It's all part of the plan. But I don't even know what the plan is. I'm just going with the flow. Everything that happens is important, especially this chapter. Well, maybe, maybe not. We shall see. Enjoy =3

Warnings: A lot of swearing, some incest, suicialness, possibly rape, horrible poetry, Yaoi/Yuri, could go anywhere. Smut type scene(s) VERY far in the future, because Roxas needs to turn less emo and get over the past before he'll let Axel fuck him. XD

Teaser =3 :

I nod and bury my face in the crook of her neck. She smells like spicy Poppies, just like she used to. She kisses my forehead softly and we sit together in each other's arms. I could stay like this for hours…

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I told Roxas to meet me up front after school got out. And amazingly, he shows up without complaint. He has quite the morbid look on his face though. I know I'm not that bad…

"Roxy, I have the next couple of hours all planned out. We're going to go get some of my things, go to the mall to get some costumes, then go get take out. Sound good?" The blonde nods, smiling faintly. Progress!

We get to my car and I drive towards Reno and I's apartment. I pop in a random CD and crank up the volume. Assassin blares out of the speakers Roxas smiles and hums along with the singer. By the time we get to my place, we're both singing loudly and I'm giggling crazily. The blonde smiles another genuine smile as we go inside.

Thank the gods, Reno and Rufus are nowhere in sight or sound range. There's a note hanging on my bedroom door and Roxas grabs it, reading it before handing it to me. It reads:

Axel, we went on a weekend trip. Don't get arrested. ~Rufus

I shake my head and smile. Rufus is a better brother than Reno is…

We get into my room and I start throwing clothes into a duffle bag. After grabbing everything necessary for an overnight, I scribble a note saying I'm at a friend's and I have my cell.

When we get back to the car, I switch the CD again. It happens to be a happy mix I made last summer. The first song is 'Seven-eleven' by MSI.

girls from seven-eleven stay up all night
24 hours a day
i said girls from seven-eleven stay up all night
seven whole days a week
i said girls from seven-eleven stay up all night
and i could get a discount
she may not be good-looking
she may not be good - no - no - no
she might not get down
but it's possible she stays up all night

By the end, even Roxas is laughing a little bit. I'm quite the miracle worker today…

"It makes Seven-eleven workers sound like hookers, doesn't it?" I ask, giggling more. He nods, grinning widely as the next song comes on.

"Ohmygods, it's Psychostick!" I exclaim, turning the speakers all the way up.

I like beer because it's good
I drink beer because I should
If there was a song to sing
I'd sing it and beer you bring

I drink beer when I am sad
'Cause the beer it makes me glad
Now there's nothing left to sing
So lets go drink beer

Beer is good, beer is good, beer is good
And stuff
Beer is good, beer is good, beer is good

Let's go drink some
BEER, BEER, BEER, BEER, BEER, BEER!

When it's warm, it tastes real crappy
But cold beer will make me happy
When I throw-up on the floor
I get up and drink some more

They say beer will make me dumb
It are go good with pizza
Now that we have drunk some beer
Let's go drive a car

Beer is good, beer is good, beer is good
And stuff
Beer is good, beer is good, beer is good

Let's go drink some
BEER, BEER, BEER, BEER, BEER, BEER!

Dude, I think you've had enough
No!

Let's go drink some beer!

I am drunk, drunk is me, I am drunk, WEE
I am drunk, drunk is me, I am drunk, WEE
I am drunk, drunk is me, I am drunk, *BURP*

When the song's over, Roxas is literally laughing his ass off to the point of tears. By the time he calms down, I pull into the mall parking lot. I turn to the blonde with a huge grin on my face.

"Doesn't it feel good to laugh, Roxas?" Roxas smiles and nods almost imperceptibly, his eye brighter, more like Sora's.

"Awesome! Let's go to Spirit then!" Spirit is the local mall's Halloween store. I was ecstatic when Rufus told me about it a few days ago.

When we get in side, I almost direct Roxas to the costume isle where every costume has the word 'sexy' in it, but I think better of it. Emo or not, I don't think the blonde would make a very good drag queen. Instead, I go over to the guy's costumes, feeling like a kid in a candy store. Ninjas, clowns, vampires, zombies, werewolves, a Jason costume…

At some point, Roxas wandered off and came back carrying two hangers with plastic covered clothing on them. He grins and hands the longer one to me. The tag reads: Halloween Town Terrors. Mine's a white lab coat with realistic looking blood stains, stained pants, and a lovely make-up kit. And it comes with fake fangs too!

"Wow, great pick Roxy!" I take them up to the counter and a lady with bright purple hair rings them up, winking at me. How creepy… we walk out to my car, my pocket $100 lighter, but I'm happy as hell.

Back in the car, Roxas sinks into his morbid mood again, especially when I ask him for directions to his house. We drive in a pressing silence. Oh. Shit. I forgot about dinner!

"Roxy, detour!" A yell, grinning crazily at him. I make a swerving u-turn and Roxas grabs anything he can reach to brace himself.

Five minutes later, I'm jogging into my favorite Chinese restaurant chain, Moon and Sun. a woman that looks vaguely Asian and has long black hair smiles at me from behind the counter.

"Hello there, you must be Axel." What the fuck, how does everyone know me in this freaking small town? New travels fast, apparently.

"Uhm, yes ma'am, Axel Flynn." We shake hands and she pulls out a notepad. She scribbles something on it quickly and sticks it in her pocket.

"Nice to finally meet you. Now let me wager a guess… you would like the sweet and sour chicken, spicy general's chicken, and an order of Crab Rangoon?" My jaw hits the floor. What an amazing woman… I gather myself and nod. She grins wryly and yells something in some foreign language.

A person with short black hair jogs out with a large brown bag in their arms.

"Hey… Axel." Xion says, puffing hard as she thrusts the bag into my arms. I wave to her back, dumbstruck, as she jogs back into the kitchen.

Back at the car, Roxas is humming softly to a Japanese ballad I don't recognize, his eyes closed.

"Roxas, what's this?" he opens his blue eyes, a free smile on his lips.

"It's called re-birthday. Len, that blonde guy, sings it. They all made a CD last year and gave ma a copy. I love their music…" he sighs and hums along. I can't help but grin. Finally I've found something he likes…

I start the car and pull out, slowly heading back to where Roxas said his house was. The same song that Len and Kaito sang for me comes on next as we drive.

"Axel, just saying, you don't wanna know the English lyrics for this song." the blonde chuckles and leans back into his seat. Well, whatever that means…

We continue driving until the blonde motions for me to turn left. I swerve into the left lane and turn, a rich looking neighborhood. Roxas pulls out his CD and gets a scared look on his face. Well shit…

I gasp when Roxas points at his house, a mansion way too big for one person. That's assuming he lives alone, of course… Any decent family member would do something about Roxas' problem.

We get out. This place is fucking amazing looking, it looks like… I can't even describe it. Simply amazing.

Roxas reaches for the door handle and grabs it, looking down. He cries out suddenly and falls backwards. I scramble to catch him without dropping our dinner.

Well, shit, he's out cold…

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CLIFFHANGER! Well, kind of. Anyways, vote for a long update! You'll get another one soon! =]