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AN: Thank you to those who have reviewed. And just to let you know the story is NO where near being finished so just keep reading and hopefully enjoying. Thank you for your time.

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— oh my god, I can't believe that I just lost my virginity in a closet with none other then Draco Malfoy her own horrible most perfect nightmare. Hermione groaned as she sat up and ran a nervus hand over her hair. She wasn't sure if Malfoy was asleep or just laying there, either way she couldn't stay there all night. Then a horrible thought came to her mind instantly sending her into a frenzy.

What if he decides to tell the whole school about what she had done, what they had done together, what he had done to her. The thought shook her to the core as she blindly ran her hand over the floor looking for all her clothes. Where did he throw my bra?! Hermione fumed as she crawled around blindly until her hand hit something soft. She gasped and looked up to an already half dress Malfoy. Hermione blushed as he made light with his wand and looked down at her still nude body.

— Draco laid in silence trying to think of what to do. I just slept with Hermione fucking Granger and I have no idea why! She's going to tell people what I lowered myself to and then it's all over for me! He thought as he waited for Hermione to fall asleep so he could make his exit without being seen or noticed. Instead he felt Hermione get off the blanket and start searching for her clothes. This angered him for some unknown reason. Is the mudblood trying to sneak away from me?! It should be the other way around! No one has ever tried to avoid me after having sex with me! Especially a bloody freaking virgin! He fumed as he silently put on his boxers and pants then stood up to get some light from his wand. He looked down at a blushing nude Granger.

"Looking for this mudblood?" He smirked as he dangled her bra from the tip of his index finger. Hermione gaped at his tone. Why was he angry with her? They had just shared something very intimate. At least it was intimate for her, she had just lost her virginity to Malfoy! "Well are you going to get dressed or just sit there? Because trust me if your waiting for seconds then it's in vain!" Draco snipped at her. He was mad about her trying to skip out on him even though those were his exact intension

"Screw you Malfoy." Hermione hissed as she snatched her bra from him and slipped it on along with her found panties.

"Already did, and you weren't that good." He retorted as he watched her sleek form slip on her clothes.

"What's your problem Malfoy?" Hermione shouted as she found the rest of her clothes and put them on as fast as she could.

"What did you expect Granger? That we'd wake up in love and we'd elope to go live in the country side to have mudblood little children like you?" Draco sneered with venom dripping from every word. With that said tear's instantly sprung into Hermione's eyes glossing them over and threatening to over flow. Draco sighed as he saw the tears in Hermione's eyes, he didn't want to hurt her feelings, (well he did to an extent), he mainly just wanted to make it clear that this would never happen between them again. He fucked her and now she was out of his system. Right?

"Malfoy, what happened to 'You're so amazing'?" Hermione shot at him with the nastiest glare she could. Malfoy shook his head and looked at her with false pity.

"Don't tell me you actually believed me did you? Look mudblood, I fucked you and now I have one more notch on my bed post that's all you were: A fuck." Draco said looking her in the eye with no emotion. Hermione's tears were gone and replaced with pure rage. She drew her hand back and slapped him with as much force as she could. Malfoy's face turned to the side as he caught up with what had just happened.

Did she just slap me? Draco thought as he touched his tender cheek and flinched at the burn. Yeah she definitely just slapped you.

"I can't believe I actually lost my virginity to you. You're beneath me Malfoy," Hermione sighed and put her hand on the door nob to leave when his harsh words stopped her in her tracks.

"Oh, don't play that Granger, You know you enjoyed it. Moaning and screaming my name like the filthy, little, gullible, mudblood whore that you are!" His eyes were piercing through her like knifes.

"You're just like your father Malfoy! A low, despicable, spoiled brat!" Draco's fists clenched as he heard her mention his father. He roughly grabbed her by the arms and slammed her against the door a little harder then he meant to, Hermione winched in pain and cried out as his hands dug into her soft arms.

"You listen to me right now you dirty little whore. I'm nothing like my father! You don't know one damn thing about him or me, do you hear me?!" Malfoy was practically screaming in her face making Hermione flinch and start to cry again. Why was he being so foul to her? She hadn't done anything! He was the one in her halls, he grabbed her into the closet, he made the first move, not her! When Malfoy still held her in his strong grasp she swiftly brought her knee up in one fast movement and got him in between the legs making him drop his hold of her and drop to his knees like he had been shot. She opened the door never turning her back on him then stopped once she was out of the closet to give him one last hateful look.

"Don't you EVER talk to me, look at me, or TOUCH ME AGAIN!" Hermione screamed with anger before she broke out into a full on sprint down the hall to her dorms.

"Don't go running your mouth Granger!" Malfoy yelled after her as he weakly got to his feet and stammered out of the closet into the otherwise empty halls. Hermione was no where to be found.

Im such a fool! Why did I have to go and do that with her?! This could have all been avoided if she wasn't so god damn alluring! So in all honesty this was her fault! At least that's what he told himself to sleep that night.

