Author's note:
Sorry it took longer than usual to get this out. My best friend recently came back from vacation – so basically I've been fucked up every night. Some of this was written whilst an IV was in my hand, so respect the devotion, 'cuz I totally fucked up the drip and my hand swelled up all big. Anyway, it's kinda short, but enjoy.
Weeks had past, Bella still had not seen Dr. Cullen nor had she gotten any information on her impending release from the facility. She was getting frustrated, agonized by the thought that she would be there forever. Stuck in a broken facility with a pack of crazies. She stopped going to lunch with her roommates, began ignoring Rosalie, shattering much of their growing relationship. Rosalie began sitting with Tanya during group events, smiling and touching her intimately. Bella would see this and feel a stab of pain, an urge to escape. And so she would trade Alice for her adderall every morning, and would save them in a plastic baggy under her dresser.
Finally though, one night Rosalie stayed back from dinner, walking up to Bella in their room and closing the door enough so their motions were hidden and the nurses wouldn't hear their voices. "Why are you acting so mopey all the time?" Rosalie snarled, walking over to where Bella was laying down.
"Go away Rose," Bella whimpered. She didn't want to talk to Rosalie. She didn't want Rosalie to hurt her. It would be her breaking point. She pulled her pillow up and put it over her head, in an attempt to cover her ears. "Please."
"Bella," Rosalie sighed. "Do you like me? Do you want to be with me?"
The brunette's eyes widened. What? Of course she wanted to be with Rosalie. She'd wanted her since the day they'd met, when she was so mystically transfixed by her beauty, and dazzled by her power and confidence. These feelings only grew the more time they spent together and the more she learned about Rosalie. Things would get somewhat rocky, Bella would dig too deep into the blonde's mind, causing her to snap and push Bella away for a while, but they always came back and began to talk again. But that was all they did. Talk and flirt. And they never brought up the feelings they knew were there between them. But then, the more depressed Bella got, the further Rosalie drifted away. And the more Bella missed and wanted the blonde. Bella felt trapped, like she was stuck in some giant metal cage. Rosalie would be there with the key.
"Bella?" Rosalie repeated.
"Um," Bella started. "Well, yeah. I do want to be with you."
"You don't act like you do," Rosalie pointed out, moving to sit on the side of Bella's bed, her ass resting close to Bella's abdomen. "You want to leave me, you're upset because you're stuck here with me. I like you Bella, I feel like this could be something good. But you won't come see me, you won't talk to me, and when I flirt with the other girls, you won't even fight for me."
"You should be fighting for me," Bella huffed. "All the shit you're putting me through. You hurt me Rose. I know you can't help it, but you do. And I know you can't feel bad about it, but I wish you could."
"I like you, and I'm losing you. That's how I feel bad." Rosalie leaned down, pulling the pillow away from Bella's head.
Bella groaned. "You're a pain Rose," she grumbled, leaning up and sitting cross-legged facing the blonde. "Yes, I like you and I want to be with you. You're not losing me I'm losing you."
"Well, I'll make sure to stick close by you from now on," Rosalie purred, leaning closer to Bella until their lips brushed ever so slightly. Bella was about to return the kiss in an attempt to deepen it, and maybe get a little heavy-petting going on.
Her plan was cut short when Esme poked her head into the room, causing the two girls to break apart. "Checks!" she called, just missing the girls break apart. "Girls, the dinner tray will be up soon. You'll have to eat in the hall."
Rosalie groaned as the nurse walked away. "I'm not going to lie, I was really hoping to get a little further than that."
Bella grinned, laughing in agreement. "Wanted to grab a boob or two?" she asked flirtatiously, moving closer to the blonde until she was leaning against her.
Rosalie wrapped an arm around Bella who was now cuddling up against her. "I told you Bella, I like grabbing asses when I make out with someone," she purred, resting her chin on the other girl's head and rubbing her back gently. "I don't like cuddling," Rosalie murmured, pressing a kiss to the top of the brunette's head. Bella attempted to get away, not wanting to make Rosalie feel uncomfortable. "But I like it with you," she finished, pulling Bella closer.
