Title: A Bbear Confession
Characters: S/B
Rating: PG
Spoilers: none
Summary: Blair contemplates while kissing S...
Will it make me a bitch if I pull Serena away from Nate and their passionate kissing right now? God, please say yes.
Nathaniel Archibald is such a cock sometimes. First, I catch him mashing mouths and whatever else with that ambitious, overgrown (at least on places that matters namely the tits), poor little poor downtown girl Jenny. Now, he's exchanging spit with my on-again off-again bestfriend. What's next? Maybe, a threesome with Isabel and Katie? A little Hurt-Me session with Vanessa? If it's gonna be the latter, I hope Vanessa hurts him real BADLY.
Back to my main interest. Will I or will I not? Serena's too drunk. Knowing her, she probably might not even remember all this tomorrow. Natey still won't have her affections in the morning. I, on the other hand, always seem to have her affections whether I like it or not.
Appearance is everything in our fucked-up, champagne-as-water world. I should do something about Serena crawling off Nate onto my lap. I should push her away. In fact, I have my hands on each of her thighs about to do just that. Ok, maybe after the kiss.
Hah! This is more fun than I thought. I can feel Nate's eyes boring holes through us. Who's the cock now?!
Elenore's gonna throw a fit tomorrow or whenever she hears about this. Yey! She's finally gonna realize I'm alive.
I can't believe how much I'm enjoying this kiss. How could I not. It has benefits and definitely feels good. It's like eating butter, minus the fat.
As to the appearance thingy, I can always blame this on hormones or booze. Or genes. My Daddy's gonna be ecstatically gay when he hears about this. Ecstatically gay. Shesh.
I gotta give it to Serena. She always knows what I need, when I need it. I think it's high time I make her my different on-again, off-again.
Whachathink?