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Chair

Chapter 2

Can you just love me?

I woke up and the first thing I see is Chuck, he is sleeping so close to me. His arms are wrapped around me.

We had not had sex at all. Chuck Bass was quite cute, when he sleeps like a little boy. His lips was turn in to a pout. I couldn't stop myself from watching him.

Suddenly Chuck stirs in his sleep.

He is muttering my name.

"Blair, Blair," Chuck says in a dreamy voice.

I don't know what made me do it, I sang for Chuck. I normally don't sing at all. I sang Moon River to him. Chuck did not wake up at all. He looks like a baby who I just sang a lullaby to.

I felt like I was singing for my baby and Chuck. Chuck opens his eyes and looks at me.

"Blair, I don't know you could sing?" Chuck says sounding surprise.

…..

I woke to Blair´s sing. She was singing Moon River. I knew that was her favorite song of all.

Blair´s pretty hair falls in wild curls around her tiny frame. We were still wearing clothes.

"Chuck, I…" Blair starts to say but I cut her off with a kiss.

Our tongues battles for domination, Blair´s smells so nice. She has a glow over her lately.

Blair suddenly turns pale again and runs to the bathroom. I follow her out.

"Blair, baby, are you having relapses?" I ask in concern.

She looks away and tries to calm herself down.

"Chuck just let me be," Blair says still avoiding my eyes.

"No, I want let you get away so fast," I say as I caress her back.

"Just let go of me," Blair says as she rose to brush her teeth.

"You are hiding something from me," that thought suddenly struck me. Blair was indeed hiding something. She was not having relapses.

I went home to dig dirt up on Blair. I found out that she has been to the doctor.

I rang the doctor pretending to be Blair´s boyfriend. In the beginning the old man wasn't going to tell me anything. After I ask sudden questions he answers.

Blair Waldorf was pregnant, but with who, Nate´s or mine?

Blair was pretending everything was okay. I really want to shake her. She even lied to Serena about her health. Serena had brought her the pregnancy tests, so everybody thought that Serena was having a cake in the oven.

"Blair," I say as I caught her after school. Blair tries to shake me off.

"Chuck Bass, leave me alone," Blair says as she drags her hands out of my grasp.

"I know about the baby Blair," I say simply making her eyes widen with fear. I don't want to see Blair afraid or sad.

"Blair, I will keep your secret but don't leave me," I say as knew Blair would not tell me or Nate. She was probably going to run away.

"Are you threatening me?" Blair says as she looks at me with anger. God here we go again I thought darkly.

"No, Blair, I just want to know if I am the dad," I say as casually as I can.

Blair bites her lips in a very on sure manner. Blair really looks scared that I will tell and destroy her. I know I have fucked up what we had but I really want Blair to be happy.

"What if it is Nate´s?" Blair says as she tucks her jacket closer around her. I have thought about that little fact.

"Then we find out," I say as she looks at me. She still doesn't trust me at all. I wouldn't trust myself either after that stun I pull off at the cotillion.

"I am sorry about the Carter thing," I try to say but Blair just shudder by the very thought about that night.

"You humiliated me," Blair snaps and tries to walk away again.

"Can we please move forward?" I say in desperate manner. I hate to beg but Blair made me do all does things I couldn't stand, just to please her. I don't hate her for it strangely, I love that about her. She make me wonder what I would be if I was more like Nate. The funny thing is that I like that guy I become with Blair.

"We will try but if you hurt me again I am gone for good," Blair says in her most strict voice.

"Blair," her voice left my mouth with such strange passion. She takes my hand.

…

Chuck Bass had just admitted to ruining my cotillion. I just can´t stay angry with Chuck for too long, but I still have to tell Nate.

"I have to tell Nate," I say as I walk and he walks with me.

"We can do this together," Chuck suggests. I look thoughtful for a moment and say "I don't want Nate to hate you." Yeah I really did not want to come between Nate and Chuck. They had been friends as long as me and Serena.

"It is just as much my fault then yours," He says as he takes my hands.

"You have to tell Serena as well," Chuck says as he holds me tight. I don't break out of Chuck´s embrace. I need the comfort in his arms. Chuck´s warm and safe hold. He smells like cigarettes and scotch. His signature scarf is silkily against my cheek.

I really want to stay like this forever, just me and Chuck and nobody ells.

"Chuck, I am sorry that I went back to Nate," I start to say but Chuck cuts me off.

"Blair, you did it because you where on sure about my feelings for you," I have never heard Chuck be so honest.

"Yeah I was not sure, I still am a little scared," I say. Looking at Chuck makes me wonder if we both are on sure about each other.

"I am willing to try for you and the baby," Chuck says after a little while.

"I am to but we really have to mean it this time," I look at him with pleading eyes.

"I know," Chuck says in a low tone.

Telling Nate and the rest of the world was going to be hard.