The cold, bone-cracking wind of December was killing me. I have never hated December as much as I do right now. Not while I'm running with my lungs busting out from ribcage. Why the hell my fucking car needs to run out of gas when I most need it? I guess I have to buy extra petrol oil later, but this is not the time to worry about this. Not when I found I'm going to be a father and the mother is missing. So I ran to "K" who was staying in Hiro's apartment. I have to give my self-credit for running thought. Any way…. back to business.

So I knocked the door. As usual the red head opened the door.

"What the fuck are you doing here?"

"Out of the way redhead"

"Why you…"

"Look I came here to give information about Shuichi. So move and let me talk to K"

"… fine get in."

Heh! Shuichi's name has never failed to stop him from being a bitch.

When I entered the apartment I saw K was typing and talking with two phone in ears. He looked very pale and sleep deprived. Black circle was surrounding his eyes. I can tell he has been working very hard just by looking at him. When he noticed me, he hang up his phone and motioned me to come near him. Before he could say anything I shut him up by telling Shuichi's condition.

K and Hiro were looking at me as if I was eating a giant lizard.

"He's WHAT?" They both said in unison.

" I told you"

" But but how can that be? He is a man for god sake!"

"Eh.. K didn't we told you that Shuichi is transgender?" said Hiro. A sweat was dropping from his forehead.

"OH… yah I remember…. Sorry!." Then K turned to me. " When did you found out?"

"Today at 4pm. His doctor told me. His condition was not good. She said he has high risk off miscarry. K, we have to find him soon. God knows what could happen to him."

"I know dude and…." K grinned and turned to Hiro. " Shuichi will want to know that he is going to be a uncle." Hiro was blushing.

I raised my eyes, did never expected this. "Wow! Who knew that you two would knock each other up? And who is mother to be? Hiro?"

K fell to the ground and was laughing hysterically. Hiro was chocking at his own spit. " YOU FOOL! I'M A MAN DAMN IT!" said a very furious Hiro.

" HAHAHAHAHA!" K was rolling in the ground. "OH GOD! HIRO AND ME? AND HIRO AS A MOTHER? HAHAHAHA! YOU MUST HAVE A VERY CRACKED UP MENTALITY! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

"Psshh… don't blame me. He has a long hair and stuff.. I wouldn't be surprise if this really happens you know." That got more laughter for K and more Red color for Hiro. " Now if you two don't shut up and speak I will never know the truth."

"hehehe! Hiro knocked up Fuzisaki and I'm married idiot."

"Wah? When?"

"From the beginning!"

"And he is…."

"Yes he is!" Hiro sighed. Shuichi found out about him and consult him that he was not the only one. From then on they became more closer."

"How did you get hocked up with him?"

"Once again magic of Shuichi. When Ayaka told me that she was only dating me so that you notice her ..and that obviously didn't work… I started to notice him. Then Shuichi found out that Fuzisaki was feeling the same. Then set us a blind date and we never knew it would be us."

" Does Thoma know?"

"About what? Fuzisaki's body? Pregnancy? Or our relationship?"

" All of them.."

"Nope. We didn't think that he deserves to know."

Sigh.. "You know, you did the right thing by not telling him. If I hadn't listen to him that day….."

"I know and that's your fault."

"Uh!… I have to go home… please if you find any information about Shuichi, call me."

" Yah we will. Don't worry"

Walking in the street was very painful for me. I saw two couple was walking side-by-side holding hands, protecting each other from bitter cold. Then I saw two more couple was walking with a child. The child was sitting on his fathers shoulder and pulling his hair. The mother was laughing and trying to stop the child from pulling his fathers hair. That reminded of Shuichi and me. Very soon in the future same scenery will come from us. If I find him, I swear that I will be a good husband. I will also be a loving fath.. no my baby will call me Papa. Yes he will call me Papa and he can call Shuichi mama. Despise the fact that it will make Shuichi pout. I can imagine he will say "Don't call me mama, I'm a man call me daddy." I smiled at my predicting future. He would say the same thing in our first night. Laughing to my self I opened my apartment door. Then one thing struck to me. It was very cold out side and god knows where Shuichi is. Is he safely hiding in a warm shelter? Is he having good food and medicine? Is he taking care of himself? I suddenly felt very weak and unable to walk due to shaking of legs. Some how I plopped to my couch. I tried to sniff the faint smell of Shuichi in it. I started to lick the leather until; my phone disturbed me. However my anger washed out when I hared the little voice.

"Papa?"

"Ri..Riku?"

"Papa can I talk to mama?" The voice of the three years sound very concerned.

" Mama isn't here sweetheart." I know have never cared for the kid before. But knowing that I'm going to be a father was bringing out my inner passion.

"Uh! Can you tell me where is he? I had a bad dream about him." I wanted to hug the boy. "Listen dear, nightmares never becomes true ok. Do you remember how you use to tell Papa when he had night mare?"

"Yah!"

"Can you say it now?"

"Bad dream! Bad dream! Go away! Let my angel come again, bringing my sweet dream back!"

"There you go! You will not have bad dream again. Do you know you are going to have a little brother or sister?"

"Wahh.. Really?"

"Yes dear now call Yusiki for me ok. I will talk to you later."

"Ok! Here you go"

"Yusiki?"

"Hello Eiri! How are you?"

"Save that for later. I want my baby back."

"What?"

"I said I want my Riku back as soon as possible."

Hi people! Ahem.. Sorry for not saying something on my previous chapters. So yah.. This is my first long fic so be nice. And the typos? I swear I fixed it but somehow it wasn't saved…. And if you don't like yaoi or mpreg then suck it up and get fuck out of here. Why I took so long? Well.. sniff! My plot puppy is dead. T_T he was my only beautiful pet. He had long words, Ideas and oh god it pains me. So if anyone could lend me their own Plot puppy.Q~Q To add more bad news, a monster name "School" has given me serious writer block wound. It won't even let me to go to the doctor and cure it. So if you guys just suck it up and not pick on my bad grammar and instead give me ideads.. or lend their plot puppy(I hate plot bunnies, they poops) I will be very happy! :) now fuck off or else….