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Snatching his jacket and shirt up from the bed, Tony spun around and walked right into Gibbs. He took a step back and his legs made contact with the night stand. His hands dropped down and clutched at the edge.
Gibbs had come up here with the intention of talking, asking Tony all the questions that were plaguing him. But now, seeing Tony by the bed, trapped like some scared animal against the night stand, he suddenly couldn't remember a single question. Now the only thing he could think of was having Tony, the man he had wanted for years. He took a step closer.
"You're not going anywhere." Taking the shirt and jacket from Tony's hands, Gibbs tossed them across the room. His hands tugged at the buckle on Tony's belt. "I wanted to take you the minute you walked into the back yard." Sliding the belt from around Tony's waist, he dropped it to the floor.
"Why didn't you?" Tony whispered as his body instantly responded to the touch.
Gibbs' fingers slipped the button free on Tony's pants. "I wanted to know exactly how you felt first."
Tony stared at the man "Now you know." The zipper on Tony's pants slid down slowly over his hard cock causing him to moan.
Pushing up Tony's t-shirt, Gibbs' hands skimmed over the taut stomach and he felt Tony's body shiver under his hands. "I knew you were there."
Moistening his parched lips, Tony glanced away then back.
"Watching me in the shower... rubbing yourself." Gibbs' hand drifted down and massaged Tony's cock over the fabric of his slacks. "Did you want it to be my hand?"
"Yes." Clutching at the front of Gibbs' shirt, Tony tried to maintain control.
"I almost jacked off in the shower, wanted you to watch me." Dipping forward, Gibbs pressed his lips against Tony's ear. "Would you have liked that?"
Taking a sharp breath, Tony whimpered. "God, yes."
"When I walked out I wanted to throw you on the bed and take you over, and over, and over again." Nudging Tony's pants open further, Gibbs' fingers slipped inside and brushed over Tony's bare cock.
"Gibbs!" Tony pleaded, his hands clawing at Gibbs' chest through the shirt.
"You wanna know how I feel?" Gibbs nibbled at Tony's earlobe as his hand squeezed and rubbed Tony's hard cock. "I love you, have for years. I can't be around you without thinking about all the ways and places I wanna make love to you."
Tony pressed hard against Gibbs' hand.
"I didn't want to sleep in the same bed with you, because I knew-" Gibbs pulled out Tony's cock and started making long slow strokes over its length. "Knew I wouldn't be able to control myself."
"Please!" Tony begged, his body trembling. "Gibbs, please!"
"I want you to much to be that close and not have you." Gibbs growled as his hand reached the head of Tony's cock and he let his thumb rub over the head. "Want every piece of you and I will never get enough."
Tony's eyes closed as he lunged into Gibbs' hand.
"I will have you in every way possible." Gibbs nibbled at Tony's neck. "And you will beg me to do it all over again."
Throwing his head back, a primal scream ripped from deep inside Tony as he came. His body convulsed and his knees gave out as he fell against the firmness of Gibbs' stable body.
Gently laying Tony down on the bed, Gibbs made his way to the bathroom, washed his hands and returned with a wet cloth. He cleaned Tony, then tossed the wash cloth into the hamper. Climbing onto the bed and over Tony's prone body, Gibbs tugged Tony's slacks down without any resistance and tossed them aside with the rest of Tony's clothes.
Opening his eyes, Tony's green eyes met blue and he smiled. "You are so over dressed." His fingers worked the buckle on Gibbs' belt free, then the button.
Pulling his shirt over his head, Gibbs dropped it on the floor next to the bed.
Seeing Gibbs' bare chest, Tony rose up and attacked the flesh with his lips, his hands clutching at Gibbs' back.
Gibbs' head dropped back, his hand landing on the back of Tony's head following the movements across his chest. "Tony." Gibbs moaned as warm lips explored every inch of his chest. The moan turned to a growl when Tony's lips locked around his left nipple, sucking and licking the sensitive nub. "God yes."
