When Dean got to the hospital no one would tell him anything about his wife. Cynthia was in surgery and that was all he knew at this moment. He didn't know how bad she was hurt or even if she was going to make it. He thought about the baby and worried even more. There was a chance he could lose them both tonight. This was all his fault. He should have been there for her more over the years. He should have never let Emma get to him the way she did. He couldn't have told Cynthia the truth about Emma blackmailing him but it wouldn't change what he did. He caved and gave Emma what she wanted. If none of this ever happened Cynthia would have told him she was pregnant that day and they would have still be celebrating while picking out names and everything you do when you find out you were going to have a baby. His mind was filled with what ifs and maybes.

He ran his shaky hands though his hairs and looked up at the clock. He had only been there ten minutes but it felt like a life time. He didn't know what their future held right now.

Hannah and Sam ran into the hospital and saw Dean sitting in the waiting room and for the first time ever they looked at him and saw a broken man but that didn't matter. All Hannah wanted to know is if her sister was alive. She ran up to Dean and stopped, "Where is she? Where's my sister?" She asked.

Dean got up from the chair and looked at Hannah, "In surgery. They won't tell me anything."

"What happened?" Hannah asked trying her best to keep it together.

"The cops said she was driving and a truck ran a red light and crashed into her. The driver ran. No word on who it was." Dean said.

Hannah covered her mouth and turned to Sam who wrapped his arms around her, "Don't worry. She's going to be ok. Cynthia is strong." he said.

John and Mary walk into the hospital and saw the rest of their family and approached then, "Dean how is she, son?" John asked.

"Don't know." Dean said.

Hannah pulled away from Sam and wiped her eyes, "I know who did this. No question about it."

"Who Hannah? Who would do this to her?" Mary asked.

Hannah turned her attention to Dean, "There is only one person who wants to get to Cynthia and that Emma. Right Dean?"

Dean frowned, "Not now Hannah." He said. "I dont need this."

"You know it's the truth." Hannah said.

"You don't think I thought about that?" Dean said in a loud tone.

"Ok everyone calm down." Mary said, "Who is Emma?"

"Dean's girlfriend." Hannah said.

"She's not my girlfriend. How about you mind you own damn business for once." Dean said.

"Ok that's enough!" John stepped in, "Now I don't know what all of this is about but right now is not the time. Right now we should be thinking of Cynthia."

"Dads right." Sam said.

"Fine. But I'm going to get to the bottom of this." Hannah said and walked away to see if someone would tell her something on her sister."

"I'm just going to go make sure she's ok." Sam said and followed his wife. He was sure his parent may want to talk to Dean alone.

Once Sam and Hannah were gone John looked over at Dean and crossed his arms, "Why does Hannah assume it was Emma?"

"Not now Dad. My wife is back there and I don't know if she is alive or dead right now." Dean said and sat back down.

"Who is Emma?" Mary asked.

"Dean's secretary." John said.

"Ex. I fired her last week." Dean said. "She's nothing but a mistake."

When Dean said that John closed his eyes and sighed. He knew that girl was going to be trouble and the more he thought about it the more he knew what was going on but Dean was right. Now was not the place to talk about this.

"Cynthia Winchester." The doctor in scrubs called out.

Dean jumped up from the chair and everyone walked over to the doctor, "I'm her husband." Dean said. "How is she?"

"Sir can we talk in private?" the doctor asked and pulled Dean to the side, "You're wife is stable. She's banged up pretty bad but we were able to stop the bleeding and she should be fine."

"What-What about the baby?" Dean asked.

The doctor looked at him and knew this was the hardest part of the job, "We couldn't save the baby. I'm sorry. Cynthia has a rare condition and chances are she was losing the baby before the accident. I'm so sorry."

Dean felt the blood drain from his face. Sam saw this and walked over to help Dean keep his balance, "Breath Dean." Sam said and helped his brother.

Dean grabbed hold of Sam and looked back at the doctor, "Can I see her?"

"Yes. Come with me." The doctor said and Dean followed him into the back.

Dean walked into Cynthia room and saw her lying on the bed. Her arm was in a cast and her face was all scratched up. His heart broke for her and once again he was going to have to break her heart but tell her she lost the baby. Just when things calmed down this happens.

He walked over and took a seat next to the bed and took her hand in his, "Hey. Can you hear me?" he asked and he got nothing, "I figured but doc says you're going to be just fine sweetheart." He said and stroked the top of her hand with his, "You want to know what I was thinking about while I was in the waiting room? They day we got married of all things but mainly that morning. I don't even know if you think about it but I do more than you know…

It was eight in the morning and Cynthia was lying in the tub surrounded by bubbles. She was getting married in 10 hours and she just needed to relax. She took a deep breath and leaned her head back and turned on her ipod. She was a little nervous because everything was happening so fast but her heart told her it was the right thing.

Dean climbed up the side of the house and pushed open the window and climbed inside. He dusted himself off and smiled when he heard humming coming from the bathroom. He made his way through the bedroom and pushed opened the bathroom door and saw Cynthia laying there in the tub surrounded by bubble. She didn't even know he was there.

He slowly made his way over to her and tapped her on the shoulder. Cynthia opened her eyes and jumped and looked and saw Dean smiling down at her. She removed her ipod and sighed, "Dean you scared the shit out of me. What are you doing here? You know you aren't supposed to see me until the wedding."

"I know but I had to make sure you didn't skip town last night." He said and sat on the edge of the tub.

"If anyone is going to run its going to be you." She said.

Dean leaned down and ran his finger through her hair, "Never. I love you and in a few hours you're going to be mine and mine forever." He smiled.

"Is that so? Well I don't know if I like the thought of being owned." She smiled.

"Oh you love it that I own you baby." He said, "After today it will be just you and me forever."

"You promise?" she asked.

"I promise and I always keep my promises."

"Good to know."

Dean licked his lips as his eyes scanned her body, "Well since I'm here why don't you hop out of that tub and let me own you right now." He said.

"I don't think so... but tempting. You just make sure you show up to the church. I'll be the one in the white dress that is going to knock your socks off."

"What if I'm not there?" he asked.

"Then you are going to miss one hell of a honeymoon." She said and leaned up and kissed him, "Now get out of here." She said.

Dean smiled at her once more before walking out of the room. Today was the start of their new life together and he had never been happier.

Tear fell down his face. He told her he always kept his promises and he broke the most important one of all. He gave into another just to save himself. He didn't trust his marriage enough to say no to Emma.

Cynthia's eyes began to flutter open and Dean leaned over her, "Baby? Baby can you hear me?" he said as he stroked her face, "Come on baby."

Cynthia opened her eyes and looked over at him, "D-Dean."

Dean smiled, "Yeah Its me." He said and kissed her scraped hand, "Thanks God."

"W-What happened?"

"You were in an accident baby." He said and ran his fingers through her hair, "But you're going to be just fine now."

Cynthia's eyes widened and she touched her stomach, "T-The baby?"

Dean looked into her eyes and he knew he should tell the truth but he couldn't…..not now, "Everything is fine. Just rest. I'm going to go get the doctor." He said and got up from the chair.

Dean walked out of the room and closed Cynthia's door. Tears fell from his eyes. How was he going to tell her their baby was gone? She would never forgive him for this. Once mistake has ruined everything for them and he knew it. All of this was because of him.

*So what really went on that day with Emma in the office? Is there more to it? Did Emma hit Cynthia? Also how will Cynthia feel when she hears the news. I know I suck for doing this but I have a major plan so trust me. Lots of angst and happiness too :) Please review!