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Chapter 5: The Mission
"Bella…" Edward whispered. I turned around and looked into his eyes. "What happens now?" I sighed. I don't know myself… I haven't gotten my mission yet. So for now it's the awkward moment where you know you're going to have to give up something soon. "You have your memories… but what about your mission?"
I sighed and tucked my hair behind my ear as I sat up. "I don't know. I don't have it. Maybe that was my mission… When I jumped I talked… to God. He told me that I need to… heal the world I guess…"
"How are you supposed to do that?"
"I don't know! I wish this would be less complicated."
"Here, I want to bring back the comfort in this relationship." I bit my lip knowing exactly where he was going to take me. The meadow. We always thought that was the place to get all answers. I have a different perspective and he still has the same. God told me to trust in him… But he hasn't showed me what to do. So I wait. Edward stands up and runs to the other side of the bed where I'm sitting in a second. He holds out his hand and I take it after a few seconds.
When I stood up he whipped me around his back and for once I saw the movements this time. It wasn't as fast as it usually is. That's strange… Wait, maybe he decided to go slower this time. I sighed then climbed down. Edward turned and looked at me confused. I took a step towards him and ran my hands through his hair.
"I've traveled your way once… Let's try my way," I said.
"What?" I grabbed his hand and stood on the balcony. "Bella, what do you mean?" I smiled but it didn't seem to reach my eyes.
"We're going to fly." I grew my wings and Edward stared at me in amazement. His hand touched my left wing and he traced it down to the tip.
"I've still haven't gotten use to how beautiful you are… To be honest… I'm afraid." He said taking in a huge unneeded breath. I pressed my lips to his for a moment then pulled away.
"Of what?" I asked, my arms wrapped around his neck. He snaked his hands around my waist and up my back, bringing me closer to him. His eyes stared into mine and his lips curved into a smile for a brief second then turned to a frown.
"I don't know what will happen when you get your mission… You're no doubt going to have to leave. I don't want that…"
I closed my eyes and felt the sun hitting my face. Behind my eyelids I saw the shining of the diamonds off Edward's skin. I opened my eyes and saw that exactly. The sun was directly above us, making his entire body shimmer. I brushed my right hand against his cheek and he leaned into it. "I will never leave you…" I whispered with a smile. A tear fell from my eyes.
Edward's POV
"I don't know what will happen when you get your mission… You're no doubt going to have to leave. I don't want that…" I whispered looking right into her eyes. I'm afraid. I've always been afraid of Bella getting hurt, but right now I'm afraid that I'll be hurt. I know that since she didn't tell us she had her memories she knew this would happen. That she would have to leave. She didn't want to break our hearts.
The clouds above cleared and the sun shined down right onto us like we were in a spotlight. My skin created the diamond effect and it glared onto Bella. Her white wings glowed and she looked even more beautiful. She opened her eyes and looked up at the sun. Then she looked back down and brushed her right hand against my cheek. I leaned into it, enjoying the warmth of her skin. "I will never leave you…" she whispered. A tear fell down from her eyes and it sparkled between the sun and my sparkles.
"I hope not…" I whispered back and kissed her. I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her up so our faces were leveled. Her wings stretched out and we continued to kiss. Before I knew it my feet were off the ground. I looked and saw she was holding onto me. How she managed to carry me seeing how heavy I was, I don't know. It's probably one of her powers.
"Now, to the meadow?"
I smiled and kissed her once more. "To the meadow," I breathed out. She smiled and she flipped herself over so that we faced the ground. Then we flashed through the forest. It was even faster than I am, so I guess things were flipped here. It was as if I were the normal one. Well, I'm way too normal compared to Bella. She's an angel! For all we know I'm practically the devil.
As we got right above the meadow she flew down gracefully with a woosh as the wind hit her wings. She put me down and then stared at the tree. Then she smiled. "I feel so much more comfortable knowing what this place is unlike the last time we visited…" she said and pulled in her wings. She then ran towards the tree, jumped, swung around the branch sticking out once then did a black flip, landing on that branch. The wind blew some of the leaves off the tree and her hair blew in that direction.
She turned around and smiled at my shocked face at what she did. And I must say… wow. She really has some skills. "What? I'm not normal anymore…" she said, holding onto the trunk of the tree.
"I'm just surprised…" She smiled and tilted her head to the side a little.
"Are you going to come up here?"
I took a deep then smiled. I ran and jumped off the trunk of the tree and landed on the branch with Bella. "I may not be as impressive, but I will never be as good as you." She leaned on the trunk and crossed her arms across her chest. Then she looked me up and down.
"You're right. I am better," she teased. She took a step towards me, twirled, then took another step so our toes were touching. "I haven't changed Edward. I'm still just Bella." That shocked me more than her little fancy flip thing. She was not only Bella. She's way more. Now I feel like I'm not good enough for her…
"You're way more than Bella. You are amazing Bella. You're too good for me…"
"Edward… I…" she started but I interrupted her by kissing her.
