Note: So sorry guys! I gave up on this story a while ago. I played "Birth By Sleep, and when I heard them say that Isa instead of Sai I lost all credibility X_X. But I went back and read this (and beat myself up over all of the grammatical errors) and realized that I cheated you all out of a chapter! So this is the last chapter and I hope you can forgive me if you're following me as an author.

"Calm yourself Saix," Xemnas said. No one told me how to do this. Here I was, sitting on top of Xaldin, prepared to rid the world of his pitiful existence, and now Xemnas expected me to just let him go. I looked down at Xaldin, but then I got irritated, so I looked over at Lea. He was watching me, as if I'd explode at any second. I focused on him, took a deep breath, exhaled, and felt everything just fade away.

I rolled over off of Xaldin, now completely exhausted. I heard one person start to clap, then two, and then I was surrounded by applause. But I wasn't caught off guard until Xemnas offered me a hand. I took it, and he pulled me to my feet. I noticed Xaldin wasn't given the same courtesy. "You have done well Saix. Your attribute is certainly unique, and I'm sure it will prove a great aid to our future endeavors."

I nodded, and then walked into the circle standing next to Zexion. He whispered "not bad," and I shot him a glance. Ok, so maybe Zexion was kind of attractive….really attractive…or maybe I just like it when people compliment me. Regardless, I looked toward the center at Xemnas. "It is a new day for the Organization VIII. We welcome Saix, and Axel as our brothers in our quest to become whole." They all clapped again. "Let us relocate at the castle, I believe this exhibition is done." Xemnas conjured an enormous portal, and we all walked through it together.

I noticed that Xemnas' portal was far darker than any other I'd been in. Not only was it dark, but it was silent. In my own I could at least hear the others, but with him, all there was, was the light on the other end. I ran to it much quicker than usual, and reappeared in the grey area. One by one everyone came out. I looked over at Lea, and he too was a little rattled by the perfect dark of Xemnas' portal. "Saix, Axel, from here on I want you to report to the grey area every morning to check on your mission detail. You are to complete your missions to the best of your ability. Should you fail, report your failure, and handle it as soon as possible." I nodded, as did Lea. "Well, I'm going to be off. Goodnight everyone," he said, floating off to the hallways.

I watched him leave, and then turned to look at Lea, who had a stupid grin on his face. I raised one eyebrow. "What?"

"Nice goin' man!" I looked around. Xaldin scoffed and went upstairs, and out of sight. I could tell we were off to the start of a beautiful friendship.

"I agree. Xaldin is the toughest fighter here, second only to the superior himself. That fight was impressive," Zexion said.

"Thatta boy blue!" Xigbar was laughing and went off on his own as well. Lexaeus just nodded, and followed. Zexion made himself comfortable on the couch. I looked over at Lea, who looked back at me.

"Hungry?" He gave me a sheepish look. It irritated me how much expression he could show! He could smile, and laugh, and his body was so warm! It was as if Lea was just having a good time now.

"Yeah," he said.

"Well, that's just too bad isn't it?" I said. I walked off, not bothering to look back at the face I knew he was giving me. I headed straight for my bedroom, and then went into the bathroom. I still looked a little different, because of the moon, but I was healthier looking then I had been before. Still, I hopped in the shower, and took the necessary precautions that I did when I was whole. I took the blatant placebos my doctor had given me, and put on my pajamas. When I'd come out, Lea was sitting on my bed.

"That wasn't very nice ya know," He said.

"Guess you'll just have to punish me," I said, going right behind him, and laying down, facing the wall opposite him.

"You have been talking back to me lately," he said. I felt an arm around my waist. I was shocked; stunned. I took a deep breath, and opened my eyes. I don't know what it was; maybe I was on a testosterone kick, maybe I just got tired of beating around the bush, but he took it there when he touched me that way. I turned around to face him.

I looked into his neon green eyes. And then down to his lips. "Why are you here anyway?" I had to know, but I still looked at those lips. They looked delicious.

"It's a full moon out. I remember how you used to spaz. I just wanted to…" He said, stopping.

"Just wanted..to…" I said coming in closer, teasing him. He didn't finish his thought. He came in even closer, and I felt the warmth of his breath against my own lips. My ice cold skin was caressed by the air. I couldn't take it anymore, it was now or never. I came in, and I kissed him. We were fire and ice. His own lips against mine felt wonderful. To my surprise, he began to kiss back.

His lips molded against mine, at first a soft innocent kiss. After a while, we broke, and he came in for another one. This one was a little more aggressive. We kept kissing, and breaking until I finally sat up. He sat up as well, and I unzipped his cloak. He had a t-shirt on beneath it. I threw it to the floor and kissed him again. My arms went around his neck, and his hands palmed my hips. He pushed me against the wall next to my bed, and my legs wrapped around him.

His tongue slid across my lips, slick and wet. I gasped and he shot through the gates of my mouth. Our tongues began to battle for dominance, as I began to breathe furiously through my nose. His warm hands ran up my sides and I moaned into the kiss. I felt myself getting really hard now. I pushed him off of me, grabbed his t-shirt by the collar and took it right off of him. He yanked mine off as well. I hopped back onto him for another kiss, but I pushed him off the bed. We went tumbling together, knocking a few things on the floor with us.

He was moaning now, and he rolled so that he was on top of me. He took my legs and wrapped them around him again, as he began to thrust forward. I could feel us grinding in-between our pajama pants and he was just as hard as I was. I kissed him, and bit his bottom lip a little. Then things got aggressive. He would take his hand, and increase the temperature to leave his mark on my body, as he traveled down me. I kissed down to his neck, and bit him leaving a mark in it to be interpreted as "mine."

He slid out of his pajama bottoms and we kept kissing and humping until I took things a further. I reached into his boxers, and grabbed his hardness. He jumped back, and off of me at once.

"Wait," he said. I was breathing hard now. I propped myself up on my elbows.

"What…did I…what's wrong…?" I asked in-between breaths.

"This isn't right," he said, sliding his pajamas back on. I could feel myself going soft again.

"Wait…Lea…" I said, getting up, but he stood up before me. He got up, and walked to the door as fast as he could, and he left. I stood there in the middle of my room, for about a half hour, before I finally gave up and went to bed. But I didn't fall asleep for another 2 hours. I just laid there.

I woke up that morning and got ready again. I went to the kitchen, and made myself a cup of coffee, before going to the grey room. I looked around, to see if Lea was there. I didn't want to talk to him just yet. But no one was there, except Xemnas.

"Good morning Saix."

"Morning," I said, looking into his golden eyes. The pressure this man gave off was unreal. "Do I…have…."

"Actually, I have not found a task for you as of yet. You have the day off." Great, I was actually looking forward to getting out of here for a while. I needed something to take my mind off of what happened last night.

"Ok, Ok…." I said, turning to take my leave.

"Saix," Xemnas said. I turned back around. He came toward me and I froze. The closer he got, the more I had to crane my neck. He came up to me, lifted and lowered his eyebrows once, and caressed my neck. The part he touched, had been a burn mark. "I didn't know that was still possible," he said, now looking at my neck and then back at me. I swallowed hard. "Forgive me," he said, smiling. He turned his back on me and walked away into the darkness.

It wasn't until later, when I'd snapped out of the trance I was just put into, that I realized that Xemnas just figured out that Lea and I were up to something last night. I felt strange, so I decided to go to the Library. The only person I'd find there was Zexion, but he wasn't one to disturb. Even without feelings, you know when you just want to be alone for a little while.