B's Pov

As we flew back home, I wasn't able to stop crying long enough to really breathe. Sam had told me what Jacob had done to Charlie. I was broken; I had felt just like I had when Edward had left, maybe even worse, because this pain was just too much.

This couldn't have happened, everyone had to be lying, but I held the letters Jacob had written in my shaking hands. The longer I had stared at the words the more my sadness slipped away, and was replaced with fury.

"How dare he, if he wasn't already dead I would have killed him myself." I said glaring down at my shoes, as I wiped my tears from my eyes.

"Bella we understand what you must be going through, but are you going to be ok?" Sam asked looking anxious.

Paul pulled me into his lap, and watched me with concern, as he played with my fingers.

"I'll be fine." I nodded with a confused look at him, why was he so worried about me becoming upset.

"Sorry Bella, it was my fault that Jacob had turned this evil, if I just would have paid attention to him, and took in his emotions more seriously none of this would have happened." Sam said with a guilty frown.

"It's not your fault at all, it's mine, if I didn't let Jacob hope that he even had a tiniest chance with me he wouldn't have been so deeply hurt." I said looking down again.

Paul growled at that, and gently made me look up to him with his gentle finger.

"You are not going to blame this all on yourself, it wasn't anyone's fault, and no one could have stopped this from happening." Paul said narrowing his eyes at me.

His words made me feel much better, so I just rested my head on his shoulder, and focused on keeping my sorrow from over-coming me, I knew I would be fine though. I knew this is what would happen if I would ever become a vampire, and I had readied myself for this, it was still going to hurt, but it wasn't going to break me. At least Charlie was safe from my world now, safe, that's all I wanted for him to be.

I closed my eyes tightly, and began to pray.

If you can hear me up there day I want you to know how sorry I am for keeping all of this from you, but it was for the best, please be strong and look out for me, I love you.

When I opened my eyes I felt the plane suddenly land to the ground, making me bounce a little. We were home, but sadly now that I knew I was going home to en empty house, with no Charlie, no one to care for me, or ask me how my trip was, or even yell at me for taking so long to get back.

I lost him forever now, I no longer would have my father, he was one of the closet friends I had, and now he was gone. I let my tear swell up in my eyes, but as I took my first step out of the plane I was filled with a rush of determination, and acceptance. What's done is done, and mark my words, I will find my own way of revenge on Jacob, but for now, I'm just going to focus on Paul and I's relationship.

It was the only thing I had left it my life, other than my mother safely in Florida.

And as I turned to Paul, and took his hands in mine I was finally able to smile. This was all I needed.

Sam had got me a house, in the middle of His, and Paul's down at LaPush, so I wouldn't have to stay in that house alone, and full of memories.

I was happy here, and I found myself becoming more and more used to living here, until Charlie was just a sad thought in the back of my mind.

I moaned against Paul's smooth lips as they molded against mine tenderly. He had me backed against the tree in his back yard that was where we usually met up.

His hand twisted in my hair, and purred as I hitched my legs around his waist. His tongue slipped into my moan, and for a while our tongues fought for dominance that he had won over, and began leading our kiss deeper, and deeper.

"Hey you to." A voice said, and I peeked over Paul's shoulder to see Jared standing arms crossed as he watched us in amusement.

"Beat it." Paul said taking his lips off mine for a second, before kissing me with more urgency.

"No way, Sam sent me; we have a meeting to go to, like now." Jared said with a low snicker.

Paul didn't seem to care, and pushed me tighter against the tree, wrapping his arms around me more.

"Go. Away." He said one more time, and went back to driving me crazy.

"Ok, I warned you." He said with a evil laugh, but I ignored it, I was too busy, but then after a minute I pulled away with a gasp as gallons of water dumped over us.

I let my legs slid of Paul completely in shock, and as Paul quickly turned to Jared with an angry glare, growls coming out of his tightly clenched mouth I realized what happened. He just threw a bucket of cold water at us.

Paul jumped forward and tackled Jared to the ground in fury, and annoyance.

I laughed a little at this, but in all truth I was already getting cold. When Paul and Jared finished their little wrestling fight, Paul came jogging to me, and slung with arm around me with a smirk at my shiver.

"I wouldn't want my girl catching a cold." He chuckled, then began leading me forward as we followed Jared.

I was really used LaPush, and all the guys, we were like all one big family, I trusted them with me life, and even more I felt like I belonged here. I never wanted to let go of this feeling, ever, now this was something to fight for. And I would, forever.

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