Instant Star
Chapter 2: Temporary Insanity
What just happened?
Did you kiss me?
Cause that's a place we've never been until now
And I don't know how it's gonna be after this
Do we pretend these feelings don't exist at all
Or do we fall?
Temporary Insanity: Alexz Johnson
After there gazing contest which lasted another 5 minutes end Tommy pulled himself and Bella in to Studio A where his parents were waiting. Bella was a little freaked at the fact that her Heart could stop racing every time she looked at him. He was no Edward in someways and she was in no way in love with him but she couldn't control he beating heart. While was sweet, kind, protective, and open Tommy looked like a bad boy because he looked almost cold and distant.
Bella and Tommy stood there in front of his parent and right now he was bot happy. While couldn't his parent not give him an amazingly attractive girl who is to young. He was trying really hard not to look at her but even his mother was picking up his glances. Jude decided to break the silent first that had fallen upon them. "Well Bella before we start we have to decide on a name your going to go by. Would you like to use your really name or a fake name?" said Jude as she was thing it was better for her to use a fake to keep the media off her. "I guess I could use a fake name since as little info of the real me out there as possible. Come to think of it I just think I will use my full name and drop my last. Bella said thinking of keep Charlie away of the crazy fame life. "Ok sweetie. I really loved the song on your Demo you gave us but I don't think it's a single. Why don't you record that song now and will work on a single in a few days" said Jude with Tom quickly agreeing.
As Tommy and Bella were walking to Studio C they saw a girl with brown hair siting on the orange couch next to a boy with blond hair. Once the girl and the boy saw Tommy they flew off the couch toward them. The girl wrapped her arms around Tommy while the boy gave Tommy a pat on the back. Bella felt a stab of sadness when she realized he had a girlfriend but she didn't know why she felt this way. Tommy felt a stab of anger when he saw his male friend looking at Bella even though he knew he was just wondering who she was and would never go after her.
"Hey Tommy boy aren't you going to introduce up to your new friend?" said the brown hair girl who now wore an amused expression. "Yeah. I was just about to. Bella this is Sarah Emily Andrews (AN: PICTURE ON PROFILE) my best friend and this is her boyfriend and my other best friend Jesse James (AN: PICTURE ON PROFILE) . Guys this is the new Instant Star winner Isabella or her real name Bella Swan." Tommy said while shooting looks at his best friends. "Hey Bella love the outfit by the way. Are you guys heading to the studio to record?" asked Sarah who for felt she could trust this girl and that the would be close. With a nod from Bella and some ushering from Tommy they arrived at Studio C. Bella silently walked in to the recording and put the headphones on. Tommy gave her the start signal and shw began to sing while she closed her eyes.
Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oooooh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
Pre-Chorus:You were all the things I thought I knewAnd I thought we could be
Chorus:
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it (but we lost it)
All of the memories, so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh oh, oh oh)
Oh oh, oh oh
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they (So are they)
But they don't know me
Do they even know you? (Even know you)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do (All the shit that you do)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
Chorus:
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there,
Thanks for acting like you caredAnd making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it allThanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
Chorus:
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending...
Chorus:
You were everything, everything that I wanted
And we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Oh ooooh...
By the time the song was over there tears streaming down Bella face and she could hold it in anymore. She ran out of the studio the in tear but she didn't get very far before Sarah, Jesse, and Tommy caught up with her. Tommy looked at Bella with a sad and concerned expression on his face and he just wanted to pull her in his arms but he didn't. Hey hon, what's wrong? Is it boy problems because I can see it in your eyes." said Sarah while she was thinking who on earth would dump a girl like Bella.
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Bella didn't know what made her tell these people about her and Edward but she did. She told the everything and didn't bother to hide the pain or lost she felt in her voice. The only thing she left out was anything vampire related because she didn't want to be thought of as crazy. When she finished tell her story she felt amazing because she felt like a weight had been lifted of her heart. Since she got her she noticed she felt a lot better and to be honest she had not clue why that was. For the whole story they sat there and they just listened. Once she was done they walked over to her and gave her a group hug. Bella just cried all her pent up pain and tears away.
After Bella stopped crying the room fell into a silence and Sarah being the upbeat girl she is decided to break it. "Hun, I'm not saying it won't hurt like hell but one day you meet a guy who help take the pain away." said Sarah while she pictured the perfect guy for her new friend who she knew very well. "Yeah Bella Sarah's right that guy must of been totally." said Jesse making a mock angry face that made Bella and Sarah giggle. "Bella you're an artist now so you have to use your pain to express yourself instead of control you" said Tommy and she took his advice to heart just a little above the other but could figure out why. "Thanks guys so much. This really means a lot to me." said Bella. Bella really couldn't believe how great her knew friends were.
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After that they all went to see Tommy(Sr.) and Jude so that they could ge the plans for the week. For the rest of the day Bella and the gang had to look for a band to back up Bella's music. Bella would be doing some guitar but not all so the needed a lead guitarist, a keyboard player, and a drummer. Jesse had said he love to be my lead guitarist since his band had fell through. It turns out that Sarah was here in the first place to work with Tommy because she wants to a producer once she done with and Jesse was here to see if he could become part of a band for G-Major.
They managed to find a great drummer named Sam Evans (AN: PICTURE ON PROFILE) and a great keyboard player named Alex Smith (AN: PICTURE ON PROFILE) who both seem like good guy. But for some reason all this seemed to be to much for Bella because she found herself by the backdoor of G-Major crying with the rain. She was so busy crying that she didn't hear the door open but she heard the foot steps and she looked.
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AN: Okay so just for this once I am going to switch to first person to full express the characters emotions.
Bella Point Of View
As stared at the eyes in front of me my heart could help but skip a few beat. Tommy was getting wetter by the second and he looked as good as Edward at that moment. "Well I saw you run out her and I wanted to make sure you were okay." Tommy said with a little pink on his cheeks. "Thanks Tommy I guess he just got to me and I broke down again. I mean what is so wrong with me?" I asked as a few tears left my eyes. Before I could realized what was happening I felt warm lips being crushed to mine.
A/N: Okay sorry the chapters a little late but to make up for it this is long then I intended. OKAY SO THIS TIME I NEED 10 REVIEWS. I promise that is the highest I am ever going. This is NOT edited.
Character Information: Ages
Tommy Harrison Quincy- 26
Bella Swan- 18
Sarah Emily Andrews- 18
Jesse James- 20
Sam Evans- 21
Alex Smith- 20
Jude Harrison- 46
Tommy (Sr.) Quincy- 53
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-JJ