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I was crazy when I wrote this. lol

Your words... I wonder if you'll ever know just how much you killed me when you told me that you hated me. I wonder if you'll ever know how much it still hurts, four years later, to know that you always liked that freak... That faggot.

I don't care if you're gay. I can fix you. I can help you fight the demons out of you. I can be the only person that you love once again.

We just need to get rid of HIM before the help could ever work.

I always saw the silent glances that he would send you. Always saw the slight tinge of pink when you said something that would lead to you two being together. And hurt and jealousy in his eyes when he saw us together. I do not care that I was the leading cause of his pain, I just cared about getting you help from that demon spawn.

I always loved the light kisses that you would give me along my cheek, jaw line, lips, neck... I always loved the way you would gently, lovingly, run your hands along my sides, making sure to not offend me.

Roxas, you were always so thoughtful.

But I will get you some help because that redhead tainted your gentle soul. He tainted my love. My life. My everything.

Demyx always told me that I was a good friend to Roxas to keep his parents from beating him. Demyx... He told me that you were using me. He told me that your heart belonged to somebody else and nobody could take it from that person.

Oh. Demyx, you are so wrong. I'm sorry my dear cousin. I love you, I do. I love you as a family member should. But Roxas' heart belongs to ME and it will always belong to me. That redheaded demon will never have my Roxas.

Demyx, I'll help you too. That purple haired monster has you in his spell too. But, you'll have to wait until I fix Roxas.

Oh, my sweet, sweet Roxas. I'm so sorry that you pushed me into playing God. I'm sorry that you made me do this. But, you'll love me all the more when that thing is out of our lives. We'll be happy again. You'll see. The pain is fake, you'll see. The pain won't last when his spell is broken. You'll be so happy and proud of me that you'll drop to your knee and pull out the ring that you got from your mother as a going-away present and ask for my hand.

We'll then get married. My dad, who always knew you were a good person until I came home crying that day, will lead me down the isle and smile at you as he gives my hand to you.

We'll say our vows and we'll kiss each other passionately on the lips. We will go on a honey moon, no where expensive and no where far because I know that you're just getting out of college, but we will be alone.

We will love each other. Be closer to each other. Feel each other. Kiss, hug, touch, pleasure each other. We will marvel at each other bodies in the heat of love making.

When we get back we will move into your parents house. I will do my best to please you and make you happy and you will go to work at the law firm, because that's why you went to college, to become a lawyer. When you get home you will have a nice hot meal to eat, no need to reheat it at all.

After you get done eating we will go to our room, after our bath together, and have a repeat of our honey moon.

I will give you the children that you were never able to have with that demon.

Before all of that happens, sadly, I have to kill him. I have to kill Axel. We need him out of the way to have our perfect life.

"Naminé!" I look up and see Demyx coming towards me with that huge grin of his.

"Hey, Demyx. How's everything going for you?" I asked my favorite cousin sweetly.

"It's great. Me and Zex are going to celebrate our third anniversary, I'm going to the store to get the ingredients for his favorite food." Demyx replied as he sat down beside me.

I smiled and nodded. "What are you planning on doing today?"

"Just going to meet up with Axel. I ran into Riku today and he said that Roxas was back, so I'm going to wait until later on tonight to go and see Axel. I'm sure that Roxas will want to spend some time with the redheaded idiot." Demyx laughed.

Wait. Did he said that Roxas was back? Really? I can fix him now!

Demyx must have been reading my expression because his own expression went dark and cold. "Naminé leave them alone. They need you in their lives as much as you need them in your life. If you mess with Roxas and Axel, or even go near them, I'm going to have to hurt you." Demyx hissed between his teeth.

"Why, Demyx, whatever do you mean? I wouldn't ever dream of getting near that filthy redhead or Roxas." I said as I stood up and walked out of the coffee shop that I was in and walked back home.

I lived near the coffee shop, so once I got home I went straight to my room and started to get ready.

I looked for my best Sunday white dress and shoes. Once I found them I laid them neatly on my bed beside my favorite purse.

I went into the bathroom and took a short bath, I needed to find them before anything happened to my Roxas.

Once out of the bathtub I walked over to my vanity mirror and started to put on light make-up, just lipstick and eyeliner. I then started to brush my hair and put in the clips that you gave me, Roxas. You'll be so happy to see that I kept them.

After that I put on my mothers necklace and and got up to get dressed.

Before I left the house, however, I reached under my bed mattress and pulled out the gun that I had gotten a few months ago and put it into my purse.

I put my purse over my shoulder and walked out the door, locking it behind me.

I was walking down the street towards the elementary school when I saw you and that thing in Pride Lands park.

I walked into the park and saw you both kissing each other. I held my breath and fought the tears that fought their way to the surface.

He pulled away from your soft lips, lips that I should be kissing, with a smile.

"Hey, Roxas..." I heard him talking you.

"Yeah, Ax?" You asked. You sounded breathless.

"Will we always be friends?"

"No. Not unless you wanna be."

"I don't want to be friends any more either."

You both laughed at that. I couldn't take it anymore. I had to... I had to stop him from tainting and ruining you!

"Roxas Mitzu!? Axel Nomura!?" I said in a soft voice, tightening my grip on my purse.

"Naminé?" You looked at me in shock, not expecting to see me so soon.

I opened my white purse and put my hand inside of it, clutching the gun in it. I glared at Axel with full hate. "You don't know how long I've been waiting for this day to come. I knew you two liked each other. I've been waiting for awhile now..."

Axel got up and stood in front of you. "Waited for what?"

This is just perfect. Too easy.

I smirked and pulled out the gun. "This." I said as I raised it to Axel, who looked horrified, and shot it.

The bang echoed through out the night. I was shaking, my eyes had gone wide.

"No..." I whispered as I saw you on the ground.

You had pushed the demon out of the way. You were trying to keep him safe and alive. But... why?

I don't understand it. I dropped the gun close to the redheaded idiot as you both started to talk and ran towards the woods.

"Naminé!" I heard a voice shout.

I stopped and looked up at Demyx and the purple haired man. "D-Demyx..." I said through a choked sob.

"What did I tell you?!" Demyx shouted at me and I flinched as he walked closer to me, the purple haired man didn't move.

"I-I'm sorry... I only wanted to fix and help Roxas. Not kill HIM! I only wanted to kill that redheaded demon! Demyx, I was going to help and fix you too!" I sobbed as I looked up at him.

Demyx didn't say anything, he just raised his hand and slapped me.

I don't know what fully happened next, I was on the ground, bloody and beaten. I barely heard my own whimpering voice and choked scream as I saw Demyx come down to me and took out a knife.

Somewhere in the distance... Two boys heard a gun being shot.