AN: Yayy finally another. I'm sorry, I was having a lot of writers block from my own personal problems and catching up with things. Mostly talking to friends that I've been neglecting, ;.
Anyway, to the reviewer who inspired me
Hgdmforever: here you go, another chapter
Mistress of the Night
Alive
I sighed, waking up and thanked the heavens that I was head girl, and for once, that there were house elves. The blood covering the sheets, and shuddered at what happened last night. I looked down at my body, and saw so many cuts and I headed to the bathroom in a robe, and knocked. Hearing nothing, I went in and warded the doors like usual. I started the shower and once it was going at full force, I started to cry, letting out all the pain. Who would think a pureblood like him would rape a mudblood like me? And he said he would be back… all these thoughts, made me resume the newly made habit, cutting. Slicing up my leg, making designs. I eventually made a climbing rose on my right leg, and a dieing rose on my left. It took time, but knowing Malfoy, he already took his shower. I then finished up my shower, cleaning the cuts extra hard, especially the ones he made. I put on my robe, cleaning up any excess blood and stepped into my room and quickly got dressed, seeing I had ten minutes to get to class.
So, I grabbed my stuff and ran to Potions. I made it there with three minutes to spare, and started to copy things off to board. I ignored the fact that Harry and Ron didn't show up, neither did Lavender and Padma, the fact that they have been ignoring me since the first day of school, and the fact I was getting weird looks from the Slytherin boys. Mostly Malfoy and them, giving me… warning looks and smirks. It was really spooky. For once during class, I didn't raise my hand at any question, too busy just copying and thinking. It was really bugging me that none of my friends were talking to me. Probably too caught up with their own lives to busy their selves with a filthy mudblood like me… I sighed and noticed that everyone left, and packed up. As I left the door, I never noticed the concerned look that Professor Snape sent me, just like all the other teachers. As I stepped outside, I was pushed against the walls into a hidden room and looked up, dropping my stuff.
"What do you want?" I asked, referring to the only two in there, Goyle and Crabbe.
"Shut up, mudblood. We just want to see what everyone has been talking about" Goyle responded, slapping me.
Oh goodness… Lucius Malfoy must have been spreading rumors about me… OH GODS! No wonder why I've been ignored! I'm apparently the school slut…
I was in shock as they forced my clothes off; I didn't notice that I was even fighting back. I was a school slut? I just cried when they raped me, multiple times, eventually giving in. they said they would be back tomorrow, and if I didn't come every day to this room I'd suffer something worse.
I just sat there, in shock. I skipped all my other classes that day, going back to my room just sitting there, crying sometimes.
Things continued around the same. I started going to classes, sometimes skipping, not caring about them anymore. Everyday they would force me to do things, sometimes bringing others along. Even pansy once. Lucius Malfoy came once a week.
Harry and Ron never bothered with me, too busy snogging their girlfriends. The teachers would always send me their concerned glances, and slowly my body got more cuts, more designs. It was almost as if I was just preparing myself for a grand design.
This continued on for two months. Until finally, my body couldn't handle anymore of this. I'll explain…
It was October 13th, Friday the 13th for that matter. I dully went to the room that Goyle forced me in everyday, and gasped at what I saw. Lucius Malfoy was there, Goyle Senior and jr. were there, same for Crabbe's. There was so many people, ex-death eaters. There was every one except few who turned up to be on the light, such as Snape. There was probably about twenty five, including their new recruits, also known as their children.
I was raped just like in my "summer camp". Except to a more extreme. By the time all of them left, I had about one fourth of my blood left, the door left wide open, and I was bleeding very badly. I just didn't care, what did I have left on this world? I didn't bother noticing that Draco Malfoy wasn't at the rape. What mattered? He finally grew balls and stood up to daddy? I don't care. I just wanted to –die- when I heard the voice from my dreams.
"Hermione… You have to live. We will grant you something in reward… your fate isn't to die."
Says who?
"Says the Gods and Goddesses."
