The next day my lawyer signed me out informing me that the man who succeeded hospitalizing me was hired as a warning by unknown sources and that the suspect (my father) was nowhere to be found in the US. Mr. Tanaka suggested I get bodyguards but I just shrugged, because if I ever saw him I would personally drive Cheshire up his sorry ass.

I was out of the hospital for at least a week now, hadn't told anyone were my house was so they could congratulate my release but I returning to school almost immediately. The twins were avoiding me like the Plague. Damn!

"Kana-kun! Your back!"

"Kana-kun!"

"You're back!"

"Are you okay?"

"Are you better now"

"Kana-kuns so strong!"

I sighed as the girls complimented and babied me. I had to not try and scream telling them I was not in the mood. Instead I just waved and only responding when necessary. Really hoping the twins would still be friends but I guess that's too much to ask. Sighing I left it alone not really paying attention in class before Haruhi dragged me off.

"You… did you do this?" Haruhi looked at me questioningly pointing at our classroom door where the twins locked themselves in so as not to be near anyone. "Yes." I said guiltily. "Look I don't know what happened and I don't really want to know either but, I don't like seeing my friends like this. Fix it!" Haruhi pushed me to the door. I was ready to open it when I heard the voices inside.

"Damn it!" Hikaru cursed at no one in particular. "We totally scared her off!" Kaoru sighed. "What would you expect? First we treat her like crap, get her in trouble, then pranked her, and then when we found out she was a girl confess to her. Anyone would have mixed feelings." Hikaru grabbed at his hair "we acted like douche bags! I know, now she probably hates us!" I was leaning on the door listening intently when it opened from the other side. "We should go, or we'll be late-" Kaoru stopped mid-sentence. Hikaru came over to see me standing before them. My face was completely flushed.

"I-I came to get you… to make sure you were alright-" stuttered slightly.

"Did you-" Kaoru was trying to finish that sentence.

"We should go, or Tono will pitch a fit!" I ran away from them down the hall not daring to look back.

Twins pov:

"She heard us!" Hikaru said in shock "she freaking heard us!" he spoke again disbelievingly.

"Well if she wasn't scared of us before she probably is now! Shit!" Kaoru said covered his face with his hands, groaning. "There's nothing we can do now! Let's just go to club" Hikaru nodded taciturnly, and they both dragged themselves to the club room.

They think that I hate them? Their blaming themselves when it's not their fault. Its mine! If Haruhi doesn't kill me for not making up, my guilt will! They don't deserve this...it needs to end. First I did this to hide my gender but that's just blowing up in my face since now four people know. I may not be able to choose but they at least deserve to know the truth and why I can't. The door to the clubroom opened slowly and a dark cloud worse than before carrying the twins came in. I avoided them instinctively the whole entire time. Haruhi was sending me dagger glares and I think Kyouya was too, but why? (Losing profit. ha-ha) I was pissed! Club ended and the twins were in the separate room doing god knows what sulking because of me. Tamaki was being annoying and pissing Haruhi off too. "WHAT?" Haruhi asked Tamaki sternly. Tamaki didn't see how annoyed she was at the moment. "I'm just saying you need to be more feminine my daughter. Here I even got you this sun dress-" Haruhi let out a small yell before walking out of the room. He looked utterly confused so I decided to break it to him. "Tamaki, when a woman says what? It's not because she didn't hear you. It's because she is giving you a second chance to rephrase your sentence. Which you screwed up." Tamaki gave me a death glare. Wow today is just glare down Kana isn't it? "And you know so much about woman how? You're a tyrant, ungentlemanly,-" I had enough! "Because Tamaki! I just do! Trust me I have more experience with girls then you ever will!" Tamaki looked petrified and misunderstood that whole sentence, but I had no clue and no time right now. "Now if we are all done here I have someplace to be." I ran out of the room ready to confess one thing to two people that very much deserved the truth before I gained my sanity back.

The twins were shocked to say the least. They had walked outside only to find me and my Cheshire blocking them from their limo. After sharing a brief look the twins struggled over to their ride ready to face whatever I had to say.

"Kana-" Kaoru started but I stopped him. "I-I don't hate you!" I said gripping on to Cheshire for help. "I didn't speak the truth in the hospital... when you asked me to choose." The twins looked curious. "So you lied to us?" Hikaru avoided looking at me though.

"Yeah, but… I was… scared. You guys were going to hate me if I spoke the truth. Disgusted even!" "What do you mean by that?" Hikaru asked sharply and I could no longer look at either of them. "I mean because I can't choose! I like you both, deciding between you two would mean I came in between you two… I don't want to be the reason families break apart ok!" their eyes widened at my confession. I started up Cheshire and took off before they could tell me I disgusted them.

"She doesn't hate us?" Hikaru said as Kaoru ended "she likes us!" the twins shared looks of delight getting in their limo. Not having a care in the world because the person they decided to let in likes them.