Encouraged by the wonderful noises Gibbs was making, Tony pushed Gibbs down onto the bed, putting himself on top as he continued his assault. He moved down Gibbs' chest to his stomach, stopping at the waist of Gibbs' jeans. Lazily, Tony slid the zipper down over Gibbs' hard cock hearing the drawn out moan. "These need to go."
Raising his hips, Gibbs let Tony drag the jeans and boxers off his body, his cock springing free.
Kissing his way up Gibbs' torso, Tony brought them face to face again and looked down at the older man. He felt the hand cup his cheek, a calloused thumb brushing across his lips.
"Feels like a dream." Gibbs sighed.
"It's not a dream." Tony smiled softly. "I'm right here...and I want you, more than anything."
Jerking Tony down, Gibbs seized the younger man's lips desperate to convince himself he hadn't fallen asleep on the couch and was dreaming all this again. His tongue slipped across the already open lips and feasted from Tony's mouth. Their tongues met both demanding more and receiving it. When Tony's hand raked over his cock, their lips parted as Gibbs groaned, the moment definitely feeling very real.
"Feel real now?"
"Yes." Gibbs whispered, thrusting his hips into Tony's touch.
"It's about to get even more real." Tony kissed up Gibbs' neck to his ear. "Which drawer?"
"Second."
Reaching over, Tony opened the second drawer of the night stand, grabbed what he needed, and laid the items on the bed next to Gibbs.
Dipping down, Tony stared into the lust filled blue eyes. "Do you wanna watch me get myself ready for you or do you wanna do it?"
Gibbs' eyes closed as he growled. He'd never been given such a difficult and enticing choice before.
"I bet you like to watch." Tony picked up the lube, popped open the cap and squeezed some into his hand. Letting his hand find its way between his legs he gently worked a finger inside himself. A slow moan dripped from his lips as he worked in and out, opening himself up. Another finger quickly joined the first and he scissored back and forth.
"Damn it Tony." Gibbs' hands latched onto Tony's hips as he watched the erotic look of pleasure on Tony's face.
"Feels good, but not as good as your cock is going to feel." Tony added another finger and groaned. "That big cock slamming into me, filling me up." Another groan.
"STOP!" Gibbs snarled, grabbing Tony's hand and stopping the action. Tossing Tony down on the bed, he shoved Tony's hands above his head, keeping them there by the wrists.
"Take me." Tony sighed, lunging his hips up. "Please."
Letting go of Tony's wrist, Gibbs grabbed the condom Tony had laid next to him, ripped it open with his teeth and rolled it down over his cock. Dropping down next to Tony, he rolled the younger man on his side facing away from him. Grabbing his cock, he rubbed it between Tony's ass cheeks, then lined up with Tony's passage. Gently he let the head of his cock slide in, then paused and wrapped an arm around Tony's waist. Inch by inch, Gibbs let his cock sink into Tony, feeling the tightness envelope his length.
Clenching his jaw, Tony hissed his face contorting into a bizarre mixture of pleasure and pain as he was stretched and filled more than he had ever been. He felt Gibbs stop moving and realized Gibbs was completely inside him. Taking a deep breath, he reached back, putting his hand on Gibbs' hip.
"Don't move." Gibbs whispered into Tony's ear. His mind and body were drifting away in the passion of finally having what he had wanted. And it was more than he had ever dreamed it would be. It was a completeness that he hadn't felt or imagined he could feel. Their bodies joined, he tried to contain the need that threatened to consume him before it even began.
Tony had stilled, knowing why Gibbs needed a moment, but his body craved more.
Gibbs' lips brushed over Tony's neck, inhaling and tasting that scent he loved and knew as Tony. Gradually, his hips drew back almost removing his cock from Tony, then sank back in.
"God yes." Tony purred, his eyes closed as he pressed his hips back to meet Gibbs' forward movements. He reveled in the fluid dance their bodies created, his body feeling everything in a heightened state of arousal.
"So amazing." Gibbs groaned, his fingers brushing across Tony's stomach and making contact with Tony's cock, which was now hard again. Burying his head in the crook of Tony's neck and shoulder, Gibbs growled letting his fingers wrap around Tony's cock.
"Gibbs." Tony whimpered, thrusting into Gibbs' hand begging the older man for more.
