Broken

Chapter 7:

Talks

I slowly began dancing with Alice and Rose, trying my best not to look at Edward. I'll admit, I peeked a little bit, and each time my heart hurt a little more. Every time I looked over there I saw that Lauren was flirting with Edward, and he was letting her. Maybe I am just a second choice? I mean, look at me! I'm plain. Plain brown hair, plain brown eyes, boring pale skin, and my boobs aren't that big. Not as big as Lauren's anyways.

I shook off the thought and began grinding against the air along with my friends. Alice and Rose sometimes shouted out random things like, "yeah," or "Woo!" I normally would along with them, but I wasn't in the mood. Edward killed my mood. I came here to forget him! I didn't expect for him to show up for Pete's sake!

"Bella! What's wrong? You're acting like a zombie!" Rose shouted over the music, and I shrugged.

"Edward's here!" I shouted, and her eyes widened. She looked pissed.

"He's HERE? Where? Imma kill that son of a bitch!" she gritted through her teeth, and I shook my head.

"No it's fine. Besides, he's busy." I told her pointed towards them with my thumb. Rose looked and her jaw dropped. She's pissed. Really pissed.

"Why that little…" she trailed off walking towards them. I panicked and grabbed her arm, just to be dragged along with her. Fuck, she's strong!

As we approached, Edward was too busy staring at Lauren's boobs. Stupid more. A more is something Rose came up with, a combination of man, and whore. More.

"Excuse me!" rose screeched, and Edward snapped out his gaze. His eyes widened when he saw Rose and shock covered his features. I felt a hand on my arm, and I saw that it was Alice.

"What's going on?" she asked in a whispered, and I bit my lip.

"That's Edward. My husband." I replied, and she looked angry.

"The one that cheated on you?" she hissed, and I nodded. She then pushed me out of the way and stood beside Rose.

"May we help you?" Lauren asked in an annoying voice that made my skin crawl.

"You can't, but you can!" Rose said angrily over the music pointing at Edward. He gulped, but slowly nodded.

"What with?" he said slowly, and rose flung her arms in the air.

"You know what with! You can help me with how you cheated on my best friend! How you broke not only hers, but the heart of an adorable, five year old little boy that's sleeping on my living room couch instead of warm inside his bed!" Rose snapped, and Edward flinched. He looked pained.

"I didn't mean for any of this to happen. Maybe if Bella hadn't overreacted…" he trailed but Rose cut him off.

"OVERREACTED? If I was Bella I would have burned the house down with you hand cuffed to the bed, but no. I'm not Bella, obviously, but you wanna know why Bella didn't burn you to hell like she should?" Rose said evilly.

"N-no." Edward stuttered, obviously scared.

"Because she loves you, you jackass! If she hadn't loved you, she'd wouldn't have married, and trusted you with her heart but she did! If she hadn't loved you, she wouldn't have given you her virginity, and have a beautiful little boy named Anthony! Bella has always loved the name Bradley, but she wanted to name Anthony because it was your middle name, and you go and do this shit to her?" rose screamed, and Edward stared at her for a second before replying.

"I'm sorry Rose." He whispered.

"Oh, no! Don't apologize to me, apologize to Bella!" rose demanded, pulling me towards him. He stared at me.

"Bella…I'm sorry." He apologized.

"Eddie, why would you marry her? She's so plain, and ugly." She said, and it hurt a little bit.

I was about to replied when I saw a fist, and heard a scream then a thud. Holy shit! Alice just punched Lauren.

"Talk shit, get hit bitch!" Alice screamed before spitting on Lauren's sluty pink dress. I stared in shock before cracking a smile.

"Holy shit that was awesome!" Rose shouted as she gave Alice a high five. Edward just stared at Lauren in shock.

"What's the matter Eddie? Scared?" I asked in a little girl voice, and he looked at me.

"Bella, can we talk?" he asked sincerely.

"What do you think we're doing?" I shouted angrily.

"No, not here. I meant in private." He asked, and I shook my head.

"Maybe some day, but not tonight! This is my first girl's night out in months, and your not going to ruin it anymore." I told him before asking the bartender for six shots.

"Bella, you know what tequila does to you. You'll be hammered." Edward said concerned, and I laughed.

"Since when do you care about me?" I asked rudely.

"I always have. Don't forget that," he whispered. I snorted.

