Chapter seven Never
The plain started going down, the lights went of and everybody started screaming. I was so afraid I couldn´t breathe. Suddenly we heard a crash and it burned like fire in my right leg. Suddenly I was standing outside the plain wreck. Burning plain pieces were lying all around me. And my parents and my brother stood in the middle of it. I tried to run to them but my legs wouldn´t move.
"Mommy," I shouted. As well for real as in my dream "Dad, Jonas"
I sat up in my bad and screamed. Then I heard running footsteps in the hallway and I understood Mike hade woken of my screams. I lay back in bed, and tried to breath softly. Just as I did that my door opened and someone came in.
"Emma?" he whispered "are you awake?"
I didn´t answer him, I just lay there, pretending I was asleep. Then the door closed and Then I relaxed, and were asleep short after that.
The next few weeks walked by without any bigger events. I just lay in my bed, staring up in the roof. I ate almost nothing, and I just came up when I had to go eating. I ate almost nothing and I recognized Mike, Gina and Tracy got concerned about me getting more and more thin.
Then one day, when I was more depresses than usual, Harry came into my room without knocking.
"It´s time for dinner now" he said.
"You´re supposed to knock before walking in to someone else´s room" I said.
"Sorry" he said. " but it´s dinner now."
" I don´t want no dinner" I shouted "Go away!"
"Why are you not happy" Harry asked
"I will never be happy again" I kept on screaming "NEVER"
Than I ran, I ran down the hallway, the stairs I took in just a few steps and out the door.
It was a thunder storm on it´s way, I saw that on the clouds, but I kept on running through the rain, and I didn´t stop until I got to a subway. There I stopped and sat onto a bench, and fell asleep.