Gibbs complied, working over Tony's length matching the rhythm of his cock inside Tony. This was why he wanted to make love to Tony this way. He wanted their bodies locked together, wanted Tony's cock in his hand, wanted every breath he took to be tinted with Tony's cologne. He wanted to be completely surrounded by everything Tony.
Tony's fingers suddenly dug into Gibbs' hip. "More, please more."
"Anything you want." Gibbs hissed as he lunged into Tony, his pace increasing. He felt Tony's body tremble against his, heard the younger man panting for air and knew Tony was close. His hand around Tony's cock tightened and he stroked hard and fast.
"Fuck yes." Tony groaned. "Feels so good."
Nipping up Tony's neck, Gibbs sucked at Tony's earlobe. "Come for me again."
Why did Gibbs' voice have to be so damn sexy? It just pushed Tony closer to the edge.
"Show me how much you love having my cock buried inside you."
Tony's mouth fell open and a second later he screamed as he came. "GIBBS!"
Gibbs' movements became faster and shorter as he quickly started to drown in the need. His head was spinning, his lungs unable to take in the much needed air around him, his body shivering. Yet he struggled to hold on, to keep his head above water. But the struggle was useless as Tony's body tensed around him, squeezing his cock tight. The release pulled him under and he embedded himself deep inside Tony and came.
Lying there, bodies still joined, the only sound was their labored breathing. When he felt Tony's body relax, Gibbs pulled out and removed the condom, tossing it in the trash next to the bed. Curling back around Tony, he pressed a kiss to Tony's cheek.
Tony sighed, his body still humming with electricity. "Shower?"
"Yeah." Gibbs placed a kiss on Tony's neck before the younger man jumped up.
"I'll get it ready." Tony smiled down at Gibbs.
Gibbs nodded, smiling back as he watched Tony disappear into the bathroom. Once he heard the water start, he ran his hands down his face. Fornell was right. Sexual desire could be overpowering and he had just completely given in, forgetting all the apprehension he had about rushing this.
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Rolling onto his back, Gibbs touched the bed next to him, his eyes shot open when he felt the emptiness. Then his nose took in the scent of coffee and something else. Glancing at the clock, he chuckled, after ten, he hadn't slept that late in a long time. Climbing out of bed, he went to the dresser and pulled out a pair of sweats. Slipping them on, he headed out of the room and down the stairs. Walking into the kitchen, Tony was standing at the stove in sweats and a t-shirt, a skillet on the burner.
"Omelets." Tony said without turning around.
"Okay." Gibbs answered, walking up behind Tony and putting his arms around the younger man's waist. "Did I have eggs in the fridge?"
"No." Tony chuckled. "You have beer, milk and something green in a plastic container."
"Yeah." Placing a kiss on Tony's neck, Gibbs tugged their bodies closer together. "You went to the store?"
"Grabbed some eggs and sausages." Tony finally looked over his shoulder at Gibbs. "And bread. You want toast?"
Gibbs shook his head. "I'd rather have you back in bed."
"Food first." Tony chuckled.
"Okay." Gibbs stepped back and leaned against the counter by the stove.
"Grab a plate."
Picking up a plate by the stove, Gibbs smiled as Tony put the omelet on it.
"Go eat. Coffee's on the table."
Grabbing a fork, Gibbs headed for the table. Settling down he took a couple of bites and chuckled to himself. Tony had made him omelets once before, when Tony stayed because the heater was out at the apartment.
A few minutes later Tony joined him with his plate.
"You were up early." Gibbs mumbled through a mouthful of food.
"I was a little wound up." Tony smiled before taking a bite.
Gibbs smirked taking another forkful.
Tony pushed the food around his plate, then let out a sighed.
Looking over, Gibbs brow furrowed.
"Screw it." Tony pushed his plate aside and crawled across the table towards Gibbs. He shoved Gibbs' plate to the other end of the table, then grabbed Gibbs by the shirt and pulled him forward, crushing their lips together.
Without any other thought than how much he wanted Tony again, Gibbs was up, pulling off Tony's shirt as he pushed Tony down onto the table.
