Broken
Chapter 4:
Leaving
Edward froze as he heard those five little words come out of his wife's mouth. She was done! Edward knew this day would come, he just didn't expect it to be so soon. What puzzled Edward was why? Why was she doing this? Did she fall out of love?
"Bella…What are you saying?" Edward got through his clenched teeth as he held in the tears. Wait, tears? Edward Cullen doesn't cry.
"I'm saying that I. can't. Do. This. Anymore! God Edward! You're so clueless! Do you know how much it hurts to know my husband loves somebody, other than me, and his son! Huh Edward?" Bella shouted, and Edward swallowed his spit hard.
"Bella…honey, please calm down, I think you're over reacting." Edward said calmly as he grabbed Bella's wrists gently. Bella clenched her teeth hard. She just lost it.
"Over reacting? OVER REACTING? I'm not over reacting Edward. You have no idea how much it hurts waking up every morning just to see that your already gone, and off to see your…whore. NO FUCKING IDEA! Bella gritted as she pulled her wrists out of Edward's grasp roughly. . Edward's heart stung at those words, and the tears started to become harder to hold in.
"Anthony misses you. He talks about how your never around, and he wants it to go back to how it use to be. Where you rushed home from work every night just to eat dinner we us. Where you read him a bedtime story every night before he went to bed. Where you…k-k-ki-issed me every morning, and told me h-how b-b-beautiful I was." She whispered as tears streamed down her face.
Edward tried holding her, making her relax, but she pulled away.
"Don't! Just don't Edward."
"B-Bella…" Edward whispered as a tear slipped. He quickly wiped it away before Bella saw. He didn't want her to see him cry. But she did.
"I don't get why you're crying. I mean…you got what you wanted. Right? A blonde bimbo to satisfy your every need, and flaunt her fake boobs everyday." She trailed on, and Edward shook his head.
"No, Bella." He started, but was cut off.
"Is that why Edward? Why you did what you did…cheat on me. Is it because my boobs aren't big enough, or that I don't have time to give you head every second of everyday because I'm too busy taking care of our child, while your busy with some bitch?" Bella shouted, and Edward's heart clenched when she said "our." Preferring that Anthony was still his.
"Bella…that's nothing at all I wanted." Edward whispered, as she tried holding Bella against his chest. He was surprised that she didn't pull away.
"Then why Edward? If you didn't want to be with her, then why cheat? I don't understand what went wrong! I thought I was the perfect wife…the perfect mom…. but I guess I was wrong." Bella said sadly, and Edward sniffled.
"Trust me, you were…you are. Bella, I love you with all my heart. Trust me when I say that." Edward whispered.
"Then why cheat?" Bella whispered as she sobbed into his chest. She clenched his shirt with her hands.
"I wasn't thinking, I guess." He whispered, and Bella pushed him away roughly, causing him to almost trip, and fall down. He quickly caught himself before he fell.
"Wasn't thinking? Are you fucking kidding me right now? What do you mean you weren't thinking Edward?" Bella asked. Edward shrugged.
"So you're telling me while she gave you head, that nothing went through your mind? When you bent her over my bed, and fucked her until she couldn't walk, you weren't thinking of anything. At all? In this whole world? So, you weren't thinking about me? Your wife?" Bella asked painfully, and Edward just stood there. Emotionless like a zombie. Bella's hands balled him to fist as she spun on her heel and punch the wall. Leaving a hole.
Edward's jaw dropped, and his eyes widened.
Bella then grabbed her suitcase she had packed, and picked it up roughly. She looked at Edward, and grabbed her wedding ring of the table. She walked up to Edward, and set it into his palm gently.
"Here…give it to Lauren. I know she'll like it." Bella said painfully as she tried making her escape. But Edward grabbed her wrist.
"Bella…please don't do this." He begged, and Bella sighed sadly.
" I didn't…you did." She whispered painfully before turning around, and walking out of Edward's life.
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