"Wait, what?" asked Angeal almost choking on what she said.
"Well," she said rolling her head and coming closer to Angeal. "You see Lazard said to see these as experiments. That's why I've been acting like that to guys—you know—swindling them into doing what I want."
"You mean seducing," said Angeal raising a brow to her.
"Yeah, yeah, whatever," she said waving her hand to end the topic. "What I mean is I've tried everything I could think of without getting too intimate with a guy, but now . . . I wanna know what it feels like."
"So you want—me—to help you?" asked Angeal pointing to his chest.
"Why not?" asked Zack with a shrug. "Girls do it with their best friends all the time."
"Zack I don't think you're in your right mind," said Angeal shaking his head.
"But I am can't you see!" she said stomping her foot just hard enough to get attention, but soft enough to not make that loud of a sound. "I am a woman you see."
"Who was once a man," said Angeal making sure she didn't forget that.
"Yeah, yeah," said Zack shaking her head. "But it's not like I remember."
"You mean—you don't remember being the man Zack Fair at all?" asked Angeal poking his head out a bit.
"I don't know," said Zack crossing her arms and turning from him. "I guess, but there more like dreams now."
"Zack I can't let you forget who you really are," said Angeal stepping closer to her.
"You were the one who told me to act and be like a girl for these past months," said Zack turning to him.
"Hhh, you're right," sighed Angeal admitting it. "But I didn't know Hojo would take this long and I didn't think you would change so easily into a . . ."
"Girl?" said Zack raising a thin brow.
Angeal just sighed and lowered his shoulders.
"I didn't mean it like that Zack," he said looking at her.
"Alright I won't forget I was a guy! There, is that what you wanted to hear me say?" said Zack almost bouncing up and down. "Now can we pleeeeeeaaaaaase 'do it'?!"
"Uh, Zack," said Angeal still shocked she wanted to continue with this.
"Come on Angeal," pleaded Zack making her hands into fists, the look on her face was begging. "It's just an experiment. Besides—if you were a girl wouldn't you be the least bit curious as to how they 'do it'?"
There were but seconds in silence until Angeal stated his answer with a firm—
"No."
At that he turned and readied to leave.
"Angeal!" cried Zack throwing herself on him and making sure he wasn't going anywhere. "I won't ask for it again I swear! I won't tell anyone just as long as you don't."
"You'll leave me alone if I comply?" asked Angeal turning his head.
"Yes," she said shaking her head
Angeal sighed and rolled his head. He got out of Zack's grasp and turned to her saying—
"Alright Zack. I can't believe I am saying this, but fine."
He then scanned around as if a bit uneasy and then pointed a firm finger at the woman saying—
"Just one time though."
"Oooh, thank-you Angeal!" she squealed as she ran up to him and jumped on him to hug him with her whole body.
A couple of seconds had passed before Zack loosened her squeeze around his neck and just smiled at him saying—
"You know we could just stay like this while you carry me off to the bedroom."
"Well if that's—" started Angeal, but was suddenly cut off by Zack's quick change of thought.
"No wait!" she gasped turning her head in thought. "I bought some lingerie. I'll go put it on!"
At that she jumped off him and ran into the bathroom. Angeal just crossed his arms and shook his head with a smile. He then glanced up and looked around for a little while to see where the bedroom was.
Angeal noticed a slight hall to the left of the living room and so walked down the hall and the first door on the right was Zack's room. Once he entered he gasped slightly seeing how unmanlike the room was. The room had about three fragrance candles lit in the room. She had her dresser cluttered with make-up, nail polish, hair accessories, and jewelry.
Yep, she had turned into a woman. The Zack he once knew would have never even resorted into changing his room like this. As a matter of fact he was out mostly and so his room probably had nothing much to it except with a few cluttered clothes here and there. Yeah . . . that seemed like the Zack he knew.
"Okaaay," came a cheery voice behind him.
Angeal turned to see Zack leaning with her arm against her doorpost wearing a short hot pink robe that bore her light pink-laced bra bare of a shirt. Angeal's eyes widened slightly seeing her like this for the first time. He had to clear his throat a little to shake off the awkwardness.
"You-you look good Zack," he said as if his throat was just a bit too dry.
"I don't look sexy?" she asked dropping her shoulders and back. "Da-- it I thought these would make me look more appealing."
