hi, as promised, this chapter is going up at the same time as chapter 3, enjoy :D
i do not own twilight...
chapter 4- revelation
i was walking at a human pace through the thick trees when a herd of deer passed me. i was so wild with thirst and the moist, warm sound and smell of their beating hearts compelled me. i attacked without a thought and drained the wretched thing empty. i felt stronger. at that moment i realised. i'd eaten venison whilst human, there was another way! i didnt have to be the monster that i hated the most! for many months i had been falling down the bottomless pit that was hell, and finally, after what seemed forever, i had found a way to begin climbing back up!
my philosophy was born. with this new found knowledge i planned my time better. i studied by night. i swam the channel to france, i would learn more on my travels. i continued through europe, attending the best of the universities. i was studying music, the sciences and medicine... that was it! i had found my calling, my penance, i wanted to become a doctor, i wanted to save lives.