Consolation for confusing you xD
Sorry it's been so long, enjoy =3
Uhm… Warning: Contains rapecest type stuff, just warning you x.x
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(Roxas' POV)
"Hey Roxas… Want to play?" I turn to my older brother, his silver hair shimmering in the setting sunlight. I roll my eyes, grinning.
"No way! That hurt last time! Find someone else, please." I reach for the door hang and the silverette's hand shoots out and clamps around my wrist. Pain screams through my whole body as he twists my arm around. Something hot and wet drips off of my arm.
"Roxas… you should know better than disobey me. Haven't you learned yet?" I whimper almost silently. He presses up against my back, pressing something into my butt. I shudder.
"No, not… again…" He laughs and whips me around, smashing his lips against mine. I freeze, shutting down. He pulls back and glares.
"You should've been a good boy… Now I'll have to punish you." He grins a evil grin and raises a fist. I turn around and try to open the door, but his fist comes down and the world goes black.
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When I open my eyes, the world is pitch black. What the hell…
"Roxas, why don't you ever listen to me?" I whip in the direction of my brother's voice. The lights suddenly come on, blinding me. Before my eyes can adjust, he's upon me. I shut down, barely registering what he's doing to me until he pulls out a knife.
"Roxas, you're going to pay. You will never refuse me again, because I love you." On the last words, he slices up and down my arms and legs, painting my living room couch red. I scream and scream until the pain numbs me.
But when he tries to enter me, it breaks my resolve. I scream and my world fades into darkness.
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I gasp and sit up, my world spinning. What the hell just fucking happened? I've had dreams like that, but never while I was awake…
I blink a few times and rub my eyes. I'm exactly where I was in my dream, on the couch in my living room. I shiver and have a tiny spasm of pain, a memory of my childhood. Motherfucking couch. I'm going to sell it, or better, burn it. Maybe I'll just sell the whole house and get an apartment…
"Roxas, what the hell happened there?" I look up at Axel, who's only six inches from my face, crouching down. Crap, I forgot about him…
He looks at me with concern and expectancy. Ohmygods… I cannot lie to those eyes… I'll have to tell him. But not now. I sigh and smile up at the redhead.
"Can I explain after dinner? It's a long story and I don't want the food to get cold…" He thinks for a moment, his eyebrows knotting in confusion before he nods with a chuckle.
"Yeah, sure Roxy. Let's nom us some Chinese. I have a pretty awesome trick to show you." He smiles a crooked smile and I blush. Damn it, he's so close…
He grins and stands up, offering me a hand. I take it and my hand tingles. What the heck is that? We walk into the kitchen and I stop short, my face heating up.
"What-t… this… it…" I stutter, my face going redder that Axel's hair. He set the food onto plates and lit the candle my aunt gave dad years ago…
I slowly walk and sit down across from Axel. He smiles at me and I can't help but feel that strange feeling…
"Roxy, this is what I call 'Crash course to quitting cutting'. First, replacement pain. Hence the spicy chicken." He motions towards my plate. A tangy and mildly spicy scent creeps in to my nose. It's actually very good smelling…
Axel smiles expectantly as he skewers a sweet and sour chicken. Well, I suppose it's worth a shot… I pick up my fork and stab a piece of saucy chicken. It does smell great…
I put it in my mouth, chewing and swallowing. What the hell?
"Axel, this isn't freaking spicy-" I gasp as the heat hits me. Axel grins and keeps eating. That sneaky bastard! Damn it, why is he always right? But it burns so good….
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Lol, wasn't that fun xD
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