Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note if I did L would still be alive T.T and Light would have sex with him everyday
lol Light on L hahahaha. Nor do I own Emily Dickinson's Poems.
Warning: This story contains, Yaoi/Shounen-Ai,
If you don't like Yaoi than don't read
AN: YAY its chapter 4 sweet sorry I took awhile to update I know that a lot of you have been waiting for this chapter but uh when you guys review can u plz not try to guess whats going to happen next or tell me how too end it cuz I already have the whole story in my head I just need to figure out how to word it but just plz don't do that it pisses me off and then I don't wanna write and I know that a lot of you don't want that. Oh and a lot of you might hate me in this chapter, I know because I almost cried while writing it. Thank you BomberBrat for editing.
(BB Note aww L just wanted to be the girl with the most cake!)
(notes made years ago ignore them if you want :P)
Chapter 4-Farewell
(How still the bells in the steeples stand,
Till, swollen with the sky,
They leap upon their silver feet
In frantic melody!)
L awoke with a gasp, he had a flash back dream of children at Wammy's House. Him and Watari were both standing outside the gate, grasping each others hands. Two silver church bells were ringing. The raven haired man was sweating like crazy.
'That dream could only mean something bad,' he thought, 'I fear that it could possibly mean death.' He got up, took a shower, and got dressed. The flash back was gone from his mind's eye, but the bells were still ringing in his ears. And if he was correct, each ring sounded louder than the one before it. He walked to the survallince room where Watari was watching everything(except L's room of course).
"Hm Ryuzaki, whats wrong?" Watari turned around to see L sulking.
"I believe that something tragic is going to happen, Watari."
"How tragic?"
"I am 90 percent sure that you and I shall both die very soon."
"90 percent? that high a risk huh?," Watari was stunned, "What is it that you want me to do if anything goes wrong?"
"I want you to delete all data."
"Understood, uh Ryuzaki, how did you get those scratches and bite marks all over your body?"
"I'd rather not say," L turned his face away to hide his blush, "I am going to go to the roof top to think, you know what to do Watari?"
The old man sighed, "yes of course I do."
"Good, well I'm off, goodbye for now, Watari."
"Goodbye, L."
The raven haired man walked to the roof. It was a very cloudy day, he felt a rain drop on his face and then another, small drops soon became a downpour. There was thunder and lightning as well, but L didn't notice it. The two silver church bells would not stop ringing, it distracted him. He lifted his hand and looked up at the sky.
'Could this really be my last day on Earth?' he thought, 'Am I ready to die?' L put both of his hands in his pockets and turned his head to the side to see a suprised Light Yagami. He said somehting, but L couldn't quite hear him so he put his hand to his ear as a sign to speak up.
"What are you doing out there by yourself?"
L somewhat heard him heard him this time, but smiled and flipped his hand up to his ear again mostly just to piss him off alittle. Light walked out into the rain and joined the older man.
"Hello Light-Kun, what brings you here?"
"I was looking for you, everyone has been wondering where you are, Ryuzaki."
"Is that right?"
"Yes, so what are you doing out here all by yourself?"
"I wanted to clear my thoughts, the bells have been getting louder."
"Bells? I don't hear any bells Ryuzaki."
"Light-Kun may I ask you a question?"
"Uh, sure, what is it?"
"Light-Kun have you ever told a lie that no one had a clue wasn't the truth and regretted it?" L glared at Light now. The younger mans face was blank.
"W-well, of course I've told my share of lies that I have regretted Ryuzaki, but everyone has, nobody is perfect, its human nature."
"Hmm...I figured that you would say something like that."
"I said that because its the truth."
"Yes, I know."
L looked down at the ground, he was still sulking
'Light-Kun, how can you act like you care about me now?,' he thought, 'Do you not remember last night's little incounter?'
'You are nothing more than my fuck buddy.' L could not ever forget those words that had broken his heart.
"Lets go inside before we catch a cold," Light smiled.
"Sure."
