face as he stared down at her, his black hair in his eyes.

"In other words, the only ones who can kill him are the ones that had something taken away from them from him." He sighed as he pointed at something in the book.

Turning the book around, Raven caught a sign of a black broken heart with two devil horns sticking up on each side.

"In other words, only Garfield can kill Artzeckt. Or, well, maybe Revan. Or me." He then blushed and turned the other way, trying to hide everything from her.

Raven felt her heart stop for a short moment, before it came back, however this time - it was more fast and speedy.

"What do you mean by that?" She asked, trying to get her usual monotone back in working order.

"Mean by what?" He asks, scratching his chin whilst he looks down at the book again, his eyes confused at the writing.

"By you. I mean, when did he take your loved one away?" Her body was telling him lies as she looked at him, her body wasn't trembling, wasn't shaking and was holding itself still.

However, inside she was a wrack of nerves. What the hell could he mean by that? Was he implying something?

"Stop trying to slip it past me Rae, I know you're wondering who my loved one is…" Colad closed his eyes and sighed.

"Don't call me Rae." She snapped, startled by her own anger, except she did a very good job at hiding it.

Surprising her, he smirked as he leaned down towards her - the book still clasped in his hand. He was so near her lips, that she could feel his hot breath on her cheeks.

Then he stopped.

"Why?" He grinned at her, his canines showing as he leaned back a little - obviously not wanting to get too close.

Raven sighed, she had no idea why. Only Victor called her that, and she really didn't want anyone else calling her that. Because it was her very own nickname for Victor.

"I understand." Colad winked at her, collapsing beside her, the leather book still in his hand.

Raven tried to hide her blush, although failed miserably as the thought of her blushing because of Victor Stone just made her blush 10 x harder.

Before she could ponder on this thought, she was interrupted by Colad shoving a book right in front of her.

"Right! I've just found out something awesome!" He yelled out, pointing at the title Demon Spawn.

Raven looked down at the title, her eyes wide at the most disturbing images that her eyes had sadly witnessed.

"Those are…" She began but was cut off by a surprisingly cheery Colad.

"Yep, they are demon babies! Ugly little things aren't they? Bones all over their bodies, sticking out from all directions. Bit weird isn't it?" He grinned as he poked the pages.

"That's disgusting…" Raven merely muttered, closing her eyes and shaking the images out of her head.

"Oh come on Raven, nothing wrong with these guys." Colad leaned over her, his hands tapping on the edges of the paper.

"Are you kidding me? One of those…Guys!" She spat, her anger flaring as she looked once more at the images of the baby demons. "They could be growing in Starfire right now! And you aren't even bothered by it all?"

Colad tapped his nose in thought, before shaking his head.

"Nope. Because I know for a fact that Starfire and Artzeckt never had sex in their whole ten years together." He grinned.

She gave him a confused look, which then changed into a look of readily understood repugnance.

Catching on quicker than usual, Colad almost choked as he held his neck to stop himself from collapsing against Raven.

"No! Not like that! Honest! I didn't watch or anything, I mean sex isn't THAT interesting. I mean, you can see it on TV and that…"

Raven's eyes glimmered and narrowed suspiciously at him.

"Not that I WATCH that. I'm just saying…"

.XIfYou'reNotTheOneX.

Lying down, Garfield chuckled as his fingers tickled the flowers and grass beside him, as he watched Kori unpack the picnic basket.

Then realizing that he was being a lazy male today, he quickly got up to help her unpack.

Rushing over, he skidded on his knees towards her, his arms outstretched as he almost fell on top of her.

Forgetting about it instantly, Garfield pushed his hands past hers and opened up all the secret flaps he forgot to tell Kori about - he didn't want her worrying about packing any tofu so he had packed it himself.

Though, as he was about to unpack anything else, he feels two hands on his chest - pushing him back onto the grass.

"Please Garfield, I wish to do this by myself. Seeming as you made me that glorious breakfast." Kori said, smiling as she unpacks the last of the hidden tofu before turning to set it all out.

"Oh come on Kor, let me help you out. I won't be a gentlemen if I don't." Garfield pouted, he's lower lip quivering.

Being ignored wasn't something that Garfield had wanted for the answer, so instead he jumped in front of her before transforming into the wide eyed cat that had won her heart so many years ago.

At first, she still ignores him, however Garfield is not dumb and can tell that she is holding back from it all. Holding back from hugging him to death as she still places the unpacked food on the picnic cloth.

After that though, she breaks as she grins and holds him tight to her chest, giggling as he then licks her arm gently.

"You are silly Garfield." She protests as he just gives her a very cat like grin as he then transforms into his old human self.

"That's why you love me Kori!" He howled excitedly, not realizing what his ears were up against until…

"Uhm…Garfield." Kori murmured, her cheeks reddening as she tried not to giggle at him.

"Hm?" He felt nice where he was, it felt so warm and soft and…

"You are lying on my breasts."

'WHAT?! Oh shit!'

Reluctantly peeling himself off, he wasn't surprised to see her face all red from her cheeks to her ears.

"Oh shit, I'm so sorry Koriand'r! I didn't even mean it like that!" He felt the top of his pointed ears grow red as he looked away.

