Chapter 6: Feelings

A/N Okay. I feel so MEH about this one. It has a little pinch of Kogan in it, but mostly it's Logan's thoughts and feelings and yeah... hope you all like it anyway. .-.


Logan loved singing with his band mates. It was the most awesome feeling ever. He ate off of their fire, off of their energy. They did the same to him. Being in one little room with his 3 best friends, being in one little room and singing with his 3 best friends made him feel like he was on top of the world. Like nothing or no one could come and stop them. He felt invincible just by belting his heart out and hearing Kendall, James and Carlos doing the same.

The sound of their voices dancing over another was freaking music to his ears. Every night the smart boy would think about how they got here, how they got to be an amazing boy band was still a fuzzy dream to him. It was still shocking to him, but they did it. They made it. James motivated them all and even though there were several bumps on the road, they made it. Together. With their high spirits, their love and bond they held for each other and their voices which was one big, strong voice at one, they were fierce. They were fire.

Yes, sometimes they got under Gustavo's skin, yes, they get into trouble a lot, but everything works out in the end. They have each other's backs 24/7 and even though Logan finds himself saying "I've gotta get new friends.", he doesn't mean it. At all. He loves his friends to much. They all own a piece of his heart as cheesy as that sounds.

Kendall is the fearless leader of the group. He doesn't take no for an answer, he doesn't let anyone, especially his friends, give up, he always comes up with amazing speeches and god, Logan would never want to replace Kendall with a 'new' friend. Kendall has come to be in his life for a reason and that was to be his best friend, more than a best friend! His brother. That's who Kendall was. He loves Kendall so much and doesn't even want to imagine how life would be without him.

Same thing goes for James and Carlos. James was the main role of getting them all here. If it wasn't for his determination and his purely good heart, Logan knew that none of them would be here. The smart boy loved James as much as he does Kendall. James is his brother. He always will be.

Carlos was the groups real rock. Yes, Kendall was the leader and kept everyone's heads screwed on, but Carlos was the boy who made every situation, good or bad be the best situation ever. He could clueless a lot, but the shortest boy had a true heart. And he protects his brothers with a fierce fire that left everyone scorched and smoked. Logan doesn't even want to think about imagining life without Carlos.

Or Kendall. Or James. These wonderful people that he has the pleasure into calling his friends are here to stay. They came to him for a reason and that reason is crystal clear. He loves them dearly and would never let any one of them go.

Those boys, his friends, his brothers were here to stay.