"Off." Tony panted as he dragged Gibbs' shirt over his head, tossed it aside, and captured Gibbs' lips again. His hands clawed down Gibbs' back to his ass and squeezed hard.
Growling into the kiss, Gibbs ripped their lips apart and jerked Tony's sweats down. "Lift."
Raising his hips, Tony let Gibbs pull the sweats as far down as possible, then used his feet to push them the rest of the way off. He yanked Gibbs' sweats down, Gibbs' hard cock springing free, and Gibbs drew back.
"We need-"
Reaching down, Tony picked up a condom off the chair and held it up.
"Planned this did you?" Gibbs smirked.
"Sorta." Tony ripped the condom open. "Thought I'd make it through breakfast first." Grabbing Gibbs' cock, he rolled the condom down over Gibbs' length, then grabbed Gibbs' face with both hands. "Now fuck me."
Positioning himself, Gibbs pressed the head into Tony's sphincter, the muscles still open from last night. With one thrust he buried himself in Tony then lunged in and out at a frenzied pace.
"Fuck yes." Tony cried out, his body being jostled forward with Gibbs' assault. His arms flailed out to the side, his hands grasping at the sides of the table. "Harder!"
Gibbs lunged into Tony with all his strength, over and over again, one hand clutching at Tony's hip, the other at Tony's ribcage. The table shook beneath them, the plates danced at the edge of the table, then fell off the end and crashed to the floor. Shifting his hips, Gibbs felt the head of his cock brush across Tony's prostate.
Tearing his right hand from the side of the table, Tony wrapped his arm around Gibbs' torso, clinging to the man as his body trembled. Cheek to cheek, Tony sighed breathlessly. "Don't stop!" He'd had this fantasy countless times, but he wasn't prepared for the reality of it. Last night had been wonderful, amazing, but this was raw passion, their bodies consumed by the new fire between them. The same fire that had him on the verge of losing control.
Harder and faster, Gibbs plunged into Tony, his own need screaming for release. His entire body shook as he held on, his muscles tense and aching. Tony's arm around him crushed their bodies together, fingers clawing into his back, then teeth biting down into his shoulder. Gibbs felt the scream against his flesh and the warm fluid between their bodies.
Gibbs cried out, surrendering as soon as he felt Tony's release. Still panting for breath, Gibbs moistened his dry lips and looked down at Tony. "Was this one of those fantasies you had?"
"My favorite one." Tony sighed.
"Definitely a good one."
Tony's fingers brushed across Gibbs' cheek. "Maybe we can work on one of your fantasies later."
"Maybe." Gibbs smirked.
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Gibbs strolled into the kitchen and saw Tony emptying the dustpan into the garbage.
"Afraid we had a casualty." Tony said sadly. "One of the plates broke, but the other one survived."
"I don't use the plates much anyway." Gibbs smirked.
"I washed the table too." Tony said as he put the dustpan and broom away.
"Thanks." Gibbs took Tony's hand and pulled the younger man into his arms. His lips softly brushed against Tony's, growing more demanding with each moment. When it ended Tony was smiling at him.
"So." Tony's hands caressed up Gibbs' chest. "I thought maybe I could run to my apartment, pick up a few things and tonight we go out for dinner maybe see a movie, or we could have dinner, rent a movie and take it to my place."
"Um." Damn, Gibbs knew this was going to come up, he was hoping it wouldn't be so soon. "I already have plans tonight."
"Oh, okay." Tony stepped out of Gibbs' arms. "I shouldn't have assumed." He rubbed his forehead. "I should probably head home anyway, get some stuff done." He turned to walk away and felt the hand on his arm.
"Hey." Gibbs shook his head. "Don't. I'm not doing this because I don't want to be with you tonight."
"I understand." Tony nodded, a fake smile on his face.
"It's not a date, if that's what you're thinking."
"It's none of my business." Tony shrugged.
"I've had these plans for weeks, I can't cancel."
Taking a deep breath, Tony tried not to let his natural defenses kick in. Those defenses that always came up when he feared the worst.