"Don't try and argue."
"No… I… I…." She then fell off the tree before I could react and hit the ground. I jumped off and landed on my knees right next to her.
"BELLA!" I screamed. I checked for a pulse but felt nothing. I quickly grabbed out my cell phone and jabbed in Carlisle's phone number.
"I know, we're on our way right now, Alice has a vision…" he said.
"She has no pulse!"
"So what exactly happened? Alice only saw you screaming next to Bella's body."
"Well we were just talking then she fell off the tree!"
I heard the phone call end and saw them gathered around Bella with me. Carlisle brought our her tool to check her out. "There's no sign that she's alive… I'm sorry…" He said and put away his tools slowly. I closed my eyes and gripped at the grass underneath me. I knew this would happen. I knew it was coming! Where is she?
"I don't understand…" I sobbed. Alice came towards me and grabbed my right hand in both of hers. She closed her eyes tightly and tried looking into the future. But all she came up with was total blackness. So we gone this for only for that to happen. I now understand… "Bella and I are just not supposed to be together are we?" I whispered. Alice's eyes dropped and I looked at her. I guess it wasn't a fake… "Alice, do you know something?"
She sighed and nodded her head. "I had a vision a few days ago. You wanted to kill Bella, and nothing stopped you… All of us and a lot of people were on your side and she was all alone."
My face fell to the ground and I yelled, punching a hole in the earth. "Why? Why would we fight her?"
"Maybe that was her mission…"
Bella's POV
Where am I? I sat in a bright room, stripped to the bone naked and my wings were out. This was different than when I stood before God. It was usually brighter and I had a more comfort and loving feeling unlike now. Now I feel exposed and scared. I wrapped my arms around my chest, trying to hide my breast.
"Please… don't…" I heard a whisper… It sounded like… like… like me? I turned around and saw myself kneeling down in front of Edward. He stood up high with a gold sword in his hands. "What have you become?"
"I'm not that Edward. I've changed," he said coldly. He kneeled down in front of me and grabbed my chin tightly. His hands rose making me head do the same. My eyes met his but they weren't as I remembered them. They were a black hole of death. "Just as you have! You don't know what you put me through! So I had to change! I had to change myself so I wouldn't have to feel that pain! You don't realize what I went through!"
"Edward… I'm—"
"Don't you say that! You don't mean it!" He yelled and slapped my cheek with the back of his hand. I let out a small sob. "But, hey… you do have a nice body…" His hand touched every inch of my body as he reached under my white dress. I pushed him away and was immediately pushed down to the ground. Edward had his hands wrapped around my wrist keeping me pinned to the ground. "Don't you ever push me like!"
"What, like you pushed me to do things I didn't want to!"
"I was going to let you live with the one condition of being my girl, but hey, you dying is just as good…"
"Then why haven't you killed me yet! You could hang my naked and dead body up in your house as a memory you cherish! You sick bastard!"
"Why would I want a dead body that can't do anything compared to a live person who could do everything I want!"
"Why are you stalling?"
"Don't yell at me again or you'll regret it!"
"What will you do? Kill me! You have the chance! Go ahead! What the hell are you waiting for!" He growled. "Just do it! Kill me or rape me! Either way I'll end up dead! So do it! Make your choice! What are you waiting for? Why won't you do it?"
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!" he screamed. My eyes grew big and my mouth opened. But instead of words coming out, there was a piercing scream.
In gasped and closed my eyes, falling to the ground. What's happened to Edward? (this is Bella, the one watching)
I looked to see the gold sword pierced through my heart. My wrist were released and I felt my clothes get ripped off. But even though I was free from the hold, I was stuck to the ground by the sword that stuck into the ground along with me. And I was still captive of this monster that's done both. Raped me in the process of me dying. His mouth, tongue, and fingers making me dirty. And that is my death.
"How could Edward do that?" I whispered "How could he be so cruel?"
"That is what will happen if you don't do this correctly," a voice said. It wasn't God or anyone from heaven. I turned around and saw Edward there.
"Edward?"
"Yes… I don't want to be that monster, but it will happen if you make the wrong decision."
"What's my other choice?"
"Oh, you have many choices." He gestured to another scene that I was forced to watch.
I stood in front of Edward. He held the same gold sword. An entire army was behind him, Alice, Jasper, Carlisle, Esme, Emmett, and Rosalie in the front leading it. I had myself in this battle. But they didn't know I had god. The sun shining down on me. Yeah, that's him. Edward screamed attack and they rushed towards me.
I closed my eyes and fire blazed out in all directions from my back. "My side is stronger…" I whispered. The crowd stopped screaming and Edward started laughing.
"You're only one person! What good can you do by yourself against the entire world?" he laughed. I opened my eyes and looked up at the sky.