"Huh, you have a funny way of showing it." I told him as the shots arrived. I gave two to Rose, and Alice. I quickly downed my two shots. It felt nice.

"Woo!" I shouted loudly, raising my hands up in the air and running into the crowd of dancing people.

I then began dancing to the beat, shouting and screaming. I then felt two strong hands on my hips. I smiled as I grinded against them along with the music. I heard them moan. I finally turned around to look at their face. The man was quite handsome. He had short brown hair, and charming brown eyes. I smiled at him before licking his throat slowly. He wrapped his arms around me tightly as I grinded against him some more.

I then kissed the spot I licked and moaned again. I pulled his head down towards mine and whispered something in his ear.

"Hey cutie, I'm Bella." I whispered flirtatiously. He chuckled.

"I'm Reilly, and might I say you look beautiful toward Bella." he whispered, kissing my shoulder. I moaned as his voice. It was husky, and hot!

He pulled his head away and I stared into his eyes as we danced. I soon found myself leaning towards him. His lips looks so soft, and warm.

I soon felt his warm lips on mine. They were warm, and soft. I moaned as I gripped his hair tightly, pulling his mouth closer to mine. He was a good kisser, but there was no spark. Oh fuck spark, I just want to get laid. Sometime Edward has done to you for over a year because he has a different fuck buddy.

Eventually, we were full on making out in the middle of the dance floor when suddenly Reilly was pulled away from me.

"I'm going to teach you not to kiss another man's wife!" Edward shouted, gripping Reilly's collar. Reilly looked scared as Edward flung his hand back and punched him in the face hard to where he fell on the floor with a thud. I screamed.

"Stop!" I shouted as Edward got on top of Reilly and was punching it over, and over again. Tears were streaming down my face now.

"You think you can get away with kissing my wife?" Edward shouted, grabbed his neck and holding him up. Reilly was bleeding pretty badly and was also crying. I could tell Edward was pissed because his face was red, and the vein in his forehead was popping out.

"S-S-Stop." Reilly muttered, and I shouted, grabbing Edward's arm.

"Edward! Please STOP!" I said screaming. The whole club was watching now.

"Why? He deserves it!" he shouted, throwing another punch. I then was pushed out of the way and watched as Edward was pulled off of Reilly by what seemed to be one of the bouncers.

"Starting a fight in my club? I don't think so, your out buddy." He told him as he dragged him away. I watched as Edward looked at me angrily. I continued to cry. I deserve this.

"Reilly, I'm sorry." I whispered before kissing his cheek, and chasing after the bouncer, and Edward. I watched as the bouncer roughly pushed Edward out of the club.

"Yeah, fuck you too!" Edward shouted, walking down the street slowly. I quickly ran up to him and got in front of him.

"What was that Edward? Huh?" I shouted, and he clenched his fists.

"I'm sorry if I don't want another man touching my Bella." he said angrily, and I frowned.

"Your Bella? I'm not anybody's Bella! I'm my own Bella Edward, and what the hell? You probably broke his nose!" I shouted, and shook his head.

"He deserved it! He was kissing you, my wife." He said roughly, and I was now breathing heavily.

"Well how was he supposed to know I was "your" wife?" I asked rudely, and raised his hands up in the arm.

"Maybe look at your ring finger," he said slowly as he looked at my naked ring finger. He grabbed my hand roughly, looking at my ring finger.

"Where the hell is it?" he said angrily, throwing my down. I sighed.

"Right here." I told him, pulling the chain out from under my dress that held my wedding ring. Edward grabbed the ring, and slowly examined it before ripping it off my neck. I flinched.

I watched as Edward threw the chain to the ground and roughly put my wedding ring back on my ring finger.

"There! Keep it there!" he yelled at me, and pushed him away from me.

"No Edward! I do not want to keep it there. It reminds me of what you did to me every time I look at it!" I shouted at him while I took my ring off and threw it in his face. Edward flinched and picked it up from the ground.

"You're still my wife Isabella." He gritted.

He was right. I am still his wife.

"Then… I want a divorce." I told him, and his face went pale.

"What? No, no, no! Bella, please, I'm sorry! Just…put the ring back on and we'll talk. I'll bring you home and we'll talk." He begged while pulling me into his arms. I shook my head.

"Edward…I…I hurt all over, everyday. I looked at Anthony, and think about how much he reminds me of you and my heartbreaks. That's sad. Its sad that I have trouble looking at my own son because he reminds me of you so much." I whispered, as I felt something wet fall on my face. Is it raining?

