WOW… THIS ONE HASN'T BEEN TOUCHE DIN FOREVER AND I TRULY APOLOGIZE FOR NOT UPDAATING THIS ONE AT ALL. I DO HAVE TO SADLY SAY THAT I UNDERSTAND WHAT THESE GIRLS ARE GOING THROUGH, BUT TO AN EXTENT BECAUSE I HAVE NEVER BEEN RAPES, BUT I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED BY MY GRANDFATHER FOR 6 YEARS FROM WHEN I WAS 5 TO WHEN I WAS 11. HE IS IN JAIL FOR 8-18 YEARS SO NO WORRIES. OH AND IF ANYONE EVER WANTS TO TALK, FEEL FREE TO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME, I WILL KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. I AGAIN APOLOGIZING FOR NOT UPDATING BUT I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP AND SORT OF TIED MYSSELF DOWN TO HER AND I HAVE BEEN BUSY WITH SCHOOL WORK AND STUFF. BUT THE GIRL SCREWED ME OVER AND BROKE MY HEART MORE THAN POSSIBLE AND I ACTUALLY GOT A BREAK OFF OF SCHOOL SO I AM UPDATING. I'M THINKING ABOUT TEN CHAPTERS FOR THIS STORY SO IT WILL MOVE FAST. ENJOY.

CHAPTER 4: HEALING WITH HEARTS

Quinn awoke to sniffling and quiet cries. She turned and looked at Rachel who was tossing and turning in bed, sweat dripping across her forehead and down onto the silk sheets. They were at Rachel's house, her dads were on a business trip again and Rachel was afraid to be left alone. They were on spring break, so there really wasn't a point in either of them going to school. Rachel let out a quiet scream and Quinn lightly pressed her shoulder and awoke Rachel from her nightmare. The brunette cried and Quinn held the poor girl for what felt as the millionth time, though she never got tired of it.

Rachel spoke through ragged sobs, "I can still feel his hands all over my body. He was my first, he stole what I should have given to the one I love. He wasn't gentle at all Quinn, he was so forceful and demanding and I can't stop replaying it over and over and-," the diva was cut off with soft, tender lips on hers. They moved slowly and unsurely until Rachel's own mouth responded.

They broke apart and Quinn looked sorrowful, "I-I'm sorry Rachel, I shouldn't have taken advantage of you like that, it's just," Quinn looked at Rachel and opened herself to what she has been feeling for the past few months, "you are so beautiful Rachel, and you need to know that."

"Then make me forget Quinn," Rachel said, her eyes growing with desire.

They kissed again, this time more fervently. Quinn climbed on top of Rachel and stayed like that, only for a few moments. The blonde then proceeded to unbutton the smaller girl's shirt and threw it to the side, revealing hardened nipples, since Rachel didn't sleep in a bra. The brunnete proceeded to return the favor and soon they were both unclothed. Quinn left a trail of butterfly kisses as she progressed down to the girl's neck. Quinn tenderly sucked, careful not to bite the short diva or do anything too rough. Quinn's soft hand moved across Rachel's thigh and gently up her stomach until she met a hardened nipple. Rachel gasped and grew stiff, remembering when Jacobs hand clawed at them and his teeth bit harshly on them. Quinn whispered reassurances in Rachel's ear, causing the girl to relax and bask in pleasure.

Quinn's hand started to move again and she started to trail wet kisses along Rachel's collarbone till she came face to face with the breast that wasn't given attention. She kissed around it and sucked lightly on the nipple, making Rachel's back to arch in pleasure.

"Quinn, I need you, now," Rachel said, almost desperately.

Quinn moved back to Rachel's neck and her hand moved through Rachel's wet folds and gently rubbed her clit. Rachel gasped and moaned in pleasure. After a few more moments, Quinn slipped one finger inside of Rachel. She gentle moved in and out and flicked her thump against the brunet's clit. Rachel, in return, used her knee to create friction where Quinn needed it most.

"Rachel, look at me," Quinn said between thrusts.

Rachel opened her eyes and the blonde and she both kept eye contact. The intensity of the moment was already pushing Rachel over the edge. Everything happened at once; Quinn inserted another finger into Rachel, her other hand gently played with Rachel's nipple, Quinn's thumb pushed into Rachel's clit, all the while Quinn spoke the words, "God, you are so beautiful Rachel."

In that moment, both girls reached their orgasms. It felt like white light was shot through their bodies, like they were melded into one person, not two people. It was where hot met cold and everything went on fast forward while they were frozen. When the moment passed, they finally caught up with reality.

Quinn slowly extracted her fingers, and held Rachel who had tears of relief slowly run down her face. She turned into the taller girl and kissed her. She rested her head between the crook of Quinn's head and neck. When Rachel believe the other girl to be asleep she whispered, "I think I could start to love you, Quinn Fabray."

Rachel never expected the response that came from the blonde's lips, "I think I could love you, too, Rachel Berry."

That night they fell asleep in each other's arms, forgetting all the hurt and pain, and just basking in love and warmth.

AN1: OKAY AND THAT CONCLUDES THIS CHAPTER. NOW THE NEXT ONE IS GOING TO BE WITH BRITTANY AND SANTANA AND WHAT HAPPENS WITH THEM.

AN2: THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE WRITTEN SMUT SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF IT WASN'T TO YOUR LIKING.

AQ1: WHAT CHARACTERS WOULD YOU LIKE FOR ME TO FEATURE AND WHAT WOULD YOU WANT THEM TO BE: BASHED? OR HELPFUL/SUPPORTIVE?

DISCLAIMER! I AM SO SORRY, BUT I DON'T OWN GLEE, IF I DID… WELL EVERONE PROBABLY WOULD BE CRYING CAUSE I HIT SOME MAJOR ANGSTY HURT COMFORT THINGS HAHA… MAYBE IT IS A GOOD IDEA I DON'T OWN GLEE…

NOTICE! I WANT TO WRITE ANOTHER STORY, BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT PAIRING IM GOING TO USE OR WHAT THE STORY LINE WOULD BE… IT WILL BE A ONE SHOT SO I AM GOING TO PUT THIS OUT:

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