"Yes, I'm just one person. But I'm a person of God."
The fire made a circle around me and Edward, leaving everyone else out of this. Edward watches the fire grow up into the sky, bringing in the sun down at us. He glowed and sparkled, but it was way different than before. It's no longer beautiful as I used to think. It's masked with the death he'll create. What he's already created.
"You can't do anything to me. You still love me. Meaning you're vulnerable," he hissed and his eyes changed. I created a pool of water under us, raising up to our knees. The water didn't put out the wall of fire and Edward stared.
"Are you sure I'm the one that's vulnerable?" I asked. "I may still love Edward Cullen… but you are definitely not him. You've changed, and I'm not afraid to kill you."
"Then do it…"
"You're not going to fight?"
"I have no reason to be alive if you're not going to live my life with me."
"What are you saying?" I asked, my eyes still staring right into his.
"I'm saying… I didn't sign up for this… I didn't realize we'd be fighting. Sure, I kind of wanted it then, but I was only angry… Can't we just hide?"
I sighed and moved my hair behind my ears. My wings went down a little and I looked at Edward. His black wings overpowering my feelings. The way his eyes look now are way too different for me to love. Edward Cullen that I loved is gone, disappearing into… this.
"The battle doesn't end until one dies…" I whispered, taking a step towards him. Softly and slowly I pressed my lips to his. He kissed back then wrapped his arms around me. My wings pulling in.
"Then let's end this," he whispered against my lips. Right after that I felt a sword pierce my heart. I looked down and saw the gold sword coming through my body. "I can't believe you fell for that…" I fell to the ground and the water turned red with my blood. The fire calmed down, and the water spread, soaking into the dead grass. Edward smirked and kneeled down next to me.
"I knew you were different…" I whispered. "You can't be forgiven. You will perish in the lake of fire…"
I watched Edward bend down and suck out my blood. It was hard to watch, just imagining this becoming real… I would never be able to live that.
"Are there still more?" I asked.
"Many," Edward replied.
I was chained to a stone wall, unable to use my powers. Edward walked in and smile. His eyes stared at my nude body, making this a lot more uncomfortable than it already is. It's like, what's the big deal… He's seen it before.
"Ah, I never get used to your body…" He brought out a camera and took a picture of me. After looking at it he frowned. "You look too sad. Come on, pose for me."
I was released from the chains and I took a step towards Edward, the camera pointed at my chest. It snapped then I knew I had to do something to get away from him, even if it meant going to someone worse. Because in the process of that, I could sneak away.
"Get me a bucket of water…" I said.
"Why?" he asked, placing the camera around his neck.
"Just do it…" He nodded then went out to get some, making sure to lock the door behind him. The guard stood in front of the metal bars, his head facing me. I'm sure I'm just some attraction for these people.
I smiled then walked up to him. Here we go, time to see how this will effect Edward. I stood with my toes touching the bars and I'm sure the guards eyes went big under that helmet. "Hi…" I purred. I reached for his hand through the bars and placed it between my legs. Moving it around I moaned.
"W-w-w-what are you doing?" he managed to ask.
"Aw, c'mon… I know you enjoy it." I placed myself so my body was pressed against the door. His hand stayed and he moved it himself. I moved away my hand and placed it between his legs. When I looked to the side, moaning, I saw Edward with the bucket of water. He gasped and was by the guards side in less than a second. With his free hand he pushed him all the way down the hall.
"You are not aloud to touch her!" he screamed. I smiled, he still has feelings for me. Not too sure exactly what they are, but it's something. I moved aside so he could get it. He handed me the bucket then started giving me a speech. "What the hell was that?"
"I don't know what you're talking about…"
"I'm the only one aloud to touch you! You are mine!"
I smirked. "Whatever. I can do anything I want as long as you're not here." I then dumped the bucket of water on me and Edward stared with wide eyes. "Not gonna get your picture?" He shook his head and took the picture of me. I then went over to the so called bed in the corner made out of metal. Edward followed me, and instead of taking a picture, he dropped the camera, not caring anymore, and laid on top of me. "What are you doing?" I asked, afraid this time.
"You are mine…" he said. Then it began, for the rest of the day. My living nightmare I never intended to go this far.
"What happened to him?"
"You mean me? Yeah, I turned cold…"
I turned towards him, trying to ignore the screams and yells coming from the scene. "How are you here?"
He laughed. "I'm not truly Edward, I just took his form to show you." I sighed. Because if that was how horrible he could get, I don't want to get close to him. "Here's another one that will make more sense."
I stand on the tree in the meadow, the sky covered in rain clouds. My tears are unstoppable and I don't even try stopping them. After hours, Edward finds me and climbs the tree. He holds me in his arms and kisses my forehead. "Don't worry…"
"How can I not? I don't want to fight you," I sobbed.