Bella grinned. "We have like ten minutes before they come check on us again…" she hinted, trailing off.
"They'll get us when the food gets here," Rosalie replied, sounding disappointed. "I don't want to get caught and have to have one of us move out…"
"Ugh, they'd put one of us with Tanya and Victoria," the brunette whined, tracing invisible patterns above the other girl's knee. "I'd die if you got moved to their room…"
"I wouldn't do anything if I was," Rosalie assured her. "You're all I want."
Bella snorted. "What if I'm really bad in bed?" she asked jokingly, though feeling somewhat shy about the question's topic.
"Then I'll help you practice until you're really good…" Rosalie hinted suggestively, smirking when Bella had fully absorbed her words and began to blush furiously. "You're cute when you blush, Bella," Rosalie praised the smaller girl.
"You're sexy, when you like… Always," Bella fumbled out, sounding quite slow. "I mean - " Rosalie laughed, pressing her perfect, full lips against Bella's. The kiss was sweet and innocent, but it held so much emotion Bella couldn't help smile against the blonde's lips. "Sorry, you're just so unreal, it's kind of hard to be coherent around you," she whispered as they broke apart.
Rosalie grinned, flattered by the brunette's sweet words. "It's a good thing I only like you for your body," she joked mischievously, causing Bella to pout at her playfully. "Sorry, did I forget your magnificent personality?" The brunette nodded, and leaned in for another kiss, but Rosalie pulled away. "Dinner," she reminded the other girl.
Bella let out a frustrated sigh as Rosalie stood and held her hand out, helping her stand as well. "I'm not hungry," she complained.
"Share a salad with me," Rosalie commanded. "You're still on suck up duty," she reminded the brunette. "And I want you to eat something."
"Rose, you told me you didn't even remember what I said," Bella disagreed. "I'm relieved of suck up duty unless…" she trailed off, blushing, unsure if she went too far with her flirtations.
"Come on babe," Rosalie purred, grabbing Bella's hand. "I'll pretend I'm treating you to dinner and feed you. Then we can go smoke a cigarette." Bella smiled and laughed, finally conceding to the blonde's corny requests and followed Rosalie to the rack of chicken nuggets and cheap, browning salads. "Well, order anything you want, I'm paying," Rosalie joked cheesily.
Bella rolled her eyes, nudging the blonde softly. "You're being so silly," she giggled. "It's cute, I like it." Rosalie smirked, grabbing a salad for herself as Bella took a plate of the chicken nuggets, poking at them suspiciously. "I'm afraid to eat this," the brunette whined, leaning against the wall with her plate in her lap.
"I wish I could actually take you somewhere on a real date," Rosalie sighed, looking around to be sure no one was paying attention, before sliding down next to Bella. "I wish things were perfect for you," she whispered so sweetly and genuinely that it left Bella speechless.
Rosalie smirked mischievously, grabbing Bella's nuggets from her. "Hey!" she protested with a laugh as Rosalie began trying to feed her, shoving the crusty piece of chicken against her lips.
"Open your mouth and take my meat..." Rosalie commanded, laughing as the blonde blushed furiously.
"Who ever thought someone so beautiful and cold would be such a pervert..." Bella teased, taking a bite of her food to humor the blonde. Rosalie looked slightly offended, so Bella leaned into her, kissing her cheek while the nurses weren't paying attention. "Don't worry," she murmured. "I like it."
Rosalie smiled a small, unsure smile, leaning against Bella. "You smell like stale pot..." she giggled, sniffing the sleeve of her t-shirt.
The brunette blushed, moving away slightly. "Don't sniff me!" she squeaked embarrassedly, causing Rosalie to grin widely. "My dad threw a bunch of clothes into a bag... He probably picked it up off the floor."
"It makes me think of the future..." the blonde mused. "When I get out of here. My house will smell like that."
"Your parents let you smoke?" Bella asked the blonde incredulously.