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— "Ginny...Can i-I sleep with you tonight?" Hermione whispered close to Ginny's ear making her stir in her sleep. She looked like a little girl when she slept. Good it should be that way! She didn't want to lose her virginity if it was anything like what Hermione had just experienced. When Ginny didn't answer Hermione silently crawled into bed whit her and pulled the covers up over her shoulders to snuggle into the welcoming warmth that surrounded her body. As she drifted into her sleep she couldn't help but think of how much she now hated Malfoy. She hated him three times more then she ever had and was certain she'd curse the living hell out of him if he ever tried to talk to her again.

— Draco walked into his common room with a weight on his shoulders as he thought about what had just taken place. He knew he wasn't the only on in the room and was proved right when he saw the top of Pansy's head sitting on the sofa no doubt waiting for him. He decided not to put up with her so he tried to slip past her but failed.

"Baby? What are you doing?" Pansy asked as she saw Draco go from behind one pole to the other. "I've been waiting for you." she pouted trying to look sexy. Draco sighed and came out into the opening.

"Nothing, just didn't see you there is all." Pansy didn't seem to buy it but let it pass.

"What do you say we spend the night together?" Pansy suggested as her bra strap 'accidently' fell down her arm and reviled itself under her tank top. Malfoy literally cringed at the thought of his self taking Pansy after he had just had amazing sex with Hermione, then slapped himself when he reminded himself of it.

"I'm actually pretty tired, I'm just going to bed if you don't mind." Draco denied her and walked away before she could put up a fight. He wanted nothing to do with Pansy, not her used body, her sluty ways ,or her false affection. It was no secret that Pansy was wrongly attracted to him. The only reason she pretended to like Malfoy was to get laid and because it was what was expected of her.

— Malfoy sighed as he slipped into bed wearing what he previously wore when he was with Hermione. He was to tired to change, even though he made that big ordeal about her sleeping with him she was one of the best bed partners he had ever had. She satisfied his need to feel wanted, the need to fit perfectly into one person, the need to be so desperate to make love it felt like you were fighting for your very life. Yes he needed those things but not from the likes of Granger. He would find all those things in a nice Slytherin girl, it wasn't like he would have a hard time getting someone in his bed. Hell he could be banging Pansy right now. He laid in bed trying to go to sleep but unconsciously drifted into the unknown. He started to thing of her again. He could still taste her on his swollen lips, feel her around him, see her under him, picture her coming, and worst of all he pined to be with her again.

Oh god what have I gotten myself into? Draco asked himself as he thought about her. She most certaintly was not out of his system. Oh well what he and Granger had done was a one time thing. Nothing more nothing less.

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— Hermione made her way down to the great hall earlier then she normally would have, the reason being that she didn't want to risk seeing Malfoy or him trying to talk to her. She was over what had happened. What's done is done and there's nothing she could do about it. He used her and she fell for it, but she wouldn't fall for it again. This she was sure of.

"Hermione, you're down here early?" Harry asked her as she took a seat with him at their table. He was an early riser always one of the first to be down for breakfast.

"Yeah, just thought I'd get a head start with the new school year." she lied as she buttered a piece of toast and sipped on pumpkin juice. Harry nodded and continued eating while he read his paper.

"Hey, did you see this?!" Harry all but shouted as he jumped up and slammed the daily profit in front of her for her to see a picture of Luscious Malfoy with large print above him that said dead. Hermione gasped and grabbed the paper up to have a better look at it.

Luscious Malfoy was discovered dead two days ago on the battlefield that took place in a muggle populated place. No word on who killed him or how he was killed. The Malfoy residence have no comment on their loss.

Hermione was stunned, it now made sense why Malfoy had gotten so angry with her for mentioning his father. She would have felt bad if he wasn't such a prick! Only he was a prick and she didn't feel bad. One more death eater gone is the way she saw it. And if Malfoy was really torn up about It he wouldn't be at hogwarts he'd be out fulfilling his Malfoy name as the next great death eater. As she set the paper down Malfoy walked by and saw the moving content of his fathers mug shot on the daily profit. He instantly grabbed it and starting shaking with rage.

"Where'd you get this you dirty little mudblood?!" He snarled at her as he crumpled up the paper and shoved it in his bag. Hermione gave him a cold glare and continued eating with out answering him. Malfoy gritted his teeth and slammed his hands down on the table right in front of her making her pumpkin juice spill a little. By this time Harry had gotten up and grabbed Draco by the collar and shoved him on the table and leaned in close to his face so that he would understand the threats that were leaving Harry's mouth. Hermione gasped and grabbed Harry's shirt trying to get him off the blond haired boy.

"Harry, he's not worth it! Let him go before you get expelled!" Hermione begged, Harry loosened his grip on Draco and let him stand up straight. As soon as Harry let him go Draco stood up and instantly pointed his wand at him. Hermione saw this and moved her body in front of Harry's to block him from any kind of spell Draco was sure to shoot off. She snapped her eyes shut and waited for something to hit her.

"Locomotor Mortis!" Draco yelled but saw that it was going directly for Granger and with no thought moved his wand at the last possibly second making it fly in a random direction. Hermione stood still for a moment but nothing hit her, she opened her eyes and hesitantly looked at Malfoy who was staring at her with a mixture of hate, anger, and some other unidentified emotion.

