Author's Note- So sorry for the lack of update but I had lost my muse and then it returned but it was for a later part of this story so I have been working on the video for that part which has motivated me to continue to write so here is the chapter I hope you enjoy!!

Chapter Twelve- Almost Kisses and Heart to Hearts

Alyssa and Lily's room/ Sunset

'She is really pretty, has her hair always looked like that, her lips look soft I wonder if they feel soft...' He started to think then it registered in his mind, 'NO! Dean stop thinking that. Back up now!'

'He has really nice eyes, he is pretty cute too.' Alyssa thought to herself. 'No can't think that Alyssa! He is so not interested in you like that. Damn you Lily for putting thoughts into my head.'

Both thinking these things didn't move away from each other, they could feel each other's breath on one another's face mere millimeters apart…. until the sound of ringing filled the room. Both looked startled and stepped away from each other as if they had been under a spell. (Just a metaphor.)

Dean looked away and Alyssa did as well and looked for the source of the ringing and backed up after realizing what she had just thought. She coughed a little then said, "You know what go on ahead and stitch it up I… I don't want Lily to worry."

"Um ok you have the first aid kit." Dean stated and looked around the room for anything else to concentrate on. Alyssa grabbed the cell phone and smiled at what it said. It was a text message from Lily saying, 'Doin sumthing dirty? ;D'

Alyssa shook her head and didn't reply instead she reached into her duffel bag and got out the first aid kit and handed it to him. "Here you go." She said.

"Ok um have a seat." Dean said and Alyssa sat down in one of the chairs that were next to the table and Dean grabbed the other chair and moved it closer to hers and she put her wounded arm up on the table. Unlike the night before the silence in between them was now uncomfortable and slightly tense.

After Dean finished stitching up her arm he got up. "Try to not get yourself killed anytime soon."

"Eh I'll see what I can do." Alyssa said jokingly trying to lighten the tense mood.

"Ok then… later."

"See ya." Alyssa said as Dean opened the door on Alyssa and Lily's side and while nodding to Alyssa walked into the other adjoining door thinking it was open. That broke the tension as both laughed a little, Alyssa more than Dean.

"Ha!" Alyssa said while laughing with a smile. "Smooth."

"Yeah yeah shut up." Dean said rubbing his face with a slight grin and knocking on the other door. Lily opened it. "Why'd you close the door?" Dean asked knowing he hadn't closed it earlier, his voice not as light as it had been just seconds before.

"I didn't know if you two were doing anything dirty." Lily said while wiggling her eyebrows.

"Right back at ya." Alyssa said to her cousin who walked pass Dean and into her and Alyssa's room.

Dean and Sam's Room/ Late Afternoon

Dean closed the door behind him and sighed drawing a hand over his face and hitting his head against the door and staying there with his head leaning on the door facing it.

"Hey what's up with you?" Sam asked looking up from his laptop while sitting on his bed leaning against his headboard.

"Nothings wrong Sam… I'm going out." Dean said hastily and grabbed his jacket then left the room.

Sam just shook his head in confusion sighed and shut his laptop off set it on the table and knocked on the girl's bedroom door.

Lily opened it. "Hey I am going to go somewhere with Dean you two ok being on your own?"

"Yes Sam we are almost 20 we are perfectly capable of taking care of our self's. Now go have fun and don't impregnate anyone ok." Lily said. The last part half joking and half serious.

"Don't worry. Alright later. Feel better Alyssa." Sam said while smiling at her.

"Thanks. Later my geek brother." Alyssa said looking up from the game she was playing on her laptop. Sam stopped and looked at her strangely as did Lily.

"What?" Alyssa said while shrugging. "I'm trying it out leave me alone."

Outside of Mountain Shadow Motel/Late Afternoon

Sam smiled and walked out the front door of his and Dean's room with his jacket. He found Dean sitting in his car, head leaning on the steering wheel.

