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Warning: Mature content!

AN:
ok so usually I answer my reviewers at the end of a chapter, but I received a review that really struck a chord with me and I felt the need to answer it special. The review asked me something along the lines of "why would Kitty hide that she has been raped." And I wanted to answer that review and let the person know that hiding is a very common response in rape victims. Most girls feel ashamed or dirtied and don't want their loved ones to know. some girls even feel like they brought it upon themselves and that it was their fault. Kitty hiding her rape from her friends and teachers is because she doesn't want them to think bad about her, she's scared that it will change the way they treat her. She is also scared and thinks she loves Lance. I'm sorry if this wasn't explained very well but it will come out more as you read.

Chapter 6

Kitty walked through the halls of the school, her body tense and her eyes trained on the floor. She didn't need to watch where she was going, the arm around her shoulders was leading her. She had been surprised when Lance had walked her to her first class, usually they split at the lockers with a kiss and a promise to see each other at lunch.

Kitty usually split her days, one day eating with Lance and the brotherhood and the next eating with the X Men. The X Men didn't really like it but they dealt with it. However today when they had arrived at their lockers Lance had not leaned down to giver her a kiss instead he kept his arm around her and walked her to her class.

Kitty smiled at him, thinking maybe he was just trying to be sweet, maybe he felt bad about what he did. And she seemed right, on the way to the class room he had apologized profusely and she shushed him, telling him it was alright.

So she was surprised when after her first class he was leaning against the wall waiting for her. She walked up to him and he slung his arm around her shoulder again, leading her to her next class. This continued through until lunch and now they were on their way to the cafeteria.

Today she was planning to eat with her friends from the institute but when she leaned up and gave him a quick kiss, before going off to their table his arm tightened around her.

"You're gonna come sit with us today pretty Kitty." She looked surprised but nodded "Alright I guess I can sit with them tomorrow." She slid in to a seat beside Lance and sat quietly as the guys all chatted around her, basically ignoring her presence. She could feel eyes on her but refused to look over at the table that held her friends, who were shooting her curious looks.

Kitty heard Jeans voice in her head and her spine stiffened. "Kitty the professor asked me to let you know to go to his office after school, he would like to talk to you." As soon as the intrusion in her mind was there it was gone and she slowly continued to eat her lunch.

By the end of the day Kitty was starting to feel a bit annoyed at Lances arm around her, leading her where he wanted to. But when she had tried to leave him, he had tightened his arm and kept her in place. She sighed in relief as the final bell rung and she exited the classroom. She spotted Lance at the same time he saw her and he made his way over to her.

"Hey pretty Kitty, I got some plans for us." His hand closed over her bottom quickly and he gave her a lecherous grin. Kitty stiffened in fear, „Sorry Lance but I like totally have to get home, the proffer wants to talk to me." Kitty hadn't realized that while they were talking he had led them to an empty hallway.

He slowly pushed her up against the wall, nuzzling her neck. "Well then you'll just have to make it up to me right here and now, won't you." Kitty almost dropped her book bag, her eyes widening in shock. "w-what?" He grinned and pushed on her shoulders, her body sliding down the wall until her eyes where level with his crotch.

"You better hurry Pretty Kitty, don't want anyone to find us." He undid his pants and pulled out his erection, her eyes crossed and she pressed herself against the wall, looking up at him, frightened. He pushed his hips forward and grinned, his eyes sliding closed as he forced his way in to her mouth.

Kitty had tears running down her cheeks as Lance brutally abused her throat. Finally he seemed to be close, his hips quickening their pace and she was praying she could leave. He came in her mouth and she waited, expecting him to move so she could spit out the bitter substance, but he didn't.

He kept himself there, inside her, forcing her to swallow. "Come on, don't Kittys like cream?" Kitty forced it down her throat and he released her, tucking himself back in to his pants and crouching down in front of her to be eye level. "You're not going to let your professor know anything about this. Do you understand?"

His fingers held on to her chin with bruising force and she closed her eyes, whimpering in acceptance. "Good." He stood and left her in the hallway with his parting words wringing in her ears. "I'll see you later Pretty Kitty, next time I'll make sure our fun can last longer." Kitty watched Lance leave then bolted to the bathroom, her stomach heaving.

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Kitty fidgeted in her seat in front of the professors desk. "You like, wanted to speak to me sir?" Charles smiled kindly at the girl. "Yes I did. I had a visit from professor Logan this morning. He seemed rather upset, noticed the bruise on your face and had come up with quite a few ideas on how it got there."

He placed his elbows on the desk, interlacing his fingers and resting his chin on them, his eyes regarding his fidgeting student. His mind reached out to hers, prodding lightly but not breaching her thoughts. He caught feelings of guilt, fear, pain. His voice echoed inside her head, "He is under the impression that young mister Alvers, placed that bruise on your cheek. Is there something you would like to tell me Kitty?"

Kitty shook her head, her eyes trained on the floor, refusing to look up at the professor. "Like no sir. Nothing I would like to tell you, I told this morning, i'm like perfectly fine, the bruise was simply an accident is all." She finally connected eyes with him, almost pleading with the professor to drop the subject. "He's just like over reacting."

Charles watched the girl and mentally sighed. Perhaps his old friend was right this time. He wished Kitty would open up to him, he would not force the girl but it was agonizing to see one of his students in such turmoil.

He leaned back away from his desk and rested against the back of his chair. "Thank you for coming to talk to me Kitty." The girl nodded her relief palpable. "And I just want you to know, that I am always here to talk to, if there is anything you need. I encourage you to come see me or any of the other professors." Kitty nodded before slipping out of the room through the door.

She quickly made her way back to her room, hoping Rogue would be elsewhere and she could have some time alone before dinner. She opened the door and took a step in to the room. Unfortunately for her not only was Rogue present sitting at her desk, with her homework spread out before her but she was arguing with Gambit who was laying across her bed and threatening to blow said homework up.

They both looked up as Kitty entered the room and she froze before forcing a smile across her face. "Oh sorry, i'll just leave you guys alone." She started to back out of the room but the Cajun stood up, "Non non Chaton, t'is your room, I wouldn't want t' run you out of your own room." Rogue nodded "Ya it's ok y'all can come in."

Kitty hesitated but felt that if she left now it would be too suspicious so she slowly walked in to the room and settled on to her bed, pulling Lockheed in to her lap and then picking up a book from her night table. "I promise it'll be like i'm not even here."

Rogue examined her room mate and leaned back in her chair. "So Kitty why did the professor wanna see ya?" Kitty shrugged it off, "Just wanted to know about why i'm bruised, apparently mr. Logan was worried." The other two occupants in the room shot each other meaningful looks but let the girl get absorbed in her book.

So here's another chapter, remember a new chapter released means a new chapter written ;p

Also I am so sorry, I love Kitty just as much as you guys I swear! and things will pick up, so please don't kill me .

I also wanna give a shout out to all my great reviewers, you will never know how much you make my day!

And to my anonymous reviewer yes I know Kitty is strong and would try to put up a fight, but keep in mind she's shocked, this is someone she loves, someone she believed would never hurt her. I have never been raped but I feel that even if someone was a fighter, under the circumstances I think it makes sense for her to go in to shock and not put up as much of a fight.

And please forgive me, i'm bad at writing accents :P