Light took off his shoes and dried himself off. L tried to dry off his hair with the towel that was on his head. He couldn't stop himself from looking at Light. Even though the bastard broke his heart, if he was to die today than he wanted to die in peace. The raven haired man took the towel down from his face and grabbed the younger mans left foot.
"R-Ryuzaki, what the hell are you doing?"
"I thought that I would give Light-Kun a foot rub." Light opened his mouth to say something, but was stopped by L.
"I am quite good at it, I have to make up for the sins that I have commited."
"Alright, go ahead," he sighed letting the older man massage his foot with a towel under his hand. L tighted his grip which made the brunette flinch for a slight second.
"Its okay, you'll get used to it soon." Light groaned and two drops of water fom L's hair fell onto his bare foot. He grabbed his towel and dried off the older mans head.
"You're still wet," he said.
"Sorry," L thought that he was going to cry at any moment, " I'm going to be lonely," L mumurred.
"Huh?"
"It is almost time for our farewell," he smiled, sadness still in his face. Light's face was blank and all of a sudden L's cell phone rang.
"Yes...really?...alright, I understand," he hung up, " Lets go Light-Kun, it seems that it is going to work out after all."
"Huh, w-wait a minute Ryuzaki what were you talking about when you said our farewell?"
"You know exactly what that means, Light-Kun."
The brunette became furious and he smashed his lips to L's and forced his tongue to open his mouth. L gave in and kissed back, his tongue having sex with the brunettes. L started to feel dizzy and remembered who he was, he pushed Light away from him.
"Please do not pity me Light-Kun, you have already ripped my heart out, I don't need anymore damage added until I have no heart at all."
The younger man was silent and they both walked down to the investigation room without even giving the other a slight glance. L sat down in his usual spot in front of a lot of screens, while eating pudding. He talked to Watari about a plan they had and everyone else got curious as to what it was, so he explained it to them.
"We will give the Death Note to a prisoner who is suppost to be put to death within thirteen days."
"Ryuzaki, what are you saying?," Soichiro yelled.
"What I am saying that we will have the prisoner write down another prisoners name and see if he dies within thirteen days."
"Oh, do you think that rule in the Death Note is fake, Ryuzaki?" Matsuda asked.
"I believe so."
Suddenly all of the screens flashed red. Everyone(except L) freaked out of just was happening.
"Watari,"L glared at the screens that now said, 'Data Deleted.'
"What just happened?" Aizawa screamed.
"I told Watari to delete everything if something went wrong."
"Hey, where did Rem go?" Matsuda freaked out. 'This can't be good,' L thought, 'I didn't think that it would that it would happen this soon.'
"Everyone, the Shiniga-," L gasped at the feeling of his heart stopping. He dropped his spoon from his thumb and forefinger and slowly fell from his chair. Light caught him before his back touched the floor. The brunettes eyes looked so full of fear while L's whole life from his first day at Wammy's House to his good times with Light, all flashed before his very eyes. Then all of a sudden the younger mans scared face turned into a evil devilish grin. A lot darker than the one he had the last time.
'Light-Kun, I-I knew it,' L cried in his head, ' I knew that you were Kira, you ordered Rem to do this didn't you? And now you're laughing at my failure to catch you before I died.' L's vision slowly began to fade away as his eyes started closing. 'You monster how could you toy with my emotions like that, you were mocking me weren't you? You wanted me to suffer more than I already have in my life. Well, you did a very good job of doing that. I hope that one day you will you see the wrong you have done and regret killing me. I hope you will ache like I have ached.' L eyes were completely closed, as his hearing was growing dim he heard Light screaming in pain and saying that Kira was going to get all of them next.
'But you are Kira, don't try to hide that fact. Farewell, Light Yagami, farewell my lost love.' And with that final thought one of the world's three greatest detectives was gone forever.
(Heart, we will forget him!
You and I, to-night!
You may forget the warmth he gave,
I will forget the light.
When you have done, pray tell me,
That I my thoughts may dim;
Haste! lest while you're lagging
I may remember him!)