Fenrir's Memior I:
How long have I been trapt in this cage... how long has it been since I last felt the sunlight on my face or the soft gentle touch of the wind through my body.
How many nights have passed by in the world outside these steel walls of sensor veins and flash freeze traps... ohhh how I miss the soothing glow of the moon's silver light and the warmth of the brilliant shimmering stars in the heavens above.
How long has been since my last feeding, since last I basked in the souls of fallen dead... the Hunger I feel inside now grows stronger with each passing moment... ohhh how sweet the taste of souls tormented and lost...
For how many centuries have I walked this world alone devoid of love's entheralling touch. What is this pain I feel... what is this curse that has been plaguing me since the moment I watched my kingdom fade off into darkness and became lost to the pages of time and space, reality and light ohhh so many many years ago... back in the early dawns of this world.
How long has it been since the day I was brought to this place of brutalism and pain, this high-teck hell of suffering and experimentation... ohhh how I long to feed upon the souls of fallen dead once again and ohhh how I long to be free of this prison of glass and steel...
I am not alone in this place... I know there're others being held here fore I can hear thier screams of pain and agony constantly echoing through these sound proof walls only able to be heard by me and others like me...
I know this cage will not hold me forever and I think they know that too... I still remember the moment I lost you... the way they ravaged you before me and forced me to watch as they butcherd you, the sound of your cries of agony tearing at my pain soaked soul. I can not forgive humanity for taking you from me, for what they did to you I shall make them pay ten fold their suffering shall be legendary in comparison to the hell brought upon you by their hand... but I will walk with you again of this I am sure but not yet... not yet. I will escape the true question is when and how but then again I guess time will tell sooner or later time will tell... it always does and when I do get out I will have my revenge.
Ohh Racheal if you could see me now in this dismal state so vulnerable and weak if you are watching over me right now you must be so ashamed... I still remember the moment I lost you to veils of death... I still remember the sounds of the dark and stormy crying skies and the thunder echoing through the night and your screams of torture. Though parts of me may die here as they did the day I lost you trapt in this heart I will live on and I will survive and humanity shall reap of fury it has sown in me by taking you and all this world shall feel my wrath...
Racheal... my precious Racheal I miss you so... I miss your soothing embrace and the warmth of your lips on my skin but I must confess I saw some one today... another prisoner here in this cruel place... he reminds me of you, I looked into his eyes the first day he arrived here and I must admit ever since then I can feel him Inside him heart... just as I can still feel you.
My darling Racheal the world we knew has long since faded and become lost to ever flowing sands of time and yet I feel something coming... something that I sense will shake and shatter the very fabric of this world, I can feel the sleeping vestiges of the world we knew slowly begining to awaken and return to life once again with each passing moment that the arrival of this strange anomoly of which I feel is coming gets and closer and closer to this planet from the stars above... I know not what is coming but I sense that when it arrives everything is going change and new age shall dawn for this world once again...
The boy I saw looked so beautiful... he was young maybe 14 years old at the most but he looks alot like you and I have to say I... I think I love him. The first night he came here he did nothing but cry, I could hear him from my cell and I could feel my heart breaking as I listened to his sobs of pain and suffering and tears fell from my eyes... after losing you I thougt I could never feel this way about any one else ever again... I knew why he was crying and screaming that night all the children brought here do the same thing their first night here as the gaurds take turns raping them and ravaging them over and over again and that knowledge just made his cry hit me all the harder filling my soul with even more anger and resentmeant for the monsterious gaurds that rule this place.
As I sit here in this cell and as I am forced to witness the atrosities being commited here I find my mind and thoughts drifting back to times I spent walking this earth during the time of the holocaust commited by the man that histroy here refers to as Hitler and his followers... it's strange these mere mortal men pride themselves on thier intelligience and yet they still cannot learn from the mistakes of their past or learn to work together for better futures... they let thier petty differences and biases and hatreds blind them from achieving a truley meaningful and tolerant society... lost in thier own ignorance and blight as they let thier hatred, greed and corruption poison them and lead them blindly down the path to thier own destruction.
I still remember that day... that day the world changed forever... the day our people acsended back into the heavens to seek refuge in the stars above. I had a vision last night... Lightroon... great god of Moon Light came to me in dream and spoke to me... he told me I must escape this place and he told me I must protect the boy, he told me his name... Shaloss... Shaloss Laraign.
Charaters: Fenrir (Speaker), Racheal (Original Lover of Speaker), Shaloss Laraign (New Lover of Speaker)