I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING TWILIGHT

BPOV

"Why do you keep laughing at me?" I asked Edward seriously.

I know he can hear my intake of breath and my heart beat but it's just not funny at the moment. This is very serious for me. I'm so confused.

"I'm sorry. Truly I am." Edward said in the most sincere voice I've heard. I had to believe him.

"So can you tell me all I need to know about this mating thing? Like is it just one sided on the biting part? Do both mates immediately feel the connection?" I asked. I could feel the blush rising to my cheeks. I wish I didn't blush all the time. Its so embarrassing.

"Well I can only tell you what I know from other's thoughts." Edward started. "It usually is not one sided. And its not in this case either. Both mates feel the connections as soon as they see each other. But sometimes they react differently. For me well .. Um.. I didn't feel the need to bite but the need to protect. I held myself back because I was confused at first by my reaction." Edward said.

He was looking down like he was nervous. It was really cute actually. I bet if he was human that he'd be blushing. I'd love to be able to see him blush.

"I'm still sorry about biting you earlier. It was like I was a completely different person." I told him while looking down at my hands. Damn blush.

"It really is ok. I don't know what I would have done if I didn't have Carlisle and Esme there with us to be honest with you." Edward told me. He then put his hand on top of mine in my lap.

My heart sped up even more and my face got warmer from the blush. I took deep breaths to keep myself calm. He started rubbing soothing circles on the top of my hand and it also helped to relax me.

"Did it hurt?" I asked him. I hope it didn't hurt. I know it probably didn't feel good but I hope he wasn't in pain.

"No it didn't hurt. But if you were venomous it would have stung a little. But it wouldn't have been bad." Edward told me.

He was still smiling that adorable crooked smile I was growing to love. I was so happy I hadn't hurt him.

"Are you ok Bella?" Edward asked with concern lacing his words and concern on his face. He was worried about me, that's so sweet. I attack him and he worries about me, how strange.

"Yeah I'm ok I guess. I just have a lot to take in at the moment. This is all so over whelming. I have questions upon questions upon questions. I just don't know where to start." I told him honestly.

" How about you get to know the rest of the family and if you decide you want to ask more questions just ask me or one of the others. I know we'd love to help you in any way that we can." Edward said while smiling at me.

"Yeah I think that's a good idea. Plus I'd like to get to know my brother. I'm so happy that I actually have a relative." I said with a wide smile.

"Jasper is happy as well. He really wants to get to know you. Your all he's thinking about right now." Edward said with a laugh.

All he's thinking about right now? How does he know?

"How do you know what he's thinking about?" I blurted out.

"Oh well as you know we bring things with us from our human life. Well I read minds and Alice see's the future." Edward told me.

Oh my. He knows what I'm thinking? I was starting to freak out when Edward continued to talk.

"I can't hear you though." Edward said with a frown.

I let out the breath I was holding. Thank you to who ever got it to where he couldn't hear me.

"Is something wrong with me?" I asked. If he cant hear me then does that mean something is wrong with my brain?

"No. Maybe it's something extra you brought with you." Edward said. He squeezed my hand slightly in reassurance. It made me smile and calm down a little.

Edward was smiling that crooked smile about and I couldn't help but look at his lips. They were slightly pink and kind of plump but not to plump. To put it simply they looked so kissable. I wonder how it'd feel to kiss him. Oh god what am I thinking? He couldn't possibly want me.

"What are you thinking Bella?" Edward asked me. " Your blushing." He stated with a smile.

"Um .. N-nothing important really." I stuttered. Oh lord I'm stuttering.

"You have no idea how frustrating for me to not hear your thoughts." Edward told me.

Our eyes locked on each others and I couldn't look away. I could get lost in his topaz eyes. They were so beautiful. He opened his mouth like he was going to say something and then closed his mouth again. My eyes drifted to his lips again. I had to fight the urge to kiss him. We didn't know each other and I had already attacked him once.

"I'm sorry." I said sheepishly, while smiling a little. I was happy he couldn't read my mind.

Edward started to lean his face toward me and I thought he was going to kiss me. I so wanted him to kiss me. But he stopped inches from my face and breathed out on me.

"What are you thinking, Isabella?" Edward asked in a silky smooth voice.

I lost all train of thought. I couldn't speak, I couldn't move. I was lost to myself. My mind was on one train of thought and it was one word. MINE! Edward then smiled that crooked smile and I lost it. My fangs came out and I leaned toward him. He looked at my lips and as soon as he broke eye contact I found myself again. I gasped and threw my hand over my mouth and turned my head away. I could hear my heart pounded faster then I've ever heard it before. I took mouth full's of air into my mouth trying to calm myself so my fangs would go back up.

"I'm so sorry. I don't know what's wrong with me today. I've never had my fangs come out like this before. Even as a child I could control them." I told me.

I was on the verge of crying. I cant believe how I'm acting today.

"It's ok. I shouldn't have done that. I was just really curious about what your were thinking." Edward said.

I was red as a tomato by now. My fangs have already came out two times without my permission and all because of Edward. If its about the mate thing then why haven't his fangs came out? Does he feel what I'm feeling?

Edward then reached out and took my hand from in front of my mouth. My fangs still hadn't went back in. Edward reached his other hand out and brushed his fingers over my cheek that was facing him. I knew I was blushing and it warmed even more with his touch.

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