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Santana walked into school the following Monday to find people staring at her as she walked to her locker, Santana was almost sure she had managed to cover them all in concealer and even then the scarf should have covered them all. She saw Kurt at her locker,
"What's going on and why is everyone staring at me?" Santana asked him,
"They all heard about your romantic Valentines day rondevou with Beth" Kurt said eyeing Santana's scarf, "and it seems it was eventful" Kurt said not even trying to hide his smirk,
"How did everyone find out?" Santana asked,
"When Beth didn't show up for practice, Jason followed you in his car to the hotel" Kurt explained,
"SO what was it like?" Santana shot Kurt a look, "It must have been good if your blushing like that" Santana's blush increased dramatically causing Kurt to giggle,
"It was good just the two of us, no distractions" Santana understated,
"I wanted to ask you something?"
"Sure" Santana said as they walked to class,
"Blaine and Beth haven't spoken in weeks and I think it's hurting him alot more than he's letting on. Has Beth said anything?" Kurt asked,
"No I'll ask if it's bothering you Kurt. I know they were close"
"were Santana. Does she talk about him?" Santana shook her head,
"I'll talk to her Kurt" Santana re-assured "Don't worry those to are Bff's to the end". Santana had noticed the split between the two and she knew it was there: when she was at lunch that sat furthest from one another and refused to engage with one another. They blanked each other out in Glee club and if either had a suggestion they would turn it down. But Santana wasn't the only one to notice, the whole glee club did. Especially Mr Shue.
"Since there is no theme for National's this year I want to know what you guys are feeling, what your concerns are?"
People began to discuss what their plans were but both Beth and Blaine already knew the songs they were going to sing.
Santana walked up to the baseball cadges to see Beth talking to a girl in a baseball uniform she looked to be helping the girl. The girl looked around a sophmore, she had flame-like hair that was tucked up into cap. The girl said something causing Beth to laugh. Santana felt the hairs at the back of her neck stand up. Walking with her head held high over to Beth with her best bitch look, Santana lent possessively into Beth,
"Hey, do you want to head?" Beth asked,
"Sure" Santana said sweetly, silently glaring at the red haired girl who looked terrified. Beth walked back with her bag,
"I'll see you later red" Beth said to the redhead before taking Santana's hand walking to Beth's car. Santana was great at math's, and she knew relationships weren't that different to each other.
"Who was that?" Santana asked,
"one of the replacement pitcher's she's not great but she's alright"
"You mean she's not you" Santana stated, her jealousy spiking before she realised it, "What did she want?"
"Just asking a few questions about the game"
"I'm sure" Santana muttered.
"Hey relax she's a sophmore and she's not you" Beth quickly reassured but Santana didn't feel reassured she felt threatened by the girl.
"Have you spoken to Blaine?" Santana asked remembering Kurt's request and desperately wanting to change the subject,
"You mean have I spoken to Blaine after he punched me in the face? No. No I haven't" Beth's face looked as hard as stone. Her jaw was set at the mention of her previous best friend. "Why?" Beth asked/snapped.
"Just curious"
The New Directions sat in the auditorium. Blaine was performing and they were all anxiously awaiting it. They wanted to know if Blaine and Beth would work their differences out or if it would make it worse which it usually did. Blaine walked out onto the stage his features full of frustration.
After all that you put me through,
You think I'd despise you,
But in the end I wanna thank you,
'Cause you've made me that much stronger
Well I thought I knew you, thinkin' that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were there by my side, always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames 'cause your greed sold me out in shame
After all of the stealing and cheating you probably think that I hold resentment for you
But uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do, I wouldn't know
Just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Never saw it coming, all of your backstabbing
Just so you could cash in on a good thing before I'd realize your game
I heard you're going round playing the victim now
But don't even begin feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies 'cause you're wanting to haunt me
But that won't work anymore
No more
It's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
YOU
WON'T
STOP
ME
I am a fighter and I
I ain't gonna stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Blaine finished the song staring directly at Beth. After a few moments Beth stood abruptly confusion on her face, then the music began.
Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I'm afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
There might have been a time
When I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn't give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Just don't give up I'm workin it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
She messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah, it's plain to see (plain to see)
that baby you're beautiful
And there's nothing wrong with you
(nothing wrong with you)
It's me, I'm a freak (yeah)
but thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly
(it perfectly)
There might have been a time
When I would let you slip away
I wouldn't even try
But I think you could save my life
Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
She messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Just don't give up on me
(uuuuuuh) I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down
(So hey) just don't give up
I'm workin it out
Please don't give in,
I won't let you down
She messed me up (She messed me up)
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, i won't let you down
She messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me
Beth finished staring at Blaine who looked guilty on the stage, "What do you want from me Blaine?" She asked before leaving the auditorium. Santana sat and watched Blaine before leaving.
Santana lay in Beths arms, "Have you spoken to Blaine?"
"No and I don't want to" Beth said. Santana could see her stubbornness,
"He's your friend Beth" Santana tried to reason, everyone was getting sick of the silence between the two normally, great friends.
"Yeah until he punched me in the face... Literally" Beth added.
"Can you not forgive him?" She asked. Beths jaw was already tensed and she was scared the baseballer would lose her already testing patience.
"I.. I don't know San. We've never argued this much" Beth confessed,
"Beth he's your best friend at least give him the chance"
"That's easier said than done"
Santana had been nervous about Beth and Blaine for weeks, Beth had agreed to try and patch things up but she hadn't heard anything from the blonde in days. When she walked into school to find Beth not at her locker or anywhere in sight she went looking, when she saw Blaine,
"Have you seen Beth?" Santana asked, Blaine frowned looking concerned,
"She didn't tell you?" Blaine asked,
"Tell me what Blaine? What's going on?" Santana asked worried.
"I'm so sorry Santana" Blaine said before explaining, "She had to go to Boston, her aunt died, she went back and she said she didn't know when.." Blaine trailed off at the defeated look on her face. Santana didn't know what class she was going to she wandered for what felt like forever. Soon she found herself outside Beths apartment, that's when she broke down in her car. She moved from class to class. She didn't speak and soon she just didn't care, she stopped wearing make up, stopped caring about her clothes. She would dress in jeans and an old t-shirt. Santana stopped wearing Beths necklace she still had it but she refused to wear it just as she refused to wear Beths bracelet. Sitting in glee club was torture seeing, speaking, listening to Blaine reminded her of how Beth could just leave. After two weeks both Blaine and Kurt began to get worried about the Latina, Kurt could see she was getting smaller, that she was blending into the walls of McKinley.
"Hey" Kurt greeted gently to the Latina, Santana ignored the concerned boy that stood beside her. "Look Santana I know we've had our differences but moping around after a girl that left probably isn't the best thing for you" Kurt said trying to get the Latina to listen, "Santana high school is supposed to be the best days of your life how would you feel if you looked back and saw a girl who didn't care about how she looked? A girl that has lost the most weight I have ever seen a person lose in only two weeks" Kurt added, he was growing frustrated. "You need to move on Santana"
"And what if she comes back?" Santana said tears forming in her eyes,
"Then you deal with it" Kurt said, "Just don't turn into this Santana"
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