Wrapping his arms around Tony, Gibbs' grinned as he pulled the man against him. "It's Fornell's birthday tomorrow, I'm taking him out."
"Really?" Tony knew the two were closer than either of them let on.
"Yeah, have some drinks, whatever." Gibbs shrugged.
"Why doesn't he have Emily?"
"She's at camp for school, they celebrated last weekend before she left."
"Strip club?" Tony smirked.
"No." Gibbs chuckled.
"Not the strip club type?"
Gibbs shook his head. "Although, Fornell would probably like it."
"He's a dirty old man isn't he?" Tony grinned
"Yeah." Gibbs snickered. "More than you know."
Laughing, Tony patted Gibbs' chest. "You two have fun."
"Lunch tomorrow?" Gibbs asked. "I can make steaks."
"Sounds good." Tony felt the doubt start to fade away.
"We'll relax...talk." Gibbs saw the surprise on Tony's face. Hell, he surprised himself by saying it, he wasn't exactly the talking type. Still, there were questions he had, questions about what was happening between them.
Instantly, the doubt set back it. Tony felt it knot in his stomach. Gibbs didn't talk, well rarely. After the whole foible word and what Gibbs had said last night, Tony actually believed that Marie was right, that Gibbs was the one. Now he wasn't so sure. Just because Gibbs was in love with him didn't mean Gibbs was his soul mate, even if he wanted to believe it. If Gibbs wanted to talk that meant the man had his own doubts and worries, why else would Gibbs want to talk?
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"Wow, a bar that actually serves food." Fornell smirked. "Going all out, aren't you Jethro?"
"Yeah, well, it is your birthday." Gibbs chuckled as they sat down at the bar.
"What can I get you two gentlemen?" The blond haired, blue eyed female bartender asked with a smile.
"Two Bourbons." Gibbs answered, laying a hundred dollar bill down on the bar. "And keep 'em coming."
"Will do." She winked, taking the bill. "I'm Nicki if you need me just shout."
Gibbs and Fornell nodded in unison.
Taking a quick sip of his drink, Fornell cleared his throat and looked at Gibbs. "So what's on your mind?"
"Nothing."
Fornell snickered and rolled his eyes. "Something's on your mind, you were brooding more than usual on the way here."
Gibbs downed half his drink, then shook his head.
"Let me guess...your boy."
Finishing the drink, Gibbs held the glass up and Nicki was there in a second refilling it.
"You figured out what he's after?" Fornell asked.
Gibbs nodded.
"And he's definitely after you."
Another nod.
"So what are you going to do about it?" Fornell waited and when he didn't get a response, he shook his head. "Still think he just wants a quick fuck?"
"Nope." Gibbs shook his head.
Fornell's eyes narrowed as he looked over at Gibbs and watched the man down his second drink. "Damn it you fucked him!"
"Hey!" Gibbs glared at his friend. "Keep your voice down."
"When did this happen?" Fornell chuckled.
"Last night." Gibbs signed. "And again this morning."
"That was fast!" Fornell grinned, then finished off his drink. "I told you the head between your legs would take over."
Nicki appeared and filled their glasses again.
Gibbs blew out a long slow breath. "Yeah."
"Why the hell are you here?" Fornell scowled. "You should be at home, with him, basking in the afterglow and doing it all again."
Gibbs rolled his eyes.
"Seriously, Jethro. You're a damn good friend, but-" Fornell shook his head. "We don't have to do this."
"No. I need this." Gibbs stared into his drink.
"Reality didn't live up to the fantasy?" Fornell asked. Why else would a man want to step away from getting some?
"That's not it." Taking a swig of his drink, Gibbs let the warmth hit his stomach then whisper. "It was better than any fantasy."
Fornell's eyebrows went up. "Then what's the problem? Can't keep up?"
Gibbs gave Fornell the famous glare. "Believe me, keeping up isn't a problem."
"So you gonna tell me what the problem is, or do I keep guessing?"
Putting his glass down, Gibbs ran his hands down his face. "I couldn't stop."
Raising the glass to his lips, Fornell paused. "You're in love." He took a sip.
"Yeah." Gibbs sighed. "And I'm not sure I can handle it."