Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note if I did L would still be alive T.T and Light would have sex with him everyday

lol Light on L hahahaha. Nor do I own Emily Dickinson's Poems.

Warning: This story contains, Yaoi/Shounen-Ai,

If you don't like Yaoi than don't read

AN: Sorry this chapter took forever to update but I've just been really lazy lately but I love all of the reviews you guys gave me in the last chapter So I hope you like this new chapter its now in Lights point-of-view. Thank you BomberBrat for editing and helping me come up with the name of the chapter. Enjoy

(All AN's in each chapter are from four years ago, this was written in 2007 when I was Fifteen and posting on )

Chapter 5-An Empty God

(A sickness of this world it most occasions

When best Men die;

A wishfulness their far condition

To occupy.

A chief indifference, as foreign

A world must

Themselves forsake contented,

For deity.)

L was finally dead, he had won. It had now been ten days since the funeral and no one(except for Light) found out what Ryuzaki's real name was, Light had opened the Death Note that Rem had used to kill Watari and L. He saw what his real name was, it was a very strange and unique name. But Light had other things on his mind that he didn't care what Ryuzaki's real name was anymore. He was dead, so it was no longer his concern. As everyone was talking about how Watari was really a famous inventor named Quillish Wammy, Light was thinking about other things.

'Hmm...its actually no fun without Ryuzaki here,' he thought. He stared at the computer chair that L had always strangely sat in. As he looked at it, he could've sworn that he saw L sitting there. His bangs covering his eyes as he looked at Light. He said something, but Light couldn't hear him. So he read his lips. And if he was correct than he said, 'Why Light-Kun? I loved you.' The brunette turned his face away from the image that he was seeing. There was no way he could feel guilty for killing the one person that was able to catch,though, he did miss the challeges that L threw at him. L was an intelligent man, his equal. No one else was like L.

"KuKuKu, do you miss your precious Ryuzaki, Light?," Ryuk laughed floating right above the brunettes head. He glared at the shinigami. Of course he didn't miss that bastard, or did he? Light didn't understand this feeling inside of him. Everyone else left so Light went to the roof top.

"Ryuk, I'm going to show you a new world," he grinned, his eyes having a red tint in them.

"Oh, really? kukukuku."

Light took out his Death Note and began to write criminals names in it, including the thief and the Con man that L had hired to work on the Kira case. The brunette started laughing psychoticly, he was finally the God of the new world that would soon be completely cleansed.

It had now been five years since L's death, but the public didn't know that he was dead because Light now played the role as L. He was now Twenty-Three years old and he made his apartment the new headquarters. They talked about the Kira case of course. Light laughed at the thought that none of the others suspected him of being Kira, not even a little. Sayu came in and greeted everyone as they worked. Matsuda told her that she had become quite the woman and that she should marry a police officer. He pointed at himself, but her mother and father said that they would never allow their daughter to date or marry a cop. Matsuda began to sulk. All of a sudden Misa burst in wearing a frilly pink outfit. All of the guys(except for Light) blushed.

"Hi everyone, um Light I'm gonna go straight to bed, I'll see you in the morning, night."

"Goodnight Misa," Light waved. Matsuda said thinking out loud that Light was lucky to have a woman like Misa-Misa. Light didn't give a crap about Misa at all. He was only using her because she had the shinigami eyes. She was a complete idiot, but at least a useful one. They had been going out for the past five years, but they still didn't have sex. Light refused too, he made up a story saying that he wanted it to be special, so he didn't want to do IT until he was done cleaning up the world of criminals and they got married, so pretty much not before marrige. Lucky for him Misa fell for it. Sayu left and everyone continued talking. As they talked a call came from Light's work phone. It was a synthetic voice.

"Hello is this the task force that works under L?" asked the voice.

"Yes, this is L," Light was getting a bad feeling.

"Hello, L2."

"What do you mean by L2?" everyone gasped.

"Dont play dumb, the real L died quite awhile ago."

"Who told you that?"

"That is confidentional , but I called to tell you that I am the leader of a group called the SPK formed by the FBI and we are willing to work with you to catch Kira."

'What the hell is this aura I'm feeling,' Light thought.

"Is that all you wanted to call about?" Light asked.

"No, it also seems to be that the Deputy Director of the ICPO has been ubducted."

"What by who?" Light yelled.

"I don't know his real name but the person I suspect is the leader of the ubduction goes by the name 'Mello,' and I am 100 percent sure that he is after the Death Note."

Light's eyes widened, just who the hell was this guy?

"How does the FBI know about the Death Note?" Light was now screaming.

"We have our sources, I just wanted to give you a heads up on Mello."

"Who are you?"

"You may call me N, well I have to go, I will call back later, goodbye L," the voice hung up.

'What the hell was that?,' he thought, 'The whole time I was talking to N I felt like it was L,' Light frowned, 'just who are you really, N.'

"What just happened?," Aizawa freaked out, but suddenly Chief Yagami's cell phone rang.

"Hello?" he picked up.

"The Deputy Director is dead, did you kill him? Where's Sayu?"

Everyones eyes widened. Light tried calling Sayu's phone, there was no answer. What was going on?

"KuKuKu, looks like theres going to be some more fun after so long, KuKu," Ryuk stood next to Light. He ignored Ryuk and talked to his father.

"Dad what was all of that about?"

"It was some kidnappers who took the Deputy Director, he killed himself, but now they have Sayu and they want me to go to Los Angeles to trade the Death Note for Sayu."

"What, are you serious?"

"Yes, I'm afraid."

"I'll be right back," Light took off to the bathroom. He splashed his face with water.

'Will I have to kill Sayu?' he thought, 'No, I have another plan.' Light returned to the rest of the task force and explained that they would trade the Death Note to Mello, but Aizawa and Matsuda would go to LA too, but on different flights. Ide would follow on the same flight as Soichiro. They would put this plan into action. Of course they would also need help from the SPK. Which meant help from N. Light didn't like him, he acted too much like L. Light hated this feeling inside of him. It confused him a lot. He was a genius, but even he did not understand it. Whatever this feeling was it made his chest hurt.

'I-is my heart aching?' Light thought, 'What is this? Do I...do I feel empty?' He put his hand to his chest, 'Why the fuck would I be feeling empty, its not because Sayu is kidnapped, then why?' he tightened his hand into a fist, 'I've felt like this ever since Ryuzaki died, but I never cared for him. This doesn't make any sense damn it.' He grasped his head with his left hand. He tried his best to ignore what was going on inside of him and focus on the plan, it was almost impossible. L's face, pale body,and voice were already imprinted into his skull. 'Why is this happening to me now?' he walked out the door of the restroom, ready to head out to LA to save his sister.

(Let down the bars, O Death!

The tired flocks come in

Whose bleating ceases to repeat,

Whose wandering is done.

Thine is the stillest night,

Thine the securest fold;

Too near thou art for seeking thee,

Too tender to be told.)