Rosalie shook her head. "My mom killed herself, my dad is in jail. I lived with my sister... Well, she left, but the government and this place thinks I live with my sister..." she seemed uncomfortable about talking about her family, but Bella felt it was necessary to ask questions, needing to learn about the girl she was falling for.
"I'm sorry about your mom," Bella whispered.
"I'm not," Rosalie growled coldly. "She was a despicable human being." She stood up. "You wanna go out and smoke a cigarette?" she asked, changing the subject. Bella nodded, standing to follow the blonde. "Then we can go to our room and figure out something fun to do..." the taller girl purred suggestively, turning to gaze at Bella with hungry eyes.
"Do tell, what activities are there to choose from?" Bella teased, catching up to the blonde, walking close to her so that the brunette's shoulder, being significantly shorter than the other girl, brushed against Rosalie's upper arm.
"Oh you know," Rosalie said casually, approaching one of the orderlies, a tall man with a mess of shaggy blonde hair. "I was thinking of playing a board game or something. You wanna play with me?"
Bella blinked in confusion before realizing the blonde was joking. "I think you should think of something else you want to do," she whined.
"I want to smoke a cigarette." Rosalie stated, turning to the orderly. He shrugged, walking over to a locked chest by the door, unlocking it and pulling out a black BIC lighter. He unlocked the door for the girls, lighting their cigarette before they were even inside. They walked outside but he didn't follow, instead leaning against the door looking rather tired with his eyes closed.
Rosalie grinned, taking a drag. "Someone is tired," she commented, blowing a puff of smoke in the guy's direction.
He glanced at her sleepily, not even batting an eye at the blonde's mocking behavior. "Look, this is the closest thing I have to a break, can I bum one?" he asked, surprising Bella.
"Sure thing, Jazz. Just smoke it quick and then stay out," she demanded, grinning at Bella's confusion. "Don't worry babe," she purred, wrapping her arms around the other girl from behind. "He won't tell anyone... Or watch..." She sent a glare to 'Jazz.'
"Watch?" Bella breathed. "I don't want to... Out here..."
Rosalie laughed. "Don't worry, I'm not going to fuck you here in front of him. It's just nice to be kind of alone together without having to worry about someone seeing." She puffed her cig before handing it to the brunette.
"You're fucking sexy when you smoke," Bella commented, breathing out a stream of smoke, turning her head to rake her eyes across the blonde's upper half, stopping at her full breasts. "Well, especially sexy."
"How subtle," Rosalie purred, referring to the brunette's wandering eyes. Bella blushed, turning around. "I didn't say I minded it," the blonde purred, placing light kisses on the other girl's shoulder.
"Who says I didn't want you to notice?" Bella retorted boldly, though Rosalie could see the blush covering her cheeks.
"My shy Bella is being so bad," Rosalie whispered against her neck as her hands began to wander under the brunette's shirt.
"Wait!" Bella protested, squirming under Rosalie's warm touch. "Not here."
"Relax babe," Rosalie murmured, moving her fingers up to trace the undersides of Bella's breasts. "He's not paying any attention." The brunette looked over at Rosalie's friend, noticing he now had earbuds in and his chest rose and fell evenly. He was asleep.
Bella turned around, and Rosalie brought her hands down around her girl's waist, pulling the brunette's body flush against her own. She pressed her lips forcefully against Bella's as the brunette cupped her cheek, returning the kiss just as passionately.
"You're a good kisser," Rosalie breathed, biting the other girl's lip softly before connecting their lips once again. She brought her hands down to the brunette's butt, kneading it roughly. Bella squeaked at the contact, moaning into the blonde's mouth.
"Jesus, Psycho, what the fuck are you doing to her," the orderly complained, pulling his earbuds out of his ears. Bella blushed and disconnected herself from the blonde. "You're fucking eating her face... You never did that with any of the other-"
"I was making out with a sexy fucking girl. Clearly you haven't had the chance to or you'd know what it looks like." Rosalie snarked, flipping off the blonde man. "Come on Bella," the blonde growled, grabbing the brunette's hand, causing her to drop the half-smoked cigarette.
