Chapter 2

NO I don't own TWILIGHT but, I wish I did don't you

Twilight does not belong to me it belongs to Stephenie Meyer

the lady who wrote it. And I don't own the twilight characters I'm just using them for a cause.

Today I was very scared because tomorrow I will be going to school. The real thing is that I need Edward but even if he is there then I can't just go up to him and say I was in love with him. He might think I was crazy even his family would and to make things worse Emmett would think I was crazy and even if they are, and Edward and I do fall in love again and I did that then ya I will be in big trouble from Emmett and would be laughing so much. What do I do? Do I stay and feel depressed and leave the hole in my heart and let him fall in love with me? What to do? What to do? I got off the plane and as in my dream my dad was in the same place, and as usually I tripped.

"It's good to see you, bells" he said, smiling as he caught me and studied me." You haven't changed much. How's Renée"

"Mom's fine. It's good to see you, too, Dad" My mom said not to call him Charlie because I should be calling him Dad.

We put the bags in the police car yes my father is a cop to be exact chief of police and yes me I'm the kind of girl that's quite and to herself don't bother people I do my homework when ever need to. My dad rambled about the truck and Billy Black and when we got there. I went into the house and I did miss this house even though I wasn't in this house since I was 14 but, it feels like just a couple of weeks ago that I was in here.

"Tomorrow is school so I would get settled in right now" Charlie said, as he left he said he would get pizza.

That night I didn't get much sleep because I cried even though I was dreaming I think I might still need Edward to lay with me and sing me to sleep. When I finally got to sleep I dreamed about Edward. The next day it was time to go to school and when I woke up my dad was gone so I got dress and ready for school

"I can do this, I can do this" that's what I kept saying to myself but the only thing is I can't do this I was scared and frighten what if he didn't want me. I got in my truck and drove to school, I got there and went to the front office where Miss. Cope was and she saw me and she said

"Can I help you?"

"I'm Isabella Swan" I told her eyes lit up as I said my name

"Of course" Miss. Cope said looking for my schedule and the map she showed me where to go. I started off going to my classes and as in my dream they called me Isabella correcting them was stupid but I really don't like the name.

It was time for lunch I dreaded this time I wish there was no lunch but, if there wasn't then it wouldn't have given my an hour to think of what to do. I got to the table and kept my head down not wanting to look because I was a coward.

When I had the courage to look up I was not breathing I was not listening to Jessica and Angela talking. All I saw was him Edward, Alice, Jasper, Emmett, and Rosalie they were all looking in all different directions then he looked at me Edward he looked me in the eyes surely people would look away but I saw though eyes every day and night and can look in them for the rest of my life, Jessica saw who I was staring at and said who they were but, I didn't listen because I already know who they were my family and no one can say other wises. Edward looked away his eyes burrowed in confusion because I looked at him and didn't look away I looked down and my family left.

I went to class and Mr. Banner signed my note and I sat down next to me husband I tried not to move much but it seemed not to help he still cowered away from me and when the bell rung he ran out. I went to gym with Mike and he really was a chatter box he talked about where he lived and about the sun and really the only thing that got to my head was when he said

"So did you stab Edward Cullen with a pencil or what? I've never seen him like that." I just shrugged my shoulders and went to PE I didn't have to play I was happy for that. As I watched the volleyball games going on I thought I had to tell Edward but, if I tell I would have to keep something's from him.

Because, if he found out what would happened on our honeymoon about me getting pregnant and having a horrible pregnancy we wouldn't have a honeymoon to go to, but if the whole family was there and they know what I dreamed about and they forced him to do it or, something all I want is my Edward back the way he looks at me the way he holds me and when he sings me the lullaby he made for me I want that but, me being not far away from him is hard I need his so much.

The bell rung and I went to the office I knew he was going to be there and I need to see him when I went into the office he was right there he didn't even notice me and I just looked at him and that stupid girl came and that air came in to and he turned around and looked at me and told Miss. Cope that he didn't need her help anymore and left. I drove home trying to hide my tears in because he doesn't know me, and I do and I know he wasn't going to be there for a week and I was going to be devastated and Edward was he was going to be in pain because of me he's leaving because he's leaving he's family and especially his mother and father and not seeing him for a week is going to be very much horrible.