Warning: Yaoi/Shounen-ai if you don't like it then don't read
Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note if I did L would still be alive and Light would have sex with him everyday:)
Chapter 8- Final Last Words
(A word is dead when it is said, some say, I say it just begins to live that day.)
Light was sitting in his apartment and got a call from Near. The SPK wants to meet the task force in a old abanded warehouse. As soon as Light agreed to Near's meeting, he came up with the perfect plan. Something stupid Near would never suspect. He first needed to get rid of Mello. Light thought long and hard. 'I've got it,' he grinned evilly. He had just the right plan.
The next night Takada is kidnapped by Mello. Light had told her Mello's real name, Mihael Keehl. She called him and told him that she wrote downs Mello's name in the piece of Death Note he gave her. Now all she needed was for Light to come and find her. Light wrote in his Death Note: Suicide, Takada Kiyomi, at 3:32P.M. she splashes gasoline and burns down the room her kidnapper put her in along with her self, including what she wrote on. Light watched as the church burned as the task force drove up. All the task forces members were shocked. A few days later the day was here. The day to meet Near. The Task force walked into the abanded warehouse where they all saw a boy with white hair wearing a mask of L. Beside him was a woman and two men. 'Damn you Near,' Light thought, 'How dare you wear that mask of L's face.' Near explained that he was wearing the mask to see if anyone would die of a heart attack within thirty minutes. Matsuda screamed at him saying that he was crazy, but everyone else told him it was alright. They all stood silent of what seemed like an eternity. Thirty minutes had past, but it was still silent once more until Matsuda complained and everyone else on the task force did too. Near took off the mask and grinned at Light. The brunette just glared at the white haired boy.
"It would appear that we have a guest among us behind the door over there," Near pointed to the right. Everyone saw a red eye peeking through.
"Just pretend he isn't there," Near informed them, "He is Mikami Teru and he has a Death Note in his possession."
"What?" screamed Matsuda.
"Don't worry I have replaced some of the pages with fakes. He writes a full page of names once every other day, so I put those pages in where he would be writing on a fake one today."
Light tried not laugh. His mouth was twitching. Everyone waited for about two minutes until Near said, "Are you quite done writing our names? If you are then won't you join us?"
Mikami peeked through and stared at Light.
"Come in, it's okay," Light grinned. The shinigami eyed man did as his God told him. He looked at his watch.
"38 seconds," Mikami smirked. Everyone waited.
"10 seconds."
'This is it,' Light thought.
"9...8...7...6...5...4.."
"Well Near, looks like I've won," the brunette's grin grew. Near's eyes widened.
"2...1.." Nothing happened.
"What, we're not dead?" Everyone of the task force was surprised.
"Because I have the real Death Note right here," Near grabbed the real one out of his shirt. Near explained that he lied when he said that he replaced the real Death Note with fake pages. He explained how he had his agent Givanni investigate Mikami. Near looked in the Death Note and said that the only one who didn't have his name written down was Yagami Light, which means he is Kira. He asked Ryuk questions and he answered truthfully. Light went nuts and said what Near was saying was all a lie, but Aizawa said that saying, "I've won," seemed like a good enough confession, so he should just give up.
"Yagami Light, fess up, you are Kira," growled Near.
Light slowly began chuckling and then threw his head back in a maniacal laugh. When he was done he glared at everyone and said,
"That's right. I am Kira."
The task force members gasped. Light explained that they needed to understand that it was for the greater good. He said that this world was rotting and he was just getting rid of those who made it rot. He was creating a new world. He was a God.
"No, Yagami Light, you are nothing more than a murderer."
The brunette glared at Near.
"Yagami Light, no, Kira, you are here by under arrest."
Aizawa was about to hand-cuff Light, but he moved his hand quickly out of the way and panted. Light continued talking to distract them while he was getting his small piece of Death Note out of his watch and poked his finger with a small needle. He put it to his face to see and began writing Near's real name with blood, Nate River. He was one letter away when all of a sudden Matsuda shot him through his writing hand. The brunette screamed, Matsuda's hands were shaking as he cried.
"Why would you do something like this, Yagami-Kun? What did your Father die for?"
"Father?" Matsuda shot Light again, this time in the shoulder. Light fell on the ground and held his hands up trembling in fear as Matsuda had the gun up to his face while screaming. Everyone was about to stop Matsuda when Mikami started stabbing himself. Everyone ran towards him, including Matsuda. Light saw that the door was creaked open, so he forced his body up and made his escape. No one followed him. He held his shoulder with his good hand to stop the blood flow. 'I...I have to go to that place," he thought. He continued running while his whole life from when he got the Death Note to when L died all flashed before his eyes. Light made it to the building. It was where L had massaged his feet and where they last kissed before L's death. Light laid on the stairs while looking up, he saw the raven haired man's spirit staring at him with sad eyes.
"You're probably wondering why I'm here huh, L? well I wanted to apologize for all that I've done to you, by sacrificing my own life. You see these bullet wounds, Matsuda shot me believe it or not. I can't ask for your forgiveness, but I want you to know that I am deeply and truly in love with you, always and forever. Even in death. I just didn't realize my feelings until it was too late." Light explained that he pretended that he was winning against Near, but in actuality he knew that he would lose. He didn't want to go to jail, instead he wanted to come here and apologize to the raven haired ghost. He didn't think that it would be Matsuda to shoot him though. He knew exactly what the other out comes would be.
"I did it for you. You have to understand L that this world is full of angels and monsters. That's what our relationship was, you were a beautiful angel who loved me, but I was just a horrible monster that didn't give a fuck and used your feelings to manipulate you. Then when I finally had it all, you haunted my every dream, even when I was awake. If only I was never Kira than you wouldn't be dead and we would be together. Stupid Kira. I was so blinded by Kira's eye's that I didn't even realize my own feelings for you. I was never pretending to have feelings for you. I thought I was, but I was a fool to think that. I guess even geniuses can make mistakes. I did love you, L and I still do. I was such a monster back then. Hell, I am a monster still. Please forgive my sins as I lay here dying for you, L. I truly am deeply sorry. I can't go to heaven like you, but nor can I go to hell. When I die, there is nothing for me. Please in your after life, don't hate me. I am so very sorry. I love you, L Lawliet," he said through choked tears.
After Light said L's true name he gasped as he felt his heart stop. He saw L crouched in his weird position next to him, staring up into the sky while crying. He looked at Light straight in the eyes and kissed him on the cheek. He said something that Light couldn't hear, but read his lips. What L said was,
"I love you too, Yagami Light. You are forgiven."
Light smiled and closed his eyes. With those final last words his soul was gone and he was never to return.
(That I did always love, I bring thee proof: that till I loved I did not love enough. That I shall love alway, I offer thee that love is life, and life hath immortality. This, dost, thou doubt sweet? Then I have nothing to show but Cavalry.)
AN:Yay it's finally finished I hope you guys enjoyed it please leave me reviews and I'll see you next time in a new story^^
(All AN's in each chapter are from four years ago, this was written in 2007 when I was Fifteen and posting on )