~Author Notes~
Hey everyone, it's me again. I just want to say that chapter 4 has gotten a lot of hits, over 150 in the past few days it has been up. I want to thank you for sharing my story to others. It means a lot. I usually wait a month to write another chapter in this story. For the month of May, I will be super busy with school and summer plans. I hope you guys understand. For June or late May chapter 6 will be up. So hang tight. Also I'm creating another chapter to tell you what the behind story of Sealand's Story. As some of you know, Russia and Sealand don't make a great pair in the real Hetalia series. Anyway, I hope you enjoy chapter 5 and I will say again, I'm sorry for grammar mistakes. I said it before; I try to catch them but some I just don't.
England looked up at Sealand from the leg down below as Russia followed behind him. Russia had no emotion to his face .As England got up he looked at Sealand with anger. To Sealand he looked like a bitter old man that no one would mess with. Sealand was scared and embarrassed for Russia because he didn't want Russia to see what outburst might come.
"Peter Kirkland!" yelled England in Sealand's face.
Sealand stood still. He wanted to run into Russia's arms and stay there forever. He was scared what his brother might do to him next.
"Yes," he said calmly as possible.
"I heard from Russia that you let him on THIS fort. He told me himself that you told him that you needed food and other supplies. I told you that if someone comes on this turf that you are not to LET them on here!" he screamed.
Sealand looked around to Russia. He had his head down and looking to the ground. He secretly wished he would look at him and tell him that everything was okay, and that things were going to be fine. However, Sealand just looked at his cold brother.
"The last thing you told me was that I was annoying brat. You never said that to me," said Sealand as bravely has he could.
England turned to Russia. Russia looked up at him. His face said it all. Russia knew that England was lying but he never said anything. England suddenly took Sealand arm and took him to his bedroom. Russia didn't follow them like Sealand hoped he would.
Once in the bedroom, England made Sealand sit on his bed. Gary fell to Sealand's feet and try to comfort Sealand as much as possible.
"Russia is a bad person, Sealand. He is the biggest country to ever. He has known to do many things to many countries, hell, he could invade you. I want you to do this on your own. You think I am being mean but we have to start somewhere on our own," said England, "he told me you hated me." England added.
Millions thoughts went through his head as Sealand became more upset. What if this relationship was just a game to Russia anyway? What if England was right? But he could not let his brother do this to him. To make him think the only person that made him feel important for once in his life.
"Yes, I do hate you. I hate for what you done to me, I never wanted this. You could have helped me start; I still have no clue what I am doing and I never did. You don't know how many nights I would scream and cry for you to come back. Russia has been there for me. He understands me. He makes me feel…." Sealand stopped in mid-sentence. He could not put into words how he felt about Russia. It was all there but nothing was coming out.
England looked at him wide-eyed. He knew what Sealand had felt.
"You have feeling for him don't you?" asked England as he stood away from him.
Sealand looked down at his goat. Gary was asleep on his feet. He looked at his bother and nodded.
He could see England face lighting up in furry. He never had seen it before in England's face. There was a long awkward salience in the room.
"Whatever feeling you have for Russia, they are not real. He is not the person to have romantic affairs with. Do you understand me?" England burst out. Sealand balled up in tears. Never to see Russia again, he could not dream not seeing him ever again. And it made him want to run out the room to Russia.
Sealand got up from his bed and exit to the dock. He knew leaving England in his room would make him piss off but he wanted to see Russia one last time if England was going to keep them apart. He looks around the dock to see Russia looking out at the sea. The sun was setting over it. It was so beautiful it would be a perfect moment for them to talk. Sealand approached him with tears and sobs coming out of him. Russia looked at him with his beautiful purple eyes. He hugged him tightly.
"It's okay, Sealand." He said to him. Sealand shook his head.
"It's not, you know it," he said to him.
"Whatever England says, we have something special. Always remember that," he said to him.
Sealand sobbed more. He got tears on his jacket and shirt but it seem like Russia didn't care. He just wanted Sealand to be his happy self again.
"Can I ask you something?" asked Sealand. Russia patted his head.
"Sure," he calmly.
"Do you have feeling for me?" he asked looking away from him. Russia gentally took Sealand chin and left it to make him look at him. His purple eyes held the answer.
"You have known that since I laid eyes on you, of course I do," he said.
Sealand smiled at him, it was what he had wanted to hear. That Russia had never been playing him and there was something there. It made Sealand suddenly happy and loved. Russia smiled at him with the smile he would kill millions for.
England suddenly appears from the bedroom and joined them on the dock. He looked at them like a piece of dried, rotten apples. He hated the look of them being together.
"Ivan can I talk to you for a moment," he said in a harsh tone.
Russia looked down at Sealand. His eyes told him that he should leave them alone. Sealand let go and looked at England in disbelief. He turned to his room where Gary was at his bed sleeping. He wanted to know what his brother and his lover was talking about. He was scared. He cherished Russia like a piece of art that people either loved or hated. He decided to listen into their conversation from his door. He tried his best to hide his body as much as possible to not let them know he was there.
"You can't do this Russia. He just a boy," said his brother.
"You don't understand. You will never know. How are you and France doing anyway?" asked Russia hushly.
"Don't bring him in this, Russia. You don't know about my relationship," he said.
"Actually, then don't judge mine. I made a choice, " said Russia.
"Why him? Do you know his fate is never going to be," said England.
"That he will never be a country, just a principality!" said Russia.
Sealand almost fell to his knees. He will never be a country. Everyone one lied to him. Including Russia.