"Oh you do it's just . . ." said Angeal holding his hand up.
"Just what?" she asked perking herself back up like some playful puppy as she had been named once.
Angeal didn't really know what to say. He just shrugged, but Zack seemed to not mind. She rolled her shoulders and walked over to him. They seemed to stare at each other for a moment.
Angeal gave off a smile looking into her blue eyes like gems. Zack let off a quick smile before her eyes darted to the bed and then back at him saying—
"Well? . . . Are you going to lay down or what?"
"Oh," said Angeal shaking off his state and going to the bed to sit down.
Once he did Zack plopped right beside him like she was getting ready to play with him. She seemed too fidgety for someone who was about to have sex. She seemed to miss Angeal's sideways stares though as she smiled and clapped her hands with a exhale saying—
"Well . . . shall we get started?"
At that her hands whipped to Angeal's belt. Before they could get anywhere Angeal grabbed her hands and pulled them away.
"Hhh, Zack," he sighed looking at her. "Are you sure you want to do this—like this?"
"What do you mean?" asked Zack scanning him up and down. "What do you mean like so you can get changed into something. I must be honest I find it weird how you sleep with your battle clothes on."
"Hhh, I train late alright," said Angeal with a slight roll of the eyes. "But what I mean is 'like' this. You know . . . to where this is nothing but one of your 'experiments'."
"What else should I see it as?" asked Zack taking her hands from his grip and crossed her arms.
"Well—usually when people become this intimate they are in love," said Angeal. "It's supposed to be a special thing between the two."
"So you want me to fall in love with you?" asked Zack not quite getting Angeal.
"Zack what kind of a girl have you turned into?" asked Angeal turning his head away from her and then back. "Where you only use men for your 'experiments' If Zack was born a woman I don't think she'd ever be like that."
"Well . . . I am," she said with a quick smile and poke of her chin.
"Then try what I said as an experiment," said Angeal looking at her with serious eyes.
"Oh, oh, I get it!" she said with a grin. "You want this sex to be love sex."
"Could you try and at least care?" asked Angeal raising his brow a bit.
"Hm—I guess so," she shrugged.
At that Angeal grabbed her wrist and pulled her onto his lap.
"Whoa!" she gasped not expecting Angeal to do that.
As her back lay on his legs she just starred in awe at his eyes that seemed to stare straight into her. His eyes were like a deep abyss at some times, but they seemed to lead deep to somewhere other than darkness. Soon Angeal leaned down and kissed her tenderly on the lips making Zack's heart jump rather hard. She grasped her chest afraid it was to fly away.
His lips seemed so soft and sweet to her now that she didn't want him to stop kissing her. Slowly her hands came to the side of his head to get mangled up in his raven locks. Once he broke the kiss her hands retreated to her side. She just starred at him with her mouth agape wondering what he was going to do next.
Angeal then placed his hands on her shoulders and pulled her up to sit on his lap instead of lay. Her eyes never broke with his though just so transfixed on him. Angeal glanced around as if looking to find something, but soon turned his eyes back to Zack saying—
"Wrap your legs around my waist."
"Oh—yeah, right," she said glancing down to move her legs and wrap them gently around his waist.
Once she looked at him again he glanced at her robe and then at her saying—
"Are you going to take that off?"
"Oh, yeah," she said gazing down to untie her robe and let it slide off her petite and slim shoulders.
She couldn't explain why she was in such a dumb state then. She thought that it was perhaps because of her first time. When she was a man she automatically knew what to do if this ever occurred to him, but now that she is a woman she seems too confused with the fact that she thought she knew so much when she, in truth, didn't.
"I thought I—would know exactly what to do once this happened," she said as her eyes gazed off into space while Angeal unbuckled himself. "But . . . I guess I don't," she said with a small chuckle as she looked back at Angeal who always seemed to know what to do.
Angeal's hands then slid down to her hips and took off her covering. Without warning Angeal thrust himself into her. Zack jumped at the sudden move and gave out a squeal as he tried to enter her all the way.
"Ah ah!" she cried from the painful pressure that increased as he tried to enter fully.
"Zack take it easy," said Angeal clearing his throat not seeing why she was so in a fuss.
Zack continued to lift her hips as Angeal tried to complete his invasion. At this rate he'd never break through and completely become one with the one who wanted this in the first place.
