Chapter 12

AN: So James is trapped in hospital... oh how fun for him haha ;) Please R&R! Thanks

DestrierSnowflakeMoonwood

I didn't get my wish for sleep. My head was hurting, I was shaking, moving, sweating everything. My head was swimming with negative thoughts, pain and horrible memories. Nightmares as you might call them. Mumbling and things was highly embarrassing and seemingly that's what I was in the process of doing right now. Hands placed themselves firmly on my shaking shoulders, shaking me violently.

"GET OFF ME!" I cried but the hands never left me. Soft and yet still strong touch. "JAMES WAKE UP YOU CAZY FOOL!" came an angry summer voice. My eyes snapped open and I shot into a sitting position. I looked around, my vision was all blurry and it wasn't funny. I panicked and hands grabbed me again.

"James its alright you were having a nightmare and I am not surprised." Fraya said with a small meaningful smile. I put my hand to my head feeling cold sweat. I quickly retracted my hand with a slight grimace gracing across my features. Fraya grabbed a slightly damp cloth. She dabbed it across my face cooling me down completely. My eyes closed as she brushed her hand through my hair.

'That feels actually really nice.'

She kept doing it again and again, then running her hand softly down my neck. I opened one eye and a smile formed on my face.

"Your so hot James..." she said and then realised what she had just said making her laugh.

"I know... did you just realise that?" I said cheekily and winked. She blushed, swatting me on the shoulder light making me chuckle.

"I knew that ages ago..." she said looking away with a smile.

"Sure you did." I said with a grin.

"Shut up you..." she said placing a kiss on my cheek.

Silence took over us both for what seemed like forever, but to be honest I don't think either of us cared very much. I took the occasional glance seeing her eyes glisten. Her face wasn't full of colour like it usually was. Her face was pale, her eyes were darker than normal and I felt worried. "Um Fraya? Is everything alright?" I asked and she snapped back into reality.

"Yeh everything is fine James, don't worry about it." Fraya replied closing her eyes as a tear rolled down her cheek. I reached my hand out resting it on her cheek, using my thumb to rub the tears away.

"I will worry about it Fray. You need to tell me, someone cant help when they don't know." I said placing my other hand on her other cheek turning her face to look at me.

I felt my heart ping with sheer pain seeing her so hurt. She wasn't going to tell me... I could see her thinking, thinking up something to cover up what was really wrong. I wont rest until she tells me.

AN: Sooo... we are getting slightly serious here because she's been keeping something to herself for many years now :O We shall find out soooooon though folks hehe :) Please review. Thanks :) All Welcome