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Olivia drove down the high way she saw the sign to Philadelphia. I'm almost home, I haven't really been home in so long, I wonder what things would have been like if I didn't have to go to that place.

In Olivia's thoughts:

Olivia and Marc were in the same car cruising down the highway.

"Marc stop that's a good song" Olivia said as her and Marc fought over the dial to the radio.

"Liv I have been listening to that chick music the entire time, can't we change it now please" Marc whined.

"If you love me, you'll let me listen to it" Olivia said as she gave him her puppy dog face and as they gazed into each other's eyes Olivia changed the station back "I win" she laughed.

Marc looked back at the road and then looked back at her thinking god she's so beautiful and I'm so glad that she's mine nobody can take her away from me.

End.

Olivia had tears in her eyes, just thinking about how things could have been and how they are not now because she cheated on her. She got off the exit ramp and she saw scenery that she saw when her mom and her just moved back.

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Marc had just pulled into the parking lot of Ritten House, he saw his mom's new car, it made him chuckle that Lu had finally said yes after a lot of convincing. It felt good to be back home, he just wished that everything was back to normal, but she wouldn't even talk to him.

Flashback:

I keep turning around to see if her car is right behind me. Or maybe just to see if she was sneaking glances at me, like I was trying to sneak glances at her. She fell behind a lot, but I was making good time. Her words stung me like a million bees.

"Olivia please just talk to me" Marc begged.

"Marc what do you want me to say?" she asked and then taking a breath. "If you didn't cheat on me while I was away getting better then there is a greater possibility that we would be together"

"Olivia I still love you" he said as he graced her lips with his ever so gently.

Olivia and Marc could both feel the passion that they felt when they were still in middle school. Olivia pulled away and slapped Marc across the face. "You hurt me Marc and you're hurting all over again right now" and then she walked away.

"I'm sorry Olivia" was all that he could say quietly, not even sure if she could here him.

End

I hope that I could make things better on this long weekend…at least for her to talk to me, scream at me; anything is better than her ignoring me.

Marc stared at the building before even thinking about entering into the place where he use to go everyday.

"Well here goes nothing!" he said unsure to himself.

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"Lu when did you say that Marc was coming?" Lana asked impatiently, she hadn't seen any of the kids in so long; so when one of them comes back Lana is all over it.

Lu looked at her watch furiously, made a smirk and then shrugged her shoulders "he should be here any minuet" she answered.

"Wait Marc's coming" Peter said with an odd face.

"Yeah why" Lana and Lu both looked at him confused.

"Because Livy is coming back too" he said.

They all knew about the big falling out that both of them had. They were all looking forward to a relaxing weekend and all being together talking. The drama would just be unbearable.

"Are you guys already talking about me" Marc said jokingly as he pranced over towards them. They all started to chuckle as Olivia went up and hugged her son.

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Olivia just arrived at the hospital, she knew that Marc was already there and probably had full attention from Lana and Lu. I can't take being by him right now, his face and words cloud my thoughts. I don't want to think about him, but I can't help it…

Olivia walked away from the Women's Clinic entrance and went towards the ER. She saw that for a Friday it wasn't that busy. Olivia saw that Nick was sitting behind the desk probably trying to catch up on some paper work.

Olivia snuck up behind him and put her hands in front of his eyes. "Now if you don't guess who this is right the first time your little doggie goes first" she said in a disguised voice.

Nick chuckled "I wonder who this can be, well I guess that if I don't have a dog to begin with, it doesn't matter if I guess wrong."

Olivia started to laugh to, Nick could recognize that laugh anywhere. "Hi Olivia"

She smiled and took her hands off his face, as he turned around. "You cheated" she said when their eyes met.

Nick laughed "how you been Liv? You don't call, email or anything, I was worried about you"

"I'm fine, in college it's a nice change; I thought that it would get me away from the drama, but I guess not…"

"What do you mean?" he asked concerned, he knew about the falling out, hell anyone that knew Olivia and Marc did. He was heart broken for months even had to see a therapist.

"Marc's…." she started to say, and then she heard a voice behind her.

"Hey Olivia, Nick my man" he said bumping fists with him.

"Hey Marc" Nick said looking between them and seeing how uncomfortable and nervous that Olivia got around him. Like she didn't want to be put in a vulnerable position again.

"I'm going to go find Peter" she said nervously and then walked out before anyone could respond.

"So Marc are you going to make things better with her?" Nick ask frantically.

Marc looked at Nick with this sad look "I tried to already when I saw her at school and in her car..."

"Wait you two are in the same school?" Nick said surprisingly.

Marc just nodded his head.

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Olivia glanced into the Women's clinic from around the corner.

"Hey Peter when is Liv suppose to get here?" Lana asked again for the fifth time in the last five minuets.

"Lana you've asked me that once every minuet since Marc went down to the ER. And my reply was probably soon and when she walks through though doors you will know."

"But what if I don't walk through though doors" Olivia laughed while stepping in the open for them to see her.

They all hugged her and basically had the same reunion as they did with Marc. They all wondered if Marc and Olivia knew that each other were in the same building.

Flashback:

"Olivia what are you doing here?" Marc asked sweetly seeing the girl that he had a crush on in front of him.

"My uncle Peter who I haven't seen in a while works here and my mom forgot to pick me up at school so I just decided to walk here. What are you doing here?" she asked nicely.

"My mom is doctor Delgado"

End

"Doesn't all of us being here together bring back a whole bunch of memories" Lana said

Lu and Peter just looked at each other.

"Yeah all we need is Marc, and then Chelsea so he can make out with her in front of me" she said and then walk away not wanting to here the comments that they had.

Olivia decided to go up to the roof it was so peaceful there. She could just breath and relax without the stress that she had built inside.

"You know you have to forgive him sometime" Peter said walking quietly behind her.

Olivia looked at him and then gazed out over the roof "its not that easy, when the love of your life cheats on you with your best friend."

"You know that he's sorry"

"Yeah well just like our love wasn't good enough, sometimes sorry isn't good enough" Olivia said coldly. Peter just rubbed her shoulders and walked away.

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"Marc you have to go slow and just ease her into a conversation, kissing her and bringing up all the good and bad memories isn't going to bring her back" Nick said to him after hearing about the kiss of the day.

"I need some air" he said and got up and walked to the stair case.

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Olivia was catching up on her own thoughts when she heard the door shut behind her, she figured that it was Peter again so she didn't even bother to turn around, She continuously twisted a flower between her fingers until she heard a voice that she secretly wanted to hear.

"Funny finding you up here"