"No, stop, stop," said Zack pulling away and hoping off of Angeal to sit on the side of the bed.
"Zack," he said turning to her. "You wanted this."
"I didn't know it'd hurt so much," she said hugging herself. "I change my mind. I'll just not 'do it' with a man. It's better that way."
Angeal sighed and rolled his eyes.
"Don't you think it's a little too late for second thoughts now?" he asked holding his hands out.
"Well no one told me it'd feel like that," she said as if in a pout. "I thought it brought you pleasure."
"Zack," said Angeal with a chuckle as he shook his head. "Haven't you learned anything about women? This always happens the first time. It's natural for you to feel pain, or pressure, whatever it is, but I tell you once you get used to it—it feels better."
"How do you know?" asked Zack poking out her bottom lip.
"I've been told," said Angeal with a sigh.
"I don't know Ang—" said Zack but was cut off as Angeal quickly pushed her down on the bed and laid atop her.
Zack only had time to gasp before Angeal was at it again. He thrust himself into her not too hard that time, but just hard enough to get in.
"Ah!" she squealed as she squeezed his shoulders to where her nails dug into his shirt and scratched his skin.
Zack let out her breath feeling Angeal retreat, but didn't think it was just to break into her again. She gasped sharply as Angeal thrust harder into her—this time succeeding in getting all the way inside her. Zack wrapped her arms around his neck and just hugged him close afraid to move for fear of pain that seemed to pound her at the moment. Angeal saw her wide eyes and mouth slightly open from the woman pain she experienced right then and no matter how much he desired to move he stayed still until she got used to him.
Zack began to sweat as she felt something break when Angeal thrust all the way inside her. Her eyes scanned her thoughts wondering on earth what it was and if it was something she did wrong or what. Her breathing seemed to get heavier fearing what it was and so her lips whispered rather quickly—
"S-something broke."
Angeal bowed his head a bit and slowly blinked with a sigh saying—
"That was your hymen."
"Is that bad?!" she gasped digging her nails into the back of his neck.
"Ah," said Angeal taking her arms off his neck and letting her drop back in the sheets. "No . . . do you feel better?"
"Uh . . . I guess," said Zack. "The pressure seemed to ease up. Is that good?"
"Very," said Angeal with a smile as he softly placed his hands beside her shoulders.
Angeal then began to move inside her. His thrusts were slow and gentle on her and the more he did this the more she began to feel no more pain, but—pleasure. Zack closed her eyes and sighed with a small smile. She placed her hands up the back of his arms and rested them on the backs of his shoulders.
Angeal leaned his chest down closer to her as he leaned on his elbows instead of his hands. Once he came closer his lips came to her silky smooth neck and Zack couldn't help but smile. Yes, this is what she wanted and imagined ever since this thought erupted in her mind.
Her head titled to the right as Angeal's lips trailed down the left side of her neck. Once his lips found her collarbone she turned her head to kiss him upon the head. Once Angeal felt this he turned his head up to her to meet her lips with his. At first the kiss was tender until Zack felt Angeal's tongue lick her bottom lip only edging her to thrust her tongue into his mouth and deepen the kiss.
Angeal hadn't really expected this sudden move from her that quick, but he welcomed it nonetheless. As Angeal kissed her deeper she felt her hands tighten. Soon Angeal moved his hands to his shirt to pull it off. Once that was out of the way he let her hands explore his skin all they wanted, but it seemed they wanted to stay in place so to dig their nails into his skin as their passions grew and his movement inside her roughened.
Zack's eyes widened feeling him thrust harder and deeper. She inhaled and exhaled a moan as the feeling of it made her shiver in excitement. Her breathing heavied and soon her hands fell to his hips. She grunted feeling fabric from between her fingers and his skin.
She soon grabbed a hold of it and slid down his pants. Once done her hands fell back on his hips as they swayed back and forth. Her hands did a number of exploring him. She liked the feel of his rough muscles on her smooth skin and body—he felt just so good on her.
She was about to kiss his jaw beneath his ear when her mouth gapped open and her head jolted back on the bed. A feeling washed over her that seemed to get better each time Angeal thrust himself deeper into her. She let out moaning from her lips that seemed to edge Angeal on.
"Oh please don't stop!" she managed to gasp out when she could before more pleasurable feelings took her speech and turned it into aching moans.
