Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note if I did L would still be alive T.T and Light would have sex with him everyday
lol Light on L hahahaha. Nor do I own Emily Dickinson's Poems.
Warning: This story contains, Yaoi/Shounen-Ai,
If you don't like Yaoi than don't read
AN: Finally its chapter three thank you to all who are reading all of the chapters and not just the first one like some people, but anyway yeah you guys can thank The Ultimate Kai. I was in a writers block and I read her review, it made me really happy and got me out of it. Oh and thank you BomberBrat for editing, your the best :D Enjoy
(BB note: Hells yeah I'm the best! I'm the awesomesst big sister ever!)
Chapter 3
Where Did My Lover Go?-
(Much madnessis divinest sense to a discerning eye,
Much sense the starkest madness.
'T is the Majority
In this, as all, prevails.
Assent, and you are sane;
Demure; - You're straightway dangerous,
And handled with a chain)
L was sitting at his computer figuring out which member of the Yotsuba group was Kira. They had narrowed it down to three but the question was which was Kira, or had a connection to him. L ate a Hello Panda and tried to think over it.
'Hmmm... which one of them has a connection to Kira?' he thought. As he was thinking Mogi burst in the room.
"Misa is missing," he yelled.
"What Misa-Misa!," Matsuda cried.
"Yes, she went to the bathroom and then ran off somewhere."
L smiled, 'that idiotic Amane-San,' he thought.
"Mogi do you have any idea as to where she might have run off too," Light yelled. L frowned, he didn't like it when Light pretended to give a shit about Misa.
"I have no-"
"Hi everyone," Misa popped out of nowhere, " Listen to this," she took out her cell phone and its was Higuchi's voice, 'So since I'm Kira does that mean that you'll marry me,' She smiled. "See Higuchi is Kira."
L was apalled, how the hell did a little blonde bitch like her figure out who Kira was before him? Her way was very stupid, but still.
"Misa-Misa how did you get Higuchi to confess that he's Kira?" Matsuda cheered.
"Oh that was easy, I just told him that I'm the second Kira and that I would prove my power to him if he showed me that he was Kira," she smiled.
"You idiot didn't I tell you NOT to go off and do stuff like that on your own, your already being suspected of being the second Kira," Light growled.
"But, Misa just wanted to help," she whinned.
"I know, but when he finds out that your not really the second kira he'll kill you."
Misa didn't say anything, she just pouted. L told him that they would not let that happen to Amane-San(sadly) because he had a plan. They would put Matsuda-San on SakuraTV, L explained the plan and they took it into action. Higuchi obviously fell for it, but he kept talking to himself and saying the name 'Rem.' L began to think that he was talking to a shinigami, but the thought seemed very obsurd. Higuchi got pulled over by a cop for speeding. He reached into his bookcase and wrote something down and took off. The policeman followed him, but then all of a sudden he had a heart attack. It seemed he had gained the same power as the second Kira. They told the ICPO to not get themselves involved,but they did anyway. L figured that it was because of Aizawa. They had Higuchi cornered, he tried to thearten them by pointing his gun to his own head. Watari shot it out of his hand. They blind folded him and put headphones on his ears so L could talk to him.
"Higuchi, tell me, how do you kill?" he growled.
"You probably won't believe me, but I write the names of my victims in a notebook."
L ordered Soichiro to take out a notebook out of Higuchi's book bag. He said it did have names in it. And then he screamed monster and pointed up in the air. Another cop touched the notebook and did the same thing. L ordered them to bring it over to the helicopter. L touched the mysterious black notebook and there it was, a shinigami.
"A...shinigami...so they...really...do...exist?" L's face was blank, he just couldn't believe it.
"Ryuzaki let me touch it too," Light took the notebook without L even realizing it until he came to his senses to look at a terrified Light. The raven haired man was about to ask what was wrong, but then Light screamed at the top of his lungs. 'Light-Kun you're that frightened and your eyes they look like they're changing?,' L thought. There was something wrong with that especially when the younger man stopped screaming and it was replaced by a soft evil laughter.
"Light-Kun are you alright, I guess anyone would be scared of seeing that."
"Yeah, I'm fine, I'm going to check to see if any of the names match up with the ones in this notebook that were killed by Kira," he took out a laptop.
"Yes, good idea."
'There is something wrong with Light-Kun, he is not checking on names hes looking at his watch and getting something out to write on that is not apart of this case,' L thought. Whatever the carmel eyed man was writing it couldn't be good. They were about to put Higuchi in the police car when suddenly he fell down and was dead.
'A heart attack?' L thought.
"What the hell what just happened?" Light didn't sound very suprised.
'Light-Kun was it you?' L wanted to say that out loud, but stopped himself from doing so.
It was two days later and they still didn't get much information about the Death Note from the shinigami and Light was finally free from the handcuffs, but he wouldn't touch L. He wouldn't go anywhere with Misa, he would only talk to her for five minutes. L couldn't hear what they were saying through the cameras, but he could tell that they were planing something completely different than a date.
'Could it be that their memories of being the Kiras have returned,' the pale man put his thumbnail to his lips, 'it's possible but then why doesn't Light-Kun go home or with Amane-San?'
It had now been a week and Light still had not even given L alittle kiss on the cheek or held his hand. Eveyone was gone so he finally said, "Light-Kun its been a week now you're free to go home or to go on dates with Amane-San."