Sam had a slight idea as to what might have happened thanks to Lily's ranting earlier. He sighed and walked towards his brother's car, he knocked on the window and Dean stayed still so Sam sighed and climbed into the passenger seat.

"What's wrong?" Sam asked as he settled into the car.

"Nothing!" Dean growled at his brother.

"Ok sure. Well the girls are on there own tonight. Let's do a guys night out thing. Come one let's go get something to eat, maybe at that diner." Sam said.

"Fine! But not that diner." Dean said sitting up and making a face remembering what had occurred at the diner earlier. "I saw a bar couple blocks away. Let's go there."

"Alright." Sam said and Dean started the engine and the drove off.

Alyssa and Lily's room/ Night

"Alright the boys are out let's go round up some really hot guys and throw a kegger what do ya say?" Lily said while slapping her hands together and rubbing them with a wide smile and looking like a dorky version of a mad scientist.

"Let's not and say we did." Alyssa said.

"Ok how about bikers and low lives, you gotta love those guys." Lily said jokingly.

"I'd like to rest and everything considering you know almost getting thrown into a pool of not only sharks but possessed sharks." Alyssa stated.

"Eh fine whatever party pooper."

"Hey about we order Chinese food and watch something on pay per view?" Alyssa said while closing her laptop.

Lily smiled and climbing on the bed making Alyssa scoot over. "You know how to bargain."

They chose something to watch on TV to keep them entertained until the food that they had ordered would arrive. "We need to go to a bar tomorrow." Alyssa stated.

"Why? You want to drink?" Lily asked.

"No we are running out of money." Alyssa said and Lily just said oh and nodded.

"I wonder what the guys are doing." Alyssa said to Lily after they had gotten their food and decided to watch Pirates of the Caribbean 2 on pay per view.

"Eh who knows some things are better left alone." Lily said.

Alyssa looked at her. "Wow that was profound. Lovely." She said and Lily put her hand on her heart.

"Yes I know wasn't it." She said and they both laughed.

Bar/Night

Sam and Dean entered the bar/grill together and sat at a tall table that was up against the wall of the far end of the bar.

A waitress walked up to them and saw Dean and gave him a flirtatious smile, "What can I get you guys?" She asked

"Two beers and a cheeseburger with fries." Dean said to the woman not even attempting to flirt with her which Sam noticed. "Sam what do you want?" Dean asked Sam.

"I'll have a beer and the same as him." Sam said.

"Alright then." The waitress said, "You sure that's all I can get you?" the woman asked Dean.

Dean looked at her she was pretty in the whole classic head high school cheerleader from the movies way. "Yea that's all thanks" Dean said and then flashed a quick friendly smile at the woman who seemed to light up from that and she walked away.

After there beers where brought to them Sam looked at his older brother. "What's wrong?" He asked.

"Nothing is wrong Sammy. I am fine." Dean said.

"Come on Dean I can tell when something is bothering you." Sam said and Dean just glared at him for a moment.

"If I guess it right will you tell me?" Sam said and Dean scoffed and waved his hand while talking a drink as to say go ahead.

Sam had a pretty good idea as to what it was but decided to humor his older brother. "Um… did Lily steal any of your music?" Sam asked.

Dean raised his eyebrow. "Not that I know of you know I am gonna check when we get back there."

Sam just smirked at his brother. He continued with small questions for a bit then after the food came and Dean had taken a big bite out of his burger Sam finally said. "It have something to do with you admitting that you like Alyssa?" Sam asked casually while taking a drink from his beer.

Dean's eyes bugged out wide and he started to choke on his burger. Sam laughed a little bit and Dean finally swallowed then took a sip of beer and coughed. "Ha! That's a funny one man." Dean said and looked at his brother who looked back at him with an expected look.

"Uh huh sure. I mean telling about your reaction you just had, it has nothing to do with our old short brunette friend back at the hotel." Sam said in a sarcastic voice. Dean just glared at his brother and then took a sudden high interest in the food before him. "Come on Dean you said if I got it right you would say so."

"Never! And I didn't say you got it right." Dean said.

