Hello people of earth! So here is another chapter! I hope you enjoy it and review!
I don't own Law & Order: Special Victims Unit!
Olivia sat in the corner of the nursery as she held her son close to her. "It's okay little man." She whispered to her fussy son.
Austin could feel the tension in the house and it was making him fussy.
Olivia knew this and held her son close as she rocked him side to side. She started to hum softly to him until he fell asleep. She leaned back in the rocking chair and closed her eyes. Her mind taking her into a moment that happened years ago.
"Olivia! What in the hell where you thinking!" Serene Benson yelled at her daughter.
Olivia sat on the couch with her arms wrapped tight around her skinny legs. "I don't know mother! It wasn't like I was out there looking for…" she started to cry.
Serena pinched the bridge of her nose. She got a bottle of Vodka that was lying on the table and she took a long gulp. "Oh shut up. Just SHUT UP! Go to your room and get out of my face."
Olivia jumped when her mother yelled and she whimpered as she wiped her tears. "So we aren't going to talk about this! You are just going to do what you do best aren't you? Drink your freaking problems away!" she stood up and stared her mother down.
Serena gasped and hit Olivia hard across the face. "GO TO YOUR ROOM!"
Olivia gasped as she held the side of her face and she glaed at her mother. "I needed you and you werent there for me! I needed you." She whispered as she backed away and went to her room. "I hate you."
Serena took another swig of her drink as she said."I hate you too." She fell to the couch.
Olivia jumped when she felt someone touching her side. "What's wrong Maury?"
Maureen looked at Olivia and she sighed softly. "Uhm Katie is in her room and she doesn't want to come out. Which means I cant get in and I'm really tired." She whispered softly.
Olivia nods. "Okay I'll talk to her. You go in my room and rest okay. Take your brother with you." She said as she gently handed Austin to his big sister. She stood up and walked out of the room with them.
Maureen turned left and went to the master bedroom and cuddled on her parents bed as she held her little brother close.
Olivia went to the older girls room and knocked on the door. "Katie babe can you open the door." She said after she realized that the door was locked.
Kathleen was sitting on her bed and staring at picture of her and the twins. "No." she called.
"Kathleen please open the door." Olivia said with a soft sigh.
"No. I don't want to get yelled at." Kathleen said with whine.
Olivia frowned and she asked. "Why would you get yelled at?" she leaned against the door.
"Because it's my fault that Parker and Paige are gone." Kathleen whispered.
Olivia frowned again and said."Darling I can't hear you. If you don't open the door can you atleast come closer." She heard Kathleen come to the door and then she heard the girl sit down right in front of the door."Good job. Now tell my why you would get yelled at."
Kathleen sighed and said."Because it's my fault that Parker and Paige are gone."
Olivia shook her head and said."Kathleen! That is not your fault. None of it is."
Kathleen leaned against the door and bit her bottom lip as she said. "No if I had actually did something and stopped that lady in the van that day none of this would have ever happened."
Olivia sighed and said. "Katie, baby please open the door. I have to tell this to your face."
"Promise you won't yell at me?" The young girl asked softly.
Olivia nods."I promise."
Kathleen nods and she stands up and unlocks the door . She saw that Olivia was still sitting down and she sat down next to her mother. "Yeah?" she sniffed softly.
Olivia brought Katie into her arms and she siad."Now you listen to me Kathleen Stabler. None of this is your fault. You did all you could and you saved your sisters that day."
Kathleen nods and says. "I know but I still feel guilty."
Olivia nods as she hugs the 12 year old girl close. "Yeah I get it. I feel guilty too." Olivia admitted softly to her.
Kathleen looked at her and frowned."Why would you feel guilty? You didn't do anything and." She stopped when Olivia gave her a look. "And you couldn't have stopped anything just like I couldn't have stopped anything." She ended with a sigh.
Olivia smiled softly and kissed the top of Kathleen's head as she hugged her tightly.
Kathleen yawned and said. "I'm tired mom."
Olivia nods and helps her up and then guides her back inside the bedroom. "Get some rest love. Everythingis going to be fine. Trust me." She kissed the top of Kathleen's head and she walked out of the room.
"Love you." Kathleen called.
"Love you too Katie." Olivia replied with a smile.
Kathleen soon fell asleep in her bed.
Olivia went to the master bedroom and saw that Maureen and Austin were both fast asleep. She smiled softly and went back to the stairs. She paused in front of the twins bedroom and she looked at the closed door. She took a deep breath and she opened the door. She held in a cry as she was hit with the scent of her little girls. She walked into the room and she looked around with wide tear filled eyes. She held her baby bumb and she sat down on Parker's bed held her stuffed animal. She felt tears leak into her eyes and fall down on top of the stuffed Tiger's head. She fell to her side and cried herself to sleep.
A few hours later Elliot went looking for Olivia. He checked in the master bedroom and he smiled softly seeing his oldest and younget. He went to the older girls room and tucked Kathleen. He frowned softly when he realized where Olivia was. He took a deep breath and walked inside of the twins room. He sighed and went over to her and gently pulled the cover over her and kissed the top of her head. He gently rubbed the baby bump and closed his eyes and he whispered. "Don't worry Olivia. I will do everything in my power to get our little girls back."
Olivia sighed softly as she slowly opened her eyes. "I know you will."
Elliot smiled at her as he got on his knees next to the bed and he looked into her eyes. "It's going to be okay love." He gently moved a strand of her hair out of her face.
Olivia nods. "I know it is. Did you find her?"
Elliot shook his head. "No, but we found some odd things on her credit card bills. Things she brought that she would never need." He saw Olivia's confused face and he said. "Like dolls, and toys and little girls clothes."
Olivia closed her eyes and said. "She has my babies. She has them."she felt more tears fall from her fae.
Elliot sighs and he gets on the bed and brings her close to him and kisses the top of her head.
Olivia leaned into his touch and cuddled her head into his chest as she cried.
Elliot rubbed her back and he whispered soothing words into her hair, He knew that he had to found the twins fast.