Remembering

by Irish Ivy Rose

"Marcus knew that one day, one day soon he would find a way to end this, end this all and one day his life would be over, but first he needed to find Didyme's killer, first needed to end them in the most painful way possible, then and only then could he die in peace and then he could be with his mate." But what if Didyme was not Marcus' True Mate? Would Marcus chose Life or Death?

2. Chapter 2

CHAPTER 2

OF

REMEMBERING

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Bella POV

He left me. My love, my Romeo, my soul mate is gone, gone, because I am a miserable stupid little human, gone, because I am a clumsy idiot and gave myself a paper cut. All I had to do was open my present without hurting myself, ordinary people manage to do this anyway, but oh no I had to cut myself in a house of vampires, I had to start bleeding in a house full of vampires. All of this just helped to show Him how out of his league I am. After all what am I? An ugly, worthless, human who compared to Him was worthless. I could no longer hold back the tears that gathered in my throat and guttural scream ripped its way past my lips.

HE did not love me, HE never had. Every word, every kiss, every touch had been a lie. I moaned in agony as the faces of the Cullen's-my family- flashed before me in my mind's eye. How could they do this? How could Esme, Carlisle, Emmet and even Alice do this to me? What had I done to make me so repulsive? I know that I am worthless and my life holds no meaning to any of them, but I had truly believed that they cared. Sobbing I bit my lip, why? Why did I have to be such a sorry excuse for a human, why could I not be more like Jessica-pretty and outgoing? Why did I have to be so, so, introverted. Screaming and curling into a ball on the forest floor, I began cry, to cry for everything I had lost, to cry for how my life would be without Him and without Them.

AUTHORS NOTE: Just wanted to add a quick chapter about Bella's feelings before we get started into the story-It seemed only fair after the Marcus chapter. This story will be told, from a variety of different POV's (Points Of View). Any way I just wanted to say a HUGE thank you to Reader2012 for sending me my first review- I really appreciated it so THANK YOU! So... Did you love this chapter or hate it-Let me know!

Irish Ivy Rose