"Yea sure and I love the mullet rock music you listen to." Sam said again sarcastically and this earned him another glare from Dean but he remained silent.

"Come on Dean it's cool with me if you do. Besides it's just us guys right now no pressure nothing leaves between us." Sam said.

"It stays between us." Dean said and Sam nodded. "Alright" Dean said and leaned forward.

Alyssa and Lily's Room

"Hey Lys you ok? You seem distracted you feeling weird? That stuff having an effect on you?" Lily asked her cousin as they watched an old episode of 'The Fresh Prince of Bellair' on T.V. since they finished their movie it was almost twelve they were both still on Lily's bed.

Alyssa turned to look at her cousin, "I'm fine that chloroform didn't do anything to me. It's you that put those stupid silly thoughts into by head about Dean maybe liking me and… ugh never mind forget it." Alyssa said sighing and turning back to the television.

"No not forget tell me missy!" Lily said trying to turn Alyssa back around.

Alyssa quickly glanced at Lily. "Shh… I'm watching Carlton do his 'Carlton dance'."

"No, come one tell me what happened today to get you all broody and thoughtful."

"Fine…" Alyssa said and mumbled something.

"What?" Lily asked not understanding what Alyssa had said. Alyssa was about to repeat what she said when she stopped.

"It's your fault in the first place putting those thoughts in my head!"

"Still not following here Lyssa."

"Dean and I almost kissed earlier, ok?!" Alyssa said in an angry whispering tone and her eyes widened and she covered her mouth with her hand after realizing what she just said.

"WHAT?!" Lily yelled while whispering with wide eyes in shock.

"Are you deaf I said me and Dean almost kissed earlier... I think."

"When?" Lily asked acting like a school girl receiving the latest juicy gossip.

"Earlier today when he came to stitch up my arm. We probably would have but then I got your text." Alyssa said. Lily groaned and fell backwards on the bed and then sat up.

"I have really bad timing don't I." Lily stated.

"…No actually it was perfect timing because we would have kissed and then things would be all awkward and besides it was just probably one of those 'in the moment' things." Alyssa ranted to her cousin.

Lily just gave her a disbelieving stare. "Uh huh sure." Lily said.

"Besides even if we had, you and me both now what type of guy Dean is." Alyssa continued while sighing at the thought.

"What type of guy is that?" Lily asked.

"The 'wham bam thank you ma'am' type." Alyssa said and Lily started to giggle.

"Hey this isn't a laughing matter anything but that."

"Alyssa do you like him?" Lily asked after looking at her cousin for a moment. Alyssa whipped her head towards Lily.

"He's cute." Alyssa replied.

"Alyssa do you like him." Lily asked again and stared her cousin down.

"Ugh yea I do so what? It'd never happen." Alyssa said.

Lily's face suddenly turned into an idiotic grin. "Yes it would he likes you too."

"What are you talking about?" Alyssa asked with slight shock on her face.

"Oh come on it's obvious he was worried about you with your cut and he almost kissed you. How much more evidence you need." Lily said.

Alyssa shook her head. "Ok even if he did, nothing could happen I mean we are leaving soon to go back home."

"Unless…" Lily started after a moment.

"Unless what?" Alyssa asked interested in what her cousin had thought of.

"Unless Sam and Dean let us continue going with them on the hunts." Lily said. Alyssa smiled at her cousin.

"That's a good idea Lils but unlikely to happen. I'm going to bed now ok." Alyssa said sadly and climbed off her cousin's bed and sat on the floor in her makeshift bed she had, she laid down and sighed.

"Alyssa I didn't mean…" Lily said.

"I know Lils its ok now go to sleep." Alyssa said. Lily sighed but complied she got herself comfortable and then turned off the light. "Night Lils love ya."

"'G'night love ya to lyssa." Lily said and they both drifted off to sleep.

Author's Note – Please review I would really appreciate it if you did even if it's a small 'good job update soon'.

-Rebecca a.k.a. rnl1993