I looked up and found out my answer. It wasn't raining, Edward was crying.

"Bella, you have no idea how sorry I am. I understand that I am an asshole, and don't deserve your forgiveness but I was hoping that we can work together to get through this." He whispered, and I began crying.

" I really want to, too Edward, but it's hard. I was so close, so close into forgiving you tonight but then I saw you with the whore!" I shouted, and he rested his chin on my head.

"I know Bella, and I apologize, but you have to understand Bella…I didn't come here with Lauren tonight." He whispered, and my eyebrows furrowed.

"You didn't?" I whispered, and he chuckled.

"No silly girl. She just showed up out of nowhere, but Bella you have to know that…Lauren was never a girl for me to date or marry even. I used her, and that was wrong. I hurt not only you, but my son and it kills me everyday to know that," he whispered, and I sobbed into his shirt.

"Why? Why did you use her? Why did you hurt us like this?" I asked referring to my son and I.

"If I tell you, you'll get angry or find it stupid and selfish."

"Just please…tell me." I begged, and he sighed. We finally pulled away and I stared into his emerald eyes.

"Bella…I felt that you were becoming distant. I tried having sex, or making love to you on many occasions, but you were rather too tired or didn't feel like it and it hurt me a little bit. I felt like my wife thought I was discussing. The woman I loved with all my heart thought I was gross, and that hurt. Finally I went into work one day to stitch up a little boy's head up. He had cut it open doing tricks on his bike, but that doesn't matter right now. Anyways, Lauren just so happened to be his aunt. Ironic, I know, but she was. She then began flirting with me, and running her hand up my arm. I tried my best staying strong Bella; I really did…but her flirting with me made me feel so good about myself. Finally she left, but a few hours later she came back claiming she left her purse in my office." Edward started, and my eyes were tearing up.

"I let her in to look for it. I was doing some paper work when she wrapped her arms around my neck and began kissing me on my cheek. Before you know it I was…I was..." he trailed off like he had trouble saying.

"You…fucked her?" I asked, and he hung his head in shame. I sniffled, letting the tears fall.

"I'm so sorry Bella," he whispered. I swallowed my spit, and nodded.

"I know…but sometimes sorry isn't good enough." I told him and he looked at me. He then grabbed my face, and wiped my tears away with his thumb.

"Please don't cry Bella. You know it kills me when you cry." He whispered, and I nodded slowly. I tried my best not to cry but a few tears escaped.

"I know sorry isn't good enough Bella, but please believe me when I say that I love you." he begged, and I slowly as I hiccupped.

"I know you do Edward…and I love you too, but I just need time. I need time to clear my head." I told him, and he nodded.

"Did you tell Anthony? About what happened?" he asked painfully, and shook my head.

"No. He's too young. I think it's best if we don't." I told Edward and he nodded in agreement.

"I don't think we should either…but what did you tell him?" he asked slowly.

"I told him that…you were in New York for work." I whispered, and he looked hurt.

"Oh." he whispered, and looked at his feet. I looked at his face, but then stared at his lips. They looked so…kissable. Then I don't know what came over me but I grabbed his face, and crushed his lips to mine. He was frozen for a second but he eventually gave in and was kissing me back with so much passion. I moaned in his mouth as I felt his tongue trace my bottom lips. I felt a spark as I gave him permission for access. He gladly slipped his tongue in and massaged my with his. I gripped his hair tightly and he moaned. God I love that sound.

He finally pulled away gasping for air. I looked at him for a second before I hugged him, resting my head on his shoulder. I felt him sighed.

"I missed you." I whispered, and he hugged me back tightly.

"I missed you too. You don't know how much I missed you," he whispered before giving me a tight squeeze.

We stood like that for a few minutes before he said something with so emotion, and pain that it broke my heart.

"Please come home."

Aw! Edward is such a jerk, but I still can't help but feel bad for him. Sure, he put this on himself but I feel for him. People fall into pre pressure. Anyways, review?

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BTW for all of you who love Alice&Jasper, Rose&Emmett, sooner of later they're going to get together but just be patient. :) Alice is going to meet Jasper in the next 2-3 chapters, and Rose is going to FINALLY meet Emmett within 5 chapters, maybe less. ;D

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BTW, it said that Bella gave Edward her ring, but i forgot to write it in that he gave it back to her, sorry, i'll fix it later. :)