"Why are you so grumpy?" Bella huffed after they got into their room.
"I'm not," Rosalie purred, closing their door. "I just really wanted a shower." She pulled her shirt up, revealing her toned stomach, abs flexing as she unbuttoned her jeans.
"In the future, give me a warning so I don't think there's something wrong," Bella complained, walking over to the blonde, stopping in front of her with wide and lustful eyes. She ran her hands over the blonde's torso, marveling at how toned yet soft she was.
"You're beautiful," she breathed, pressing her face into the blonde's chest as she unhooked her bra. She planted a soft kiss on Rosalie's right nipple, eliciting a soft moan.
"Hey," Rosalie protested, moving away to pull down her pants and panties. Bella blushed, trying to maintain eye contact with the other girl. "You're making me really hot... And I need a shower." Bella looked down in disappointment. "So go get two towels okay? Then wait like five minutes for the next check, and come in with me."
Bella grinned, nodding earnestly as Rosalie walked into the bathroom, closing the door behind her. She darted to the door to her room, opening it and nearly stumbling into the hallway in a rush to obtain towels. She saw the orderly Rosalie was friendly with. "Can I get two towels?" she asked, too excited to be embarrassed. "And um, can you say you checked our room?"
The man rolled his eyes. "Sure, Notch," he agreed, pulling two towels and a thing of body wash from the under the counter.
"Notch?" Bella asked uncomfortably.
He nodded. "Notch on the bedpost. You know, 'cuz you're with Rosalie. You can't tell me you thought you were the first one she did that with here?" Bella frowned, glancing down at her towels as she began to doubt her relationship with the blonde.
"Thanks for the towels..." she muttered, walking back to their room. She placed Rosalie's towel on her bed, putting her own against her face, she cried into it, hoping that it was enough to silence her whimpers.
A few moments later, Rosalie glanced out of the bathroom, making eye contact with the crying girl. "You coming?" she asked with a smirk.
Bella looked up at the blonde, glaring at her accusingly. "You're playing me," she stated coldly.
"What?" Rosalie asked, seeming upset.
"You've fucked other girls out there. You probably fucked Victoria and Tanya here. Fuck you Rosalie." Bella threw her towel at the other girl.
The blonde ducked, gazing at Bella in a mix of anger and worry. " I'm trying not to snap at you because I'm working on not driving you away. I can't change my past. All I can do is treat you well and hope you get over this fucking delusion that I'm just trying to fuck with you." She walked out of the bathroom, stepping up to the other girl.
"You just kissed me and now you want to have sex with me!" Bella accused. "What the fuck am I supposed to think?"
"Maybe that I've been wanting you for weeks?" Rosalie snapped. "You didn't seem to mind ten minutes ago." Bella frowned, not knowing what to say. "Look," the blonde started. "Maybe we can take things a little slower..." she trailed off, grabbing her towel off of her bed to cover herself. Bella felt like a hypocrite for being disappointed, but she couldn't help but burn the image of Rosalie's naked body into her mind, in case her outbursts and mistrust would lead to this being the only time she'd ever see the blonde fully nude.
"I'm going to go get my shower now," Bella announced awkwardly, gazing down the blonde's dripping body. Even in a towel, she was breathtaking. "Are we okay?" she asked.
"No, Bella," Rosalie replied, shaking her head. "We're fucking crazy." She wrapped her arms around the other girl in a hug. "Yes, we're okay," she breathed into the brunette's ear. She turned Bella around and swatted her ass playfully. "Now get in the shower, and masturbate to me."
Bella blushed, removing her clothes and maintaining eye contact with the blonde. "Then again, maybe you should stay here," Rosalie purred, her eyes wandering down Bella's naked body. The brunette shook her head, walking away swaying her ass teasingly. "You're going to be the death of me Bella..." the blonde breathed as the bathroom door closed behind her girl.
Author's note p2: Review, I'll write faster, all that stuff&jazz. Thanks for the reviews and for the future ones 3