Tears formed in my eyes as slammed the door to my room. I looked at the test on my desk and the tears fell from my eyes.
I have to raise it myself? my heart was broken. His words were plying tricks in my brain, making my eart ach.
"I've decided to take Tesha's offer." we were in the gym and I was happy, I was going to tell him we could be a proper family together. We wre able to have kids together. But he shattered that dream, when he said he was taking Tesha's offer. Lissa as tried getting me out of my room after hours of sitting here and crying. She knew about Dimitri and I, but I didn't answer the door. I wanted to. I wanted her to hold m and tell me he is a douchbag and I could do better, but I knew I couldn't. I got up of the floor by the door I had ended up and grabbed my duffle bag and packed some clothes make-up, tolietress and anything I else I needed but could fit into a duffle bag. I grabbed my wallet and went to my stash of money and put in all my bills of money and stock it in the front pocket. I had more then four thousened in my wallet and with the card I got, I'll with draw another few hundred for the ticket and be on my way. Before I left, I grabbed a pen and pulled out a note pad, and began writing to Lissa and my mom and dad. We have been getting close and my mom became my dad's guardian, and thy were both here at the academy. Tears feel from my eyes as I began to write. After I finished, I climbed out my window and over the wall of the school and out of the cabins, I got a cab to take me to the airport.
The airport was nosey and frustrating. I walked up to the ticket conter and looked at the woman who smiled down at me.
"Can I have a ticket to California?" the woman simled and but looked down at me and my little bag of items.
"Are you alright sweetheart?" she said as she handed me my ticket. I smiled and came up with a lie.
"Yea, I'm heading back to my dad after a vaction with my mom." I smiled but she hesitated.
"Where is your mom?" she asked looking onserned.
"My mom lives here in Montana, but my dad lives in califonia." the woman nodded an understanding.
"Well, sweetie. You better get going or you'll miss your flight." I thanked the woman and got on the plane and took my seat, by the window and sighed. I could feel Lissa's pain and saddness, and I had to fight to stay in my own body, but I couldn't fight it any longer, I got sucked into her head.
"Lissa, calm down and tell me what's wrong?" Christian was pleading with her. She was sitting on the floor of my room. She had gone to fourse me to come to dinner, but when she found my room empty, and the notes, she fell to the ground and cried. Christion, wondering what was taking Lissa so long, came up and saw Lissa, then he called, my parents, Alberta and Dimitri to come to my room, so that's whey they were all hear, but they didn't know why they were here, because Lissa was cradling my phone and notes and crying.
"S-she left-t me-e-e Chr-ist-ion." Lissa cried into his chest and I could feel a tear fall onmy own cheek. "She left me." she whispered again and it made my eart break.
"Lissa she's probley at the gym." she was shacking her head, but chrsition pulled out his phone and called my number, but it chimed in Lissa's hand.
"She didn't bring er phone christion." Christian's face grew sad and angry. She handed out the notes I had written and she read her letter again.
Dear Liss,
You know I love you, but I had to go. There was nothing for me there, only you. I don't want to go, but I have to and it breaks my heart. I promise to keep checking the bond every now and then to see if your alright, but other then that, wont be contacting anyone from my past life. You have so much to live for Liss, your going to be a great queen and everyone knows that, and I can't hold you back with my reputaion. Be strong Liss, your stronger then you think, I love you and always will. I'll never forget you.
Love, Rosie xxx.
Lissa read the note out load and then chrsition read his.
Pyro,
Don't you dear let Lissa breakdown over me leaving or I'll ot be to happy, I'll kill you from afar, and I know a lot of people who would be happy to do as I say. I know we fight, but I really do love you ( in a brother way) so please take care of everyone.
Rose!
My mom and dad looked broken as they read their letter, but my mom was broken down so my dad read his.
Momma&Baba,
I know I dotn know you long, Baba, but I do love you and I love you too Momma. There's n point looking for me, you wont find me. No matter how hard you try. I love you both.
Alberta was next.
Alberta,
You were always like a second mother to me, and you know me more then anyone, apart from Liss. I know you know, that if I don't want to be found, I wont. So don't bother. I wont be coming back, make sure Lissa becomes a rockin Queen.
Dimitri looked pained at his letter but read it out anyway.
Comrade… Dimitri
You have fun being Tesha's Guardian.
Rose.
Lissa broke down, and everyone looked pain. I pulled out before they all started crying.
"….your seatbelts, ladies and gents. We'll be ariving in califorina soon."
I did as instructed and when the plane landed I was off the plane and socking in the morning sun. I had to walk past families and friends being reunited, and my heart stung. I called over a cab, and asked to go to a hotel, after I went to a phone shop and bought another cell. I paid for a room and sank on the bed. I looked down at my still flat stomach and smiled.
It's going to be the best, most special thing that walked this earth. It will never put anyone first, other then itself. I called the number I found before I left and called ghe guy that gives promised marks to people that proved themselves, and all I had to do was say my name and he was right over, giving my promised mark.
I looked into the mirror and there wasn't a teenaged girl looking back at me. It was a new found woman. Mother to be.