Hi guys! I hope you enjoy the chapter, I was nervous with this one.
Things with Edward went back to normal after our little fight.
I knew I had really overreacted, but I was hurt.
The logical part of my brain knew that Edward hadn't told me to because he wanted to hide it from me or anything like that.
Luckily, Edward had forgiven me for how I acted.
I even called Charlotte and apologized to her. Charlotte thought I had been justified in being mad and that it was okay if I was mad at her as well,
But I just wanted to put it past me.
The weeks between Thanksgiving and Christmas passed quickly.
Christmas had been just me and my dad in the morning, then Sue, Billy and the kids came over to our place for dinner.
The day after Edward and I left early for Jacksonville.
By early, I meant midnight.
Luckily though, the flight had been a direct one and eight hours after we left, we arrived in Jacksonville.
Edward and I were super tired and just wanted to get to my house to sleep.
Buy my mom was late to pick us up.
Finally though, she called me, saying she was waiting outside for us.
"I'm nervous," Edward admitted as we walked through the airport to where she was waiting for us.
"Don't be nervous. It'll be fine. My mom will love you because I do," I reassured him. It was true, too. She'd seen a few pictures of him and I'd gushed to her about him a few times and I think that she was definitely Team Edward. I just hoped she wouldn't embarrass me in front of him.
Edward had no reason to be nervous.
Me, on the other hand? Oh, yeah.
Of course, my mom was late.
An hour late.
She had assured me that she was going to be on time.
Then she texted and said she would be twenty minutes late.
Then forty.
Finally, she texted saying she would get there as soon as she could.
When she eventually pulled up to get us, she left Dot in the car and made a beeline to Edward.
"Geez, Mom. Great to see you too," I told her, going to the backseat of the car to see Dot.
She had obviously grown a lot since the last time I saw her.
Even from the pictures Renee had sent me last week, Dot looked different.
"Oh, Honey. I just wanted to make your boyfriend feel welcomed," she said, releasing a stunned looking Edward and pulling me into a hug.
"He is good looking," she whispered in my ear. "Definitely a nice young man."
"Mom," I hissed, feeling my face heat. "Don't embarrass me."
"I'm not, I'm not." She turned to Edward. "Now, why don't you sit in the front seat and you can tell me all about yourself while Bella spends some time with her sister.
An hours later we were back at the house.
I was expecting my Mom to insist Edward take the couch, so when she told Edward to take his stuff to my room, I was shocked.
"Oh, come on, Bella," my mom laughs. "You're eighteen, Edward is almost eighteen. I'm not naive. Just don't tell your father. He'd have a cow."
I was to shocked to say anything. My mom thought we were having sex?
I wanted to laugh. Or maybe cry.
Edward and I never really have gotten a chance to be alone long enough for sex.
I didn't want my first time, our first time, to be some super rushed incident.
I wanted us to take our time and not worry about one of our parents walking in on us.
But I knew that we were ready.
I was hoping it would be while we were in Florida.
Four days into our vacation, my mom had finally calmed down some.
Mom and Phil had spent the first few days showing Edward around Jacksonville, causing us to be so exhausted by the time we got home that we both just collapsed in bed and fell asleep.
But on the fourth day, we had the house all to ourselves for the evening.
My Mom and Phil had started doing their weekly date night again. I had offered to watch Dot for the evening instead of their usual babysitter, one of Phil's work friends.
Edward was okay with it as well. I knew he wasn't crazy about children, or babies, but he admitted to really liking Dot.
Even though most of the time she just ate, slept and pooped.
"Bella, don't be silly," Renee told me. "You and Edward haven't gotten any time to be alone. You're on vacation, remember?"
"I remember. But I don't really ever get to see Dot," I told her.
"Well, how about tomorrow you and Edward watch her for a few hours while Phil is working? I'd like to go get my nails done."
"Okay," I agreed, feeling better. "Sounds good."
In the end, we would end up having all Friday evening together.
Alone.
Just the two of us.
0-0
Friday morning, I woke up early, unable to sleep any longer.
I rolled over in bed to face Edward, who was on his back, mouth open, but luckily not snoring.
"Edward," I whispered. "Wake up."
I waited a minute for him to reply, but he didn't. I nudged him harder and he jolted awake.
"What's wrong?" He asked, grabbing his glasses from the nightstand and looking around.
"Nothing. I just couldn't sleep any more. Do you want to go pick up donuts for breakfast?"
"What time is it?" He asked, looking over at the clock. "Bella, it's six. Let's sleep."
