Chapter nineteen Run away
"NO,, NO, NO, NO,NO" I kept on screaming, and Mike and Gina came running into the lounge.
"Emma what´s the matter." Gina asked.
"NO, NO, NO" I screamed and pointed at the computer screen. Where there was a photo from the plane crash I had been a part of.
"Get that thing of the screen." Mike said to Lily.
"Emma, calm down." Gina said. But I just started running upstairs.
"Emma, come back. I was just trying to be nice" Lily shouted after me, but I didn´t listen to her. I ran to my room. and putted my bureau in front of the door so no one could get in. Then I sat down on the floor and wrote a letter to Mike.
"Mike." I wrote. "I´m going to the airport, I don´t think that Leon´s plane will have started yet. The reason I came here to London was that I was trying to run away from my feelings. I should never have came here. Don´t blame Lily. I have to go now. Love you all.
Emma"
Then I pulled the bureau away from the door. And opened the window, I climbed down from the roof on to the downpipe, and then I jumped to the ground and started running. The tears streamed down my face.
Suddenly I got a headache. I recognized it too well.
"Oh no" I thought. "Not here."
And then, I was falling.