So, if you guys are almighty and correct that I have to live, how the fuck do you expect this? I'm fucking sorry that I'm cussing at Gods and Goddesses, but hell. I'm about to die and get away from this rape-filled place.
"By Snape. He has a role in your life that you don't understand this."
Oh then who fucking told him?
"Young Malfoy."
That just made me faint right there, right then.
And guess what?
Those voices in my head were right. I woke up in Snape's quarters, with both Snape and Malfoy in there. Yippy. Stupid voices in my head. I sighed and sat up, then collapsed again.
"Don't do that Miss Granger… Your body is very weak. Mister Malfoy has explained what happened when he had his change of heart." The silky, for once not smirk-filled, voice said. Of course, this is none other than Snape.
I just looked away, ignoring them.
"Miss Granger… Why didn't you come to us for help?" He asked, actually sounding like he cared.
I hissed out "Because none of you could help. Who would fucking understand? I would just be pitied…" I said this while thinking about the gods and goddesses were they real? What gift were they going to give me when the time was right?
"Miss Granger… we could have helped. –"I interrupted him.
"How the fuck could you help? Could you keep my father out of my life!" And before I knew it, I was telling them my whole life story, sobbing at parts. By the time I finished, I was close to hysterics and something I never imagined; Snape held me in his arms like a father would with his child and helped me fall asleep.
Meanwhile…
Draco's POV
Holy shit. All of that happened in her life? Her father… summer camp… I thought father was lying, and damn. Even my own father rapes her… What can we do though? Unlike what Snape says, we can do nothing. He was saying that to be comforting. I can't believe how mean I was… Though, she'll never know that I regret being meant to her. If only she knew that every pureblood is abused, just not as much as her.
She keeps murmuring about the gods and goddesses in her sleep. I wonder what that means?
I started to doze off when all the sudden I saw this aura around her, and Snape saw it too. There was nothing we could do but stare and watch as this rainbow aura made her disappear. Then we both said at once…
"DUMBLEDORE!" and ran off to his office.
Hermione's POV
I awoke in a gothic looking cathedral. It had the arches and everything, then there was the gargoyle statues on some peaks. I looked around, seeing that it was full of stained glass for the windows of different scenes of these gods and goddesses; it looked like a mixture of some religions. I saw all the statues, there was so many. One for war… love… happiness, everything. I saw a golden aura and walked up to it, and gasped as it took a shape.
She was beautiful. She had long blonde hair down to her feet, it was all wavy. She had baby blue eyes with tints of red, grey, amber, and green. It was beautiful. She was about 5'7, wearing a golden dress, or maybe it was just her aura. She was beautiful; there was no doubt about it. Curves that no one had, but wanted. Her body was every girls dream, and probably ever guys too. She started to speak, and wow, her voice was soft and demanding.
"Hermione Granger… I am here to help you. I am the main goddess, ruling with the main god to keep everything in perfect harmony. I am the one who you saw in your dreams, the one who controlled them, and the one who told you to stay alive." She paused for a minute, waiting for me to grasp all of it and then continued.
"We wish this gift could wait longer, but seeing how your situation is becoming, it is time you get this gift that is destined. It runs in your blood that is unknown, but no matter what anyone says, you are part goddess. If you traced back long enough, you would find me as your mother. This gift is one of the darker ones… but it will release this blood. You will be known as… the mistress of the night. It is your main gift, that you will discover its uses by yourself. I'm afraid that you are needed by Dumbledore, so I must hurry this." She said, and touched my forehead and I gasped, finally grasping it all and I began to glow.
First the glow was gold, then red, and it slowly went through every colour until it went to black, and it started to absorb into my body. It was so much power, and I realized I could feel the blood pulsing through my body. Before I knew it, I was bleeding, but it was a different time. My body was getting rid of the filth, replacing it with this new power. I noticed that the blood going out was close to black, and seemed to scream sins.
When it was finished, the black blood finally dispersed into the air, and I saw my reflection. I didn't look any different but…
I looked…
Alive.
End of Chapter
I know this is rushed, but after this chapter things will go a little slower hopefully. One review please? It'll get me to post the next chapter
