I'm stunned,
To find the place we belong.
His arm snaked around her waist as she tightened her hold. His thumb traced small circles on her side, comforting her as he sensed the tension in her muscles. He smiled reassuringly in an attempt to show that he didn't care, they could say what they liked and he could still be happy. He led her away from them all, away from the name calling and teasing, the vicious comments and glares.
He knew how much she hated it. That every time they had to walk past doubts about herself and why he had chosen someone like her began to fill her head. She thought that someday he'd go back to them – the crowd that had warned him against picking her, the crowd that had made her life a misery since the day they first saw her. He used to be one of them – the ringleader – although he had never been part of the teasing, he would just sit and watch his minions attack other less fortunate people. Until one day their target became the new girl; the shy one, the one that had intrigued him from the moment he had seen her. He finally gathered the courage to leave them; stopping their abuse on the girl and consequently making himself an outcast.
Later he had confessed to her that she had helped him to gather the courage to get out – he had spent his time as part of their gang afraid of being against them, preferring the safety of being with them. He knew that now, he would never be welcomed back, and he didn't care. He had never enjoyed the protection he had been granted; he had spent every second of it feeling guilty and selfish. He had never felt like a true part of their gang, and now he wouldn't have to.
Now, he was an outsider, just like those that he had victimised, forced away from those he had previously considered friends. And now, as he sat with her, excluded from everyone else, yet fully content with his surroundings, he knew where he truly belonged.
Wow, I bet you've all forgotten who I am by now.. yeah, this is short and rushed and yearsss since i last posted, i know.
But hopefully once the Christmas holidays start i can get back ontop of all of my schoolwork (there's alot of it..) and start posting some more stuff.
The lyrics are from Transylvannia by McFly, and i do not own them. (:
Feedback on this please? it feels proper wierd cause i've not posted in yonks.. x]
I know some of the punctuation/general sentance structure is a tad messed up, but i wrote this whilst being fed up with writing an english essay, so i wasn't really in the best mood for having perfect grammar, tbh. :P
ellie.
x
