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Chapter 3: Waste My Time

Waste my time, waste my time
Not so sure that I'll be yours
And baby you could be mine
It's all about hanging out
Cause you know how to waste my time

Nothing like an empty day
With nowhere to be
You're right there with me

Laughing as the world goes by
How we let the day
Moving way too fast

Cause when I'm with you I don't really care
What they all want me to be
I just want you beside me

Waste My Time: Alexz Johnson

It had been one week in total since Bella had joined G-Major and in that short time she has gone crazy. In that time she cried to her new friends and kissed her producer. Now she was so confused because there was no way she was remotely over Edward. But then there was that part of her heat that wanted Tommy really really bad. It instruct mental like she was being torn apart by her head and her heart. She should have realized the signs after the first two days she got here. But she was blind as ever and figured it out after the kiss. It was the song she wrote that day that really brought her torn feeling to the light.

Flashback

Bella was in her new bedroom in Canada trying to come up with a new song for Tommy Sr. since in had been 4 days since she had given him my single and it was being released. But she could think of anything except the amazing kiss she had the same day.

There two voices in her head battling for dominant and her feelings were torn to pieces. One voice was saying " You still want Edward with your everything" while the other was telling her "Edward didn't want you but Tommy could if you found out". So she did the only thing she could do, she wrote a song explaining her feeling for Tommy, Edward, and this mess.

An hour later she called Sarah and had her meet her at G-Major to lay down the track. The funny thing was that she already had the instrumental music laid down because she had her back up band (Three Days To Dawn) record in earlier that day. The vocals and the music weren't even planned to go with each other perfectly. Once in the booth Sarah got the sound board ready and gave Bella the go ahead. Finally she was able to release her feeling through her true outlet... music.

He and I had something beautiful
But so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved him so but I let him go
'Cause I knew he'd never love me back

Such pain as this
Shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss,
Still a little bit delirious

Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.

You and I have something different
And I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be

He's disappearing
Fading suddelly
I'm so close to being yours
Won't you stay with me
PleaseNear to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.

I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I belongWhere you are

Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
Though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on

Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.

Yet, I'm better near to you.

She knew her true feeling for him and they scared because she didn't think she could survive another relationship.

"So you love him and you totally scared that he will break your heart like this Edward guy did, right?" said Bella's best friend Sarah. She already knew from the beginning but that song only confirmed it more. She also knew that Tommy was aware how hurt Bella and he want to make her better. "Yes! It's all true and I am freaked!! " Bella exclaimed as she got closer to tears. It was a good thing no one was here but that might have to do with the fact that is was 12am at night and the only one awake at the time would be vampires.

"Well I can't give you advice that your not going to listen to like 'you have to take to him and tell him your feeling' because you just going to do things your way. So instead I suggest we give you a confidence boost." She said with a big child like grin on her face.

End Of Flashback

So it turned out that Sarah plan for Bella was a whole make over to show off her new self. We went to this new spa called Canada's New Moon which was owned by Darius's second daughter named Danny Mills. (AN: PICTURE ON PROFILE)Bella really like Danny she seemed cool and down to earth plus she had a great spa. Normally Bella hated this kind of this but for some reason she wanted a new look and to have some "Alice type" fun as she referred to it. The last things they worked on after giving Bella her full spa treatment was her nails and hair. Bella long nails were sharped, then dulled a bit, and red with black tips. Bella looked like a punk rock princess now with her new clothes and hair which now had red streak in it. (AN: Picture Avril Lavigne Hair only brown with red dye.)

After there spa afternoon Bella and Sarah went back to G-Major to start working. Sarah went to Studio A to set the sound board for another artist while Bella went to studio C to wait for Tommy. Tommy had to fly out the day after the kiss to France to sell my music with his father. Bella thought his mother suspected something between them because Tommy made a big fuss about how he had to see her the next day but his mother let it go.

When Tommy came in to the studio and saw Bella he had mixed emotions. Part of him was shocked at her new look and another part of him want to hug her because he missed her but all him was happy. Bella was having the same mixed feeling but could focus because he looked more attractive. Without Tommy even speaking a word Bella handed him the CD and in a whisper said "It's a song about you. I recorded it while you were gone.". Not really knowing what to do her took the CD and put it in the system and hit play.

After the song was over Tommy turned back toward Bella and just stated into her big brown eyes. Bella had never been so scared and excited in her life she thought her heart would just out of her heart would jump out of her chest. Suddenly Tommy closed the remaining space between them and covered her lips with his. This kiss was different then there last one because it held love, like, desire, assurance, and longing rather then just desire like the last. When they finally broke apart for air purposes Tommy was about to speak when they here feet running toward them.

Author's Note: Okay so you guys really don't deserve this chapter because of lack of reviews but I will not next time. I NEED 5 REVIEWS FOR THIS CHAPTER OR THE STORY GETS DELETED. Oh and this will be an E/B story but I am not sure if it will be now or in the sequel. Edward will come in Chapter 5 which is based on the song Skin by Alexz Johnson. Great New Moon song MUST Listen. Sorry stuff is a bit of a mess the updater hates me!!

Contest: Who is "the feet" running toward Tommy and Bella? Winner gets the out of the next 2 chapters and Chapter 4 and 5 are HUGE ones.

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-JJ