"Pleasee?" I begged. "I'm not tired."
"Ugh," Edward groaned. "Fine."
Twenty minutes later we were walking to the donut shop a few blocks away. On the way there, we passed a drug store.
I stopped in front of it.
"Hey, can you get the donuts? I just want to stop in here and pick up some stuff."
"Sure," Edward said.
He kissed me on the cheek and said he'd meet me back out front in a bit.
I was nervous inside the store.
There were so many types of condoms, I didn't know which to pick.
So I grabbed a twenty-four count box that was on sale.
I felt awkward buying just the condoms, so I browsed through the magazines, grabbing Cosmo and People. At the register, I stopped and picked out a pack of gum.
I was pretty sure that my face was bright red the entire time that the cashier was ringing me up. To avoid any sort of conversation, I took my phone out of my pocket and played with it.
Finally, I paid and went outside to find Edward already waiting for me.
"Hey, got you an iced coffee as well," he said, holding the cup out to me.
"Thanks," I smiled, taking it from him and taking a sip. "It's good."
"Did you get everything you needed?" he asked.
"Yup," I smiled. "I did."
0-0
"Okay, kids, we're heading out now. We'll be back around midnight," my mom said, taking the diaper bag from me. Phil was already waiting the car with Dot, who was going to be dropped off at the babysitters.
"Alright, have fun," I told her.
"You too. Remember, call me if you need anything. I also gave the sitter your number just in case I miss it," she reminded me.
"Got it. Don't worry about us, we'll be fine," I assured her, looking back behind me at Edward.
"I know, I know. Okay, we're going to miss our reservations if I don't get a move on. Have fun, kids. Be safe!" she said, then winked at me as she turned around and left.
I felt a moment of panic, thinking that she was onto our plans for the night.
Had she gone into my room and seen the box of condoms I had slipped in the bottom of my suitcase?
I shook my head, I sounded crazy.
"So, what do you want to do?" Edward asked. "We could order a pizza?"
"Maybe later? I'm not really hungry right now." It was true. I felt butterflies rise in my stomach. There was no way I could eat right now.
"Okay," Edward shrugged.
"Do you wanna go watch TV in our room?" I asked. I wanted to get Edward upstairs and in my bedroom.
Edward looked confusedly at the gigantic flat screen TV in the living room. He was probably wondering why I would want to watch TV in my room on the tiny old television.
"We could like...make out a bit?" I suggested. "The bed is more comfy than the couch."
Realization dawned on Edwards face. "Ohh...okay. Race you!"
Just like that, Edward took off for the stairs, by the time I processed his words, he was already waiting for me at the top.
I sprinted up the stairs and grabbed him into a kiss, pushing him backward to my bed.
Edward scooted up the bed until he was laying with his head against the pillow withe me straddling his hips.
His hands gripped me firmly on the waist as I slowly started to rock back and forth on him.
I leaned down to kiss him before coming back up and fumbling with the bottom of my shirt, I swallowed my insecurities before pulling it over my head and flinging it on the floor.
"Bella, what are you doing?"
"I want you," I told him honestly.
"You have me," he replied instantly. He looked at me in confusion.
"I think it's time. I want us to have sex," I blurted out.
"Sex?"
"Sex," I clarified.
"Are you sure? Now? Here?"
Edward still looked confused and unsure, which made me feel like this was all a big mistake.
Then the embarrassment set in.
"I'm an idiot," I said, moving off of him to the side of the bed. He didn't want to have sex with me.
"Stop it," Edward said, sitting up. "I know you're worrying yourself. Believe me, I want it too. This just...seems so out of the blue."
"Out of the blue?" I scoffed. "Edward, we've been dating for months. Most people would have had sex by now. I want to have sex. With you. I'm ready. I'm positive. I thought you would be too."
"Come here," Edward said, grabbing me around the waist and pulling me down beside him.
He made a line of kisses down my face from my forehead until he got to my lips.
"We don't have condoms," he pointed out.
"Umm...we do," I clarified, suddenly feeling shy. "Yesterday at the the drug store, when I said I wanted to pick something up, well...it was the condoms. Plus, I'm on the pill. We're covered."
"So we're going to do this then?"
"Yes, if you want."
Edward smiled hugely. "I want."
"Good," I smiled coyly then scooted to the end of the bed where my suitcase was on the floor. I dug around until I found the box and tossed them over to Edward.
"Durex Extra Sensitive," Edward read out loud. I crawled back up the bed and laid down next to him. His face tinged pink. "Twenty-four pack. Bella, why do we need so many?"