"Don't be crazy Ryuzaki I want to stay here with you."
"Then why haven't you touched me even just once ever since we caught Higuchi?" All was silent after the older male asked the question in a cold voice. Light finally talked, but all he said was, " I just haven't been in the mood lately."
"Ah, I see," the raven haired man scowled, "well it is already 3:30a.m. I want to go to sleep, Light-Kun you may stay here if you'd like too."
The brunette didn't respond. The raven haired man walked into his room and heard footsteps. The door opened and it was Light. The younger man pulled L closer to him and pressed his lips hard against his own, but there was one problem, he was biting the older males bottom lip. Light had never done that, his style of kissing was somehow different. Light pushed L onto the bed and took off all of the raven haired mans clothes and when L wasn't looking he handcuffed both of his hands to the bed.
"Light-Kun what are you doing?"
"I'm making things a little more interesting," the younger man took off all of his clothes and licked his lips seductively.
"Interesting how?," L finally yelled, "I'm chained to the bed." Light didn't say anything he just smiled devilishly at the raven haired man.
'What is wrong with Light-Kun, he has completely changed,' L thought. The brunette pulled the older males hair to move his head to the side and bit down onto his porcelian neck. He kept biting L harder and harder until the raven haired male screamed in pain and pleasure.
"Ahhhh...nnnn...L-Light-Kun please s-stop," the brunette didn't listen and sunk his teeth deeper into the older mans soft and pale flesh. After six minutes Light finally stopped, licking the blood off of his teeth, but it wasn't over yet. The younger man began to nibble on L's nipple and then bit down as hard as he could until there was blood trailing down the raven haired mans chest and stomach.
"Ahh...L-Light-Kun why are you doing this to me?"
The brunette stopped to look up at the vulnerable detective.
"Am I not allowed to have fun?" his voice sounded dark and full of lust.
"This seems a lot more like torture than fun, Light-Kun."
"Oh, you're not have any fun?"
"No, I'm not, your treating me more like a sex slave than a lover."
"Whoever said that you were my lover?" Light chuckled.
"W-what, but y-you told me t-that you l-loved me."
"I only said that to gain your trust," Light grinned, " you are nothing more than my fuck buddy."
L bit down on his bottom lip to hold back his tears. 'h-how can Light-Kun tell me that he loves me and then turn around and rip my heart out with a grin on his face?' he cried in his mind.
"Light-Kun is a cold hearted bastard," L found himself saying out loud, but he didn't care because he truly meant it.
"Oh am I now?," Light's grin grew wider making him look like a monster, "then you'll just have to be punished for saying that L, I'll show this cold hearted bastard's true colors."
Light put his thumbnail to the tip of L's erection pushing it hard and scrapping the tender flesh. He moved up and down the older mans hard cock with his thumbnail while rolling his forefinger on the tip of the cock. L bit down on his bottom lip again 'til blood trailed down his manhood, his eyes closed tightly. The younger man pressed his nail down harder while still moving it up and down, blood smeared down the raven haired mans erect cock. Light stopped and began to suck L's penis harsly with his teeth making the raven haired man scream for him to stop.
"L-Light please s-stop it, it hurts."
The brunette didn't stop, but after another few seconds he finally did. L tried to kick him, but it was difficult to with his hands cuffed.
"If you keep squirming I'll chain up your feet to the bed as well."
The older man stopped, he had never felt so vulnerable in his life.
"Good boy."
The brunette took two of his fingers and shoved them into L's entrance, scissoring fast and rough. He finished up and took out a vibrater out of the dresser.
"Light w-what are you going to with th-?"
He was cut off as the brunette shoved the vibrator up his ass.
"Ahhh...mmm...ahhh...Light what are y-you doing?"
"I'm getting you prepared for the real thing," Light smiled and shoved the vibrater harder; blood slightly starting to ooze out of the older mans anus. Light took out the vibrater and pushed his hard cock inside of L as roughly as he could.
The older male was over flowed with pain and pleasure. He wanted to cry, but held them back, crying would only show weakness. L did not feel any love in Light's thrusts, he hated it. The younger man quickened his pace when he finally got to L's prostate, the raven haired man couldn't help, but moan in pleasure.
"Ahhh...mmmm...hnnn...L-Light...ahhh.."
Light licked his lips and continued to thrust. The older mans ass was hurting like hell, he could feel blood seeping out. The carmel eyed man dug his nails deep into the older man back and shoulders as he came inside of him. The raven haired came as well. The brunette smiled and unchained L. He put his clothes back on and as he left to go home he said,
"Thank you for that delicious treat L." Light had finally left. The older man could no longer hold back his tears. He didn't even bother to cover himself up with a blanket. He just lied there in a feedle position still covered in blood and semen. 'Why,' he thought, 'Why did I have to fall in love with a hideous monster who disgised himself as a goregous man.' L held his head with both hands and screamed.
'The man who just fucked me is not Light Yagami, but infact Kira, but there is no way to explain to the other task force members how I'm sure of that and he knows it.'
L shut his eyes trying to fall asleep, but it was impossible. He had so much shit invading his mind. 'Please get out of my head,' he thought. With that final thought he cried himself to sleep.
(Proud of my broken heart since thou didst break it,
Proud of the pain I did not feel 'till thee,
Proud of my night since thou with moons dost slake it,
Not to partake thy passion, my humility.)