"We won't fight… We don't have to, they can't make us." He said and I knew he'd be crying just as hard as me if he could.
"You don't understand! You volunteered for something when you were angry and now they control you! The fight won't end until one of us dies… We can't just not fight…"
"We can control ourselves. Our love for each other is strong. No one can break that love we feel. We will get through this."
"Please Edward, it's worse than it seems…"
"It seem pretty bad," he says worried.
"Exactly! It's worse than anything we could imagine! It's impossible to beat! The rules can't be broken… You've messed up!" I screamed and pushed him away. He fell to the ground on his feet and ran his hands through his hair. I cried harder and sat against the trunk for support. Curling up in a ball I heard Edward mumble things from under me.
"The lights wrapped around the tree, lanterns hanging down the branches… Pictures covering the tree. Pictures of us. You wear a blue dress that flows down just enough to hide your butt. A light blue ribbon is wrapped around your chest, coming down into a bow. I wear an open black tuxedo and we stand in our spot on the tree. We stare at the pictures starting from where we just met up until then. Your favorite is where I hold you from behind, wrapping my left hand around my wrist, making sure we are kept close. The wind blows in from the porch. Your white dress blows away from us, along with your hair. With the sun shining down, I sparkle and you just look beautiful
"Back at the meadow, you plant kisses around my face. When you try pulling back, I bring you closer than before. You turn us over and I kiss down your neck. I'm not in control and for a moment you aren't either. My hands reach to take off your dress, but you get knocked back to reality and push me away. You sit down next to me and hold me hand. Before you say anything, I already understood and say nothing. You run your hands through my hair and whisper…
"We'll be together… Forever… until the time comes where we must split. But I don't believe that will ever happen." I whisper along with the Bella in the scene. I turn towards "Edward". "How does that happen?"
"Trust in the Lord your God." He said and the room disappeared.
It was replaced with the bright light of God. I smiled. "I'm ready," I said.
"Yes you are, my child. You have the power to do anything you want, but one is the most important. With this power you will fix the world of its evils. Renew it to what I created it. It won't be the same, but the immortals will be out. Vampires and werewolves will no longer exist.."
"Wait, you mean I have to kill them! I have a fiancé who's a vampire!"
"No, I am not a god of wrath. I am a god of love. You have the power to take it away from them. There's no need for blood shed."
"Thank you…" The room flashed.
I laid down on a bed in mine and Edward's room. Edward gasped and threw his arms around me. "Thank God! I thought you were gone!" he cried. I wrapped my arms around him then we kissed.
"You will never get rid of me," I smiled. "Even if you wanted to."
"Good, because I would never order you away." We kissed for a while and Alice sighed.
"C'mon everybody! OUT! Edward and Bella need some time together!" she squealed and they all ran out, the door shutting behind them. I smiled against Edward's lips and he climbed onto the bed with me. He planted kisses down my neck and his hand traveled up my leg. His ice cold hand went under my shirt and found it's way to my back. He pulled us up and I leaned against the back board of the bed. I wrapped my arms around him, bringing him closer. He stood on his knees and threw off his shirt.
I pressed my hands against his chest and tried reading his mind… She is beautiful, I can't stay away… I need her. He took off my bottoms and kissed up my legs. When he got to the top, I read his mind and I flipped us over. I ran my hands around his chest and kissed up his stomach, landing on his neck.
"Not now. We're waiting until marriage," I said.
"We already have done it."
"Yes… and that was a slip up. We're not going any further than kissing until we're married."
"I'm sorry…" he said and sat up. I ended up sitting with my legs spread out on top of him. "I couldn't stay away." I smiled.
"I know… Can we talk about something?" He grabbed my waist and placed me next to him. His arm reached around my back and he rubbed my left arm.
"Anything."
"I found out my mission… And it's going to be a rough road…"
"What is it?"
"I can take away the… uhm… immortal in people. Turn vampires back to humans and werewolves also. I'm supposed to find every vampire and werewolf in the world and it'll be really hard."
"That's your only power?"
"No, I have any power I want to have. Even create new ones. So maybe I can use those and mix it with my 'healing' one so we wouldn't have to go through too much trouble…" Edward stared into my eyes and I read his mind. It can't be that easy… Anyways, what happens when the mission is finished? Will she have to leave? No. I won't let that happen. I sighed and pressed my lips to his, making his thoughts disappear. "Hey, you can't and won't ever get rid of me." He smiled and gave me a few more kisses until pulling away. We walked down stairs so I could hug everyone. Alice was the first to jump on me holding her credit card.
"We have to celebrate!" she squealed. I groaned and eventually decided to cherish these moments I had left with them.
So, there's Bella's powers and her mission, next is a small filler (don't worry won't be long) just some fun stuff to get away from the seriousness about to come. Then after that we'll find out what made Edward go bad!