'Jeez, she must think I'm a pervert now…'

'Oh dear, what's happened?' Colad's voice suddenly penetrated his mind, almost giving him a full on head ache.

'Dude! How come you're inside my brain? Especially at a time like this!' Garfield found himself yelling inside his own brain.

'At a time like what? Oh and Raven helped me.'

'Grr nothing! Just get out of my mind! And what are YOU doing with Raven?'

'I'll get out soon so you can continue with your, oh so dirty thoughts. And nothing. I'm not interested in Raven.'

"Garfield? Are you okay?" Koriand'r patted him on his shoulder, hoping to get some kind of reaction from him.

She frowned when she didn't, and started to use more force on his shoulder.

'I'm not having dirty thoughts Colad! And what do you mean you aren't interested in Raven? I thought you wanted to marry her?!'

'That was a long time ago Beast Boy, things change and people change. Me and Raven are just an example of that.'

'But, but…She's been as miserable as me since you've been gone…Dude, have you even told her that yet?'

'Don't make me feel more worse. I'm having a tough time already and I don't need you having a yell at me because of the way things have changed.'

'I don't get it though dude! Me and Starfire haven't changed! I mean, I still love her and -'

'She still loves you, yes. You and Starfire are very lucky people to not have changed.'

'…Are you doing this for Cy?'

'Am I doing what for Victor Stone?'

'Pretending not to love Raven.'

'Don't be a fool Garfield, I love and trust Victor Stone as a friend with all my heart, and I would always try to make him happy. However, no. I am not doing this for Victor Stone. I have another who I care about. And not in the love you think.'

'Who? Who? And in what love do you mean?'

'I love my sister Katie, and hence the word 'sister' I mean family love. She wasn't taken to heaven or hell, she was left in outer darkness to rot until someone found her. Luckily, that was me.'

'DUDE! I don't get it! How come you can't love Raven if you love your sister in a family way love?'

'I just can't. It's been ten years and I've changed. Face it. Your feelings have changed when you were in love with Terra and Starfire's feelings have changed when she was in love with Robin.'

'Dude…'

'Oh and by the looks of it. You are going to get a pucker. Don't ask me how I know. I just feel it.'

'Wait, wha-"

Garfield was cut out of his thoughts by two soft lips pressing against his, then his lips started to move back, deepening the kiss. Then he found his hands travelling around a neck to pull this person closer.

A light moan sounded in his ears, giving him the chance to lightly slip his tongue in to explore the persons mouth, before sucking on the tongue, earning another moan.

However, this pleasure that was winding up at the bottom of his stomach disappeared instantly as this person pulled away.

"Kori…? What?" He exclaimed, out of breath as he stared at the ground, panting.

He quickly looked up to see something that he had not expected.

She was crying, salty tears falling down her cheeks to mix with the dirt and grit of the park that they were in.

Her hand was resting where her heart was, and her body was wracking with sobs as she tried her hardest not to collapse.

"I am sorry Garfield…I just do not understand what is wrong with my body and emotions." She sobbed even harder than last time, making her fall into his waiting arms.

"I have never experienced such pain before in my heart, every time I think of marriage with Harry Anderson, my heart hurts." She clutched onto him tighter, almost pinching him. "I have had this pain ever since I have left the Titans, ever since I have left you and my friends."

His eyes widened a little in surprise as he found her tug on his clothes harder, and her tight around his waist stronger than ever.

"That is why, I must tell you that I love you very much Garfield. However, it is not possible for us to be together."

He felt his heart stop a little, before it began it's normal pace.

"I am to be married in only a few weeks. I can not hold this wedding off, because he shall find you and…" she sobbed a little bit harder. "Murder you in the most cruellest way possible."

Another heart beat skipped.

"And I can not let him do that! I was a fool to come to you, because I knew you would bring me this ache which I can not handle anymore!"

She fell silent, still clinging onto his shirt as she wept her heart, soul and secrets out to him.

"Kori…" He murmured, kissing her lightly on the forehead. "I'm so sorry…For everything."

She snuggled into him, drowning in his warmth.

"No, it is my fault."

.XIfYou'reNotTheOneX.

Groaning, Leroy watched them both from behind a tree, his eyebrows raised as he watched them kiss like there was no tomorrow.

Then the break down.

Oh jeez, he knew this was going to make his boss angry.

He looked at the security camera that was latched onto a high tree branch that was looking down upon the two love birds.

Sighing, he looked at his mobile to see a message from none other but Harry Anderson.

Get her tomorrow morning, say that the wedding will be Saturday, two days away from now. Get her everything, her wedding dress, the cakes, everything. Tell her friends that the wedding has been rescheduled…Oh.

And Kill Garfield Logan.

(A/N: Whoa _ The suspense eh? And oh mi goshy. I have a poll on my page that you have to vote in to get someone paired up with someone. This someone is Raven, because me being me, I have to pair her up with someone. Or if I can't pair her up in this story, I can create a story that will pair her up with that person. Okay? It's on my poll. And sorry BBRae fans, Beast Boy is not on that poll. Sorry okay?)