"Malfoy and Miss Granger!" The two kids looked at Dumbledor who was standing at the front of the great hall watching the whole thing. "The both of you will have detention for two weeks starting tonight at eight." He shook his head before he added "Miss Granger I expected more out of you." Hermione's face twisted with shock as the words detention were said. Not that she minded just that it would be for two weeks with Malfoy!

"But professor, I have night watch duties!" She tried to bargain with him.

"You will be relieved from those duties for the following weeks." Dumbledor replied making it clear that that was the end of their conversation. Hermione looked back at Malfoy who was heading to the door obviously pissed off.

— By noon every one at hogwarts and their brothers knew about Malfoy's father, and Draco himself was no where to be found. Hermione felt bad for him when she actually thought about it. She wouldn't know what to do if her father was dead. But her pity never lasted to long because she would think about the previous night and what he had said to her then she would be filled wit anger and hate again. The day went fast and before she knew it she was in an empty room with Malfoy glaring at her from across the room.

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— "I hope you know this is all your fault mudblood." Draco hissed as he took his seat at his chair. Hermione ignored him all together and began cleaning up the classes mess. This was part of their punishment, they had to clean up after lab classes. Draco was mad that she didn't answer him and got up to get closer to him but was stopped when Hermione spun around with her wand in her hand pointed at him.

"Don't talk to me, don't come near me." She spit through gritted teeth. Draco furrowed his eye brows and ran at her like lightening. His years of quiddish playing paid off because she couldn't move fast enough to avoid him. "Get off me!" She screamed as she struggled violently with him. Draco grunted before he folded her hands under him and she was laying on the ground with no where to go.

"I said I hope you know this is all your fault." He repeated as though she didn't hear him the first time. Hermione still didn't answer she just tried to get loose of his grip. "Trying to ignore me are you?" He spat at her then grabbed her by the face and forced her to look up at him. What he saw stunned him. She was crying freely and had her eyes snapped shut. This both hurt him and confused him. He didn't want to do this to her. He got off her and walked to the other side of the room leaving her to cry alone on the floor. After five minutes he looked over to where Hermione was stilly laying on the floor sniffling every once and a while.

"Stop crying Granger, it's annoying." He said when really for some unknown reason it bothered him to see her cry like that and to know that he was the one causing it. He was answered with a sniffle and her shuffling around. He looked at what she was doing and sighed. She was sitting on the floor leaned against a wall with her head in her hands. "What are you crying for anyways?!" Draco snapped at her making her look up at him with watery eyes and a red nose. He had to admit she looked kinda cute all broken like that.

"You just don't get it do you Malfoy?" Hermione finally spoke. Draco shook his head and turned in her direction giving her his full attention. "You used me, I didn't expect anything from you! All I wanted was to leave that closet with no words said, no hard feelings and no commitments! But you ruined all that for me! You TOOK my first time away from me for selfish reasons! This is how I'll remember my first time! I HATE YOU!" she screamed as she marched up to him and poked him in the chest making him flinch. "I HATE YOU DRACO MALFOY! I FUCKING HATE YOU!" She was hysterical now pounding on his chest and screaming like a mad women. He stood there and let her abuse him. He was aware that it was her first time and that it should have been 'special' but what was he supposed to do? He was Malfoy and she was Granger. They couldn't exactly just go about the school holding hands. Not that he wanted to or anything. Finally when Hermione felt she made her point she stopped hitting him and tried to walk away only to be grabbed by her arm and pulled into Draco's hard chest. She instantly melted at his touch. "I mean it Malfoy take your hands off me!" Hermione hissed in an icy voice. Draco almost let her go. Almost. Until he felt her softness in his arms, her scent assaulted his nose, her beauty blinded his sight, and those lips tricked him. Before he knew it he crushed his lips down on hers tenderly and moved his mouth on hers. At first she wasn't responding, he slickly slipped his tongue into her mouth shocking her and massaged her tongue with his. When her soft tongue twirled around his he moaned deep in her mouth and stiffened. This is how it all started out! But for the life of him he couldn't release her out of his grip. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her deep into him until he felt the tip of her wand poked into his gut. He stiffened and looked down at Hermione who was staring back up at him with anger and confusion in her beautiful honey brown eyes.

"Don't every touch me again." She calmly stated and walked away from him to continue her cleaning. Malfoy stared at her the whole time sometimes admiring her and other times cursing the very ground she stood on. How dare she play games with him? He was the one who played games with girls heads. And once more why did he care? She was just a mudblood! He was to be a death eater even though it was unwillingly it was still his destiny, he was a Malfoy, a pure blood, and once more her was Draco Fucking malfoy! She was part of the golden trio, a mudblood, she had a future she could chose, she was Hermione know-it-all Granger! Then why did he burn with the over whelming desire to touch her? To posses her? To do unholy things to her? Why did he want her in any position he could get her? Why did he want her?!

AN: You really don't need to say it! I know that this chapter was boring, but look at it this way, it was a filler to a better and more sexy chapter coming next! Don't want to much of a good thing all at once. AHHA! JKIDDING! I make myself giggle in fear.

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