Apologies of a Fallen Love:
Fate... is so unkind...
So cold the snow dancing its way down from the heavens above hideing me under it's frozen chill. I can still remember the smell of the rain and the sound of the artillery in my ears and then way the ground shock as the impact blast excploded all around.
I'm sorry Suhti... I'm sorry I could not protect you.
This is the end I know that now... but is it wrong to try and fight ones fate, even when you know in your heart that it is a hopeless effort, is it wrong to beleive that perhaps just maybe the future is not written in stone.
I can still feel that final kiss you gave to me like a fleeting dream of warmth and love, I'm sorry I will not be able to keep the promise that I had made to you that night, I'm sorry that I could protect you from this evil and that you must now face the coming nightmare without me by your side.
I tried... I really did and I failed you but I guess we both knew how this going end, it's strange even now as my body dies my only real concern in my mind is you, I wish I could tell you not to be affraid and that everything is going to be okay but I think we both know that's not true.
It's true what they say... it is not our own suffering but the suffering of our loved one's that shatters our faith perhaps most especially when we know that there is nothing we can do to protect them from the pains we see them endure... it's the torment of watching our loved one's in pain that makes us cry out to God and forces us to realize just how alone we really are and that dispite how we may cry to him he will not answer us not even when we need him most.
I can see it now that brilliant white light shimmering just beyond this deep dark tunnel.
I can feel it now the warmth of the devine embrace... am I dead... I dont know but I think so... I'm
sorry my dear Suhti but I have to go now please remember me fondly and please forget about me
because I know I will never forget about you... My heart will always be yours and not even my death
will ever change that I promise.
Good bye... until we meet again.
Characters: Felix the First (Speaker), Queen Suhti (Speakers Lover).