"I don't know!" I shrugged. "I just thought it would be a good idea to be extra prepared."
I turned to look at him and noticed the funny look on his face.
I leaned forward and kissed him.
He rolled me over until I was on my back with him on top of me.
We broke the kiss just long enough for me to get his shirt pulled off of him.
With shaky, nervous hands I unbuttoned his jeans and waited as Edward pulled them down and off of him, kicking them to where my shirt was.
He rested up higher on his arms while I shimmied out of my yoga pants, giggling as he collapsed back down on me.
I shut up when I felt him hard through his boxers against my stomach.
"We're really gonna do this?" Edward asked, looking into my eyes.
"Yeah," I tried to keep the nervousness out of my voice. "We are."
"I love you."
"I love you too," I replied.
I awkwardly reached behind me to unclasp my bra. I was nervous about Edward seeing me, all of me, but I took comfort in the fact that the room was dimly lit.
He looked down at my chest then back up to me. "You're so beautiful."
"Thanks. You are too," I replied.
Edward laughed and shook his head.
He went back to kissing me, then worked his way down my jaw to throat and collarbones.
I whimpered when he brought one of his hands up to cup my breast, kneading it gently before tugging at the nipple.
I arched up, rubbing myself against his erection, causing Edward to groan.
The hand that was working at my chest trailed down my stomach to my underwear, playing with the waistband of it before slipping his hand inside.
I bit my lip to keep from crying out as his fingers found my clit and started to rub. I looked up at Edward to see his face deep in concentration.
My hands were still laying limply on the bed beside me, so I wrapped one around the back of his neck and pulled him down for a kiss. With the other hand, I worked his boxers down his legs, pulling them down the rest of the way with my feet
Edward, taking notice of my actions, stopped what he was doing and leaned over for the box of condoms. He was trying to open it one handed and ended up dropping the box, spilling the condoms on the floor.
I giggled again.
"Shit," he muttered, reaching down to grab a strip of them. He quickly tore one off and ripped the package open.
"Do you know how to put it on?" I asked.
Edward nodded, looking embarrassed.
I didn't reply, instead watching him as he took the condom out and rolled it down over him.
Once it was on, he went back to kissing me.
I reached down between us and grabbed his erection.
"You're sure?" Edward asked again.
"Yeah," I nodded, my voice shaky. "I'm positive."
Edward looked at me, trying to see if I was lying.
"I'm just nervous. It's gonna hurt," I told him.
"I'm sorry," he whispered.
"It's okay. Just... do it fast. Like ripping off a band-aid."
He nodded and lowered his hips enough for me to line him up, the head barely pushing inside of me.
I moved my hand away just as Edward thrust into me.
"Oh, God," Edward muttered, dropping his head on my shoulder. "Are you okay?"
I was, but I wasn't. Sure, it hurt, kind of a lot but I had expected worse. I took a couple deep breathes and tried to relax. "Yeah. Keep going."
He pulled out and thrust back in again. After a few thrusts, his movements became more erratic until he stilled all the way inside me, grunting as he came.
I ran my hand up his spine to his hair, pushing it off his forehead.
"I'm sorry," were the first words out of his mouth.
"What?" I asked, confused. That wasn't exactly what I expected him to say.
"That was over so fast. You didn't...you know."
I smiled. We just had sex and he still couldn't say it?
"Edward, I didn't expect to. It's okay. It was good. Better than I thought. Besides, this was just the first of many times," I reassured him. "But...did you enjoy it?"
Edward lifted his head up and looked at me, rolling over to his side. "Of course I did, Bella."
"Good," I smiled brightly.
0-0
Edward took off the condom and tied up shut, tossing it in the garbage can. I made a mental note to take the trash out before my mom got home.
We laid there for a little while longer, not speaking.
Eventually though, my stomach grumbled and Edward noticed.
"Want me to order that pizza now?" Edward asked.
"Yeah," stretched. "Pepperoni?"
"Of course," he smiled.
"I'm going to take a quick shower while you order. Then you can take one if you want."
Edward nodded and got off the bed, finding his boxers and t-shirt.
I felt shy suddenly, and quickly reached for my own shirt, putting it on. It didn't even begin to cover my butt, so I made a quick dash for the bathroom.
Once I was in the shower under the heat of the water, I couldn't help the huge smile that took over my face and the giggles that erupted from me.
So...they lost their v-cards.
I added a few pics to my blog (links on profile), including a pic of baby Dot.
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