A/N: Alright this chapter continues from chapter 4, where Casey kisses Derek right before going inside. Only its shown in Casey's point of view instead of Derek's. I'm not sure if I like this one better or the one from Derek's point of view.
Anywho-- here goes!
I walked inside, satisfied with my work. I caught up with Jony, and we immediately start to dance. I was getting so into the music, which I hadn't even noticed that Derek had came inside. I looked up and saw him watching me. All I could do was smile sweetly towards him. My gaze followed him for a second, before I was back to the music.
We danced for another full song, when I turned around and faced Jony; he stared into my eyes for just a second before he leaned down to kiss me.
Someone cleared their throat behind me, and I automatically knew it was Derek. I put on the best smirk I could, and turned around to face him. He was holding two beers in his hands. Man, does he really need two? Seems like an alcoholic to me.
"Here, I thought maybe you wanted a drink."
"Thanks Derek. That was very kind of you."
"Not a problem. Well I see Darcy over there, so I better get to working if I want to get laid tonight. See ya."
With that, he was gone. I stood there watching him as he walked over to her. He placed his arms around her and pulled her in tight. With out any warning he started to kiss her. I could feel the jealousy growing in the pit of my stomach. After his kiss, he slowly started to turn around and he caught my gaze. I smiled weakly at him, trying not to show the hurt I was feeling.
"Casey? You okay? It looks like something is bothering you." I heard Jony ask. I wasn't really paying attention to him.
"Huh? Oh yeah, I'm fine. Don't worry nothing is wrong."
"Well come with me. I want to show you something."
He placed a hand on my lower back and we started walking down a hallway, one that led to a bedroom. I knew that I didn't want to be in this situation twice in one night, so I tried to make an excuse not to go.
"It's okay. Were not doing anything wrong, I just want to talk to you. That's all."
"Alright, I trust you."
We get into the bedroom, and he didn't even close the door. All he did was pull me into a tight hug, and told me how good it feels. I hugged him back, but I couldn't stop thinking about Derek. Our hug earlier felt so much better than this one with Jony. I didn't want to tell him that though, so I just agreed with him. Derek Derek Derek. Why won't he get out of my mind?
"Hey Jony, I will be right back. There is something I need to do."
"Okay… just come find me when you're done."
I left him in the room and started to go find Derek.
I found him in the kitchen with all of his friends, and her. Darcy was hanging all over him like she was his. I really don't like her. I decided not to bother him while he is with his friends. The last time I did that, he made a fool of me. I headed towards the stairs to go to the bathroom and reapply my make-up again. I made my way through all of the dancing bodies; there seems to be more and more each time I come through here.
I get up to the bathroom and studied my reflection. I was very displeased with my appearance. My eyes are more droopy and red than before. I rummaged through my purse and found my lip-gloss and began to apply it. There was someone who tried to come in just as I was blotting my lips.
"Just a sec." I said, as I checked my appearance one last time before opening the door.
"We have got to stop meeting like this sis." It was Derek. I couldn't help but laugh as he said this. He had no idea how happy I was just to see him.
"Well, it's all yours now. See ya later D."
"You know what; I actually have a better idea. Come here." He grabbed my hand and took me to an empty bedroom. He then stuck his head out the door and looked both ways down the hallway before he came back in and locked the door.
"Derek? What's going on?" I asked confused.
"Shhh."
I watched him as he turned the light out to the room. I could still see pretty clearly though, because the moon was shining in through the window.
"Uhh Derek?"
"Shhh."
Derek then placed his hands on my waist and pulled me close to him. I unconsciously found myself playing with the hem of his shirt. All of the sudden he leaned into me and gently kissed my neck. He trailed them all the way up to right below my ear. I felt myself take in a deep breath as his lips caressed my skin.
"Mmm."
"Shhh."
He then laid me down on the bed and crawled on top of me. I could feel myself breathing harder as the seconds went by. How could he do this to me? I didn't feel like this with Cody, or with Jony. So why now? Why Derek? I keep trying to hint to him that I want him to kiss me, but he won't. Just kiss me damnit! He started to lean down towards my lips but stops shortly before we touch. I could feel his breath on mine, and it's driving me crazy.
Kiss me.
I can't take it any longer. I lean up to close the gap between us. He barely lets our lips graze, before he pulls back.
"You are to much sometimes Casey."
All of the sudden he sits up and gets off of me. He starts walking to the door. Right as he opens it I finally get the courage to speak.
"B…B…But … why did you stop? Did I do something wrong? Derek?"
"No, you did everything right."
After that, he was gone. What the hell was that all about? How did I do everything right, but he still stopped? Does he want me or not? I can't take this anymore. I need to know. I have to know.
Alright well there it is! So which is better? Also, should I just go back and forth between the two each new chapter, or just keep it all from Casey's POV? I want this to be the best for my readers so ya'll let me know.
Also Thanks for all the reviews!!