She felt Angeal's hands tighten around her waist as he heeded her plea. Zack's eyes rolled back as she tightly closed them shut. Her mouth ached open only giving out pleasurable sounds that were almost like music to Angeal's ears.
Zack's hands tightly gripped Angeal's straining wrists, but soon fell beside her to grip the sheets and just about ripping them off. Very soon there came a great wave of pleasure over Zack as she climaxed. She let out a longer moan as she dug her head back into her bed and arched her back forcing her chest into Angeal's.
Zack's breasts felt pretty good against Angeal's bare chest. He let out a strained smile before he soon released his seed into her. The warm fluid sprayed deep within her womb only giving her more pleasure. Zack let out one last moan before Angeal collapsed on her and then rolled over to her side breathing just as heavy as she.
Zack just smiled as he gazed at the ceiling only reflecting on how good that felt. The rumors were right. That did feel good. She never thought how good that could feel—she even thought of what it'd be like when she was a man again.
"That . . . was amazing," she heaved with a wide smile on her face just feeling so complete.
Angeal said not a word as he tried to control his breathing. He closed his eyes as his head eased back on the bed. Zack glanced at Angeal and saw he was just as exhausted as she. She was glad he consented of this—she couldn't think of a better man to share her virginity with than him.
She smiled and then snuggled into him as she rubbed her face into his shoulder. Angeal noticed this and so looked at her trying to snuggle better into him. He helped her as he turned on his side to her and wrapped her in his arms pulling her close to his chest. Zack didn't really expect this, but didn't care as she closed her eyes from the sweet warmth that came from him.
Just as her eyes closed a sudden weariness came over her and soon she was out cold, prisoner to her dreams. Angeal just slowly blinked and placed his chin on top her head full of black spikes that trailed down her back. Once he closed his eyes he too became weary and so swayed off into dream.
Zack didn't know how comforting the embrace of Angeal would be. It seemed so gentle and soft, but so securing like she knew nothing would happen to her. It didn't take her long to fall into dreams—dreams of what had just occurred.
Angeal awoke to find the sun in his eyes. It was already sun up huh? Oh well, it wasn't that late in the day.
Angeal got up and got dressed. He put his pants on first and just as he started putting on his shirt he heard the waking of a certain Zack. She stretched and groaned in morning wake. She opened her eyes and saw Angeal popping his head out of his shirt collar.
She smiled, but soon it vanished just realizing what exactly has happened. For a strange reason—a wave of awkwardness enveloped her. Her eyes scanned her thoughts wondering why she felt such a feeling when she consented of it.
"Don't worry Zack. The awkward feeling will go away in time," said Angeal situating his shirt.
He then stood up and looked at her. Zack still just starred at him in silence. She didn't know what to say. What could she say?
Soon she let off a smile and a flutter of her eyes. Angeal gave her a smile as he let his arms dangle at his sides. He turned and prepared to leave the room. Zack jumped to her knees and hugged the blankets against her body not really wanting Angeal to leave and her movement seemed to work as Angeal stopped before he headed out the door and turned his head with a smile.
"I still expect you for training today," he said with a slight chuckle.
"Uh," said Zack watching Angeal smile and shake his head as he left.
But even she couldn't help but smile and shake her head. That's Angeal for you.
Hojo was wondering around the soldiers' apartments again just speaking to himself when he changed to come to Zack's apartment. He thought of all he could test her, but soon he was snapped out of his thoughts as he saw the door opening. He quickly jumped around the corner to watch her come out, but she didn't come out. It was her mentor Angeal.
He looked around as if in caution and then rubbed his collar and took off in the opposite direction. Hojo wondered what he was doing there if he wasn't training her. His thoughts didn't take long to come to a conclusion. He gave off a smile as his head tilted back finding the answer.
Oh the man/girl could get into so much trouble, but Hojo wasn't one to tell dirty secrets—especially when it tied into his tests. If she continued seeing this man one of his tests could come true to where he would know she was the perfect woman. Oh yes . . . this was all too good.
Hojo gave off a giggle before he turned and left. He would keep a close eye on the two indeed—indeed.
Hot Shot's girl: Yeah my sister, when she read this, she thought Hojo was gonna try and sleep with her lol. I told her I never thought about that, but it was quite funny XD Anywho until next chp ;D