It was four months since the incident and already Roxas was completely healed. Only a small scar reminded him of the stabbing and he had moved in with his Axel. The house was their's and they spent their nights sharing everything. These were the good days, the salad days as some may say. These days Roxas smiled everyday, waking up next to his lover. Going to bed with his lover. Living with his lover. Spending his life, with as you could guess, his lover.

Four months had passed since the last time Roxas ever cried so much he thought he couldn't anymore.

Roxas was led on the couch downstairs, with the remote in his hands. He faced the TV, flicking through various channels.

"Nothing on." He sat up and then stood, stretching. He was wearing no bandages, no marks or cuts. The blond then sighed and looked up at the ceiling. He could hear the shower turned on upstairs, the water drops beating of Axel's wet body and then sliding down all his curves and muscles. A small grin appeared on his face as he turned to walk up the stairs.

"Roxas, is that you?" Axel opened his eyes, getting water in them but he didn't care. The redhead turned and faced the doorway where there stood a short little blond Roxas, wearing no top, just his jeans. Axel grinned as the blue eyed boy got closer and closer to his naked body, staring at his emerald eyes. Then the tall boy gently grabbed Roxas' arm and pulled him into the shower, still with his jeans on. As the water slowly beat off of both bodies, they kissed, their tongues wrestling and hands caressing each other. The young teen wrapped his arms around Axel's waist and turned his head to the side, resting it on his chest. Axel put his arms around the young boy and rested his head on his.

"Are you ready for this? It's only been four months." Roxas lifted his head and nodded at the older boy, then stood back, his back against the wall. Axel slowly got down to his knees and reached for the zipped on Roxas' pants, pulling them down slowly. Roxas closed his eyes and made a fist and his bottom half was made bare. Memories poured into his mind as the red head looked at a certain member before him. Slowly, he moved his hands along it, beads of sweat dripping down Roxas' body. Arching his back and looking down at Axel who's hair was messy, the water being the cause.

His slender, long fingers caressing it, making the young boy's body tense up. The sensation felt good but he wanted more. Roxas moved his left hand, the one not against the wall, and put it on Axel's shoulder. When Axel quickened the pace a bit, the hand turned into a fist and tensed up. A smirk appeared on the red head's face.

Gotcha.

Suddenly, Axel pushed forward, his mouth open. Roxas' eyes closed even tighter as Axel moved along the member with his mouth, using his tongue to play with the end. Shivers shot up Roxas' spine as Axel got even faster. Both of his hands were grabbing Roxas' bare legs and he stood, barely being able to stand. He was shaking so much, the blonde thought he was going to fall over.

"A-Axel…you have to…-" Axel grabbed Roxas' leg and pulled it, making the teen slip backwards, he was now lying on the shower floor, luckily, the shower floor was also the bath, there was enough room for them both to lie. Roxas winced in pain as tears built up in his eyes. Axel still didn't stop, he came crawling on his hands and knees in a seductive manner towards him. A smirk still on his face. Roxas' legs were wide open, he had landed funny. Axel came up between Roxas' legs and got down lower. Placing his mouth over Roxas' shaft again. This time he was quicker than before. The red head was going up and down at a pace the blonde couldn't take.

"Axel! Stop, I'm gonna-" Axel stopped. His mouth had been filled with a sticky, white liquid. Roxas could fill the tears escaping his eyes as he opened them widely. There was silence…the only sound was the water beating down on the wet bodies. "I'm so sorry, I-" Roxas broke off as Axel lifted his head, his hair, flinging back. He brought his head back down and faced Roxas, their eyes met.

"You taste good…Don't worry, I'm a swallower." He said this while moving up Roxas' body. Reaching his lips, then pressing against them with his own. Straight away, his tongue plunged into Roxas' mouth. The taste, still on his tongue. Roxas wrapped his arms around Axel's neck and the two just led there, completely naked for minutes after.

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Roxas was out of the shower, but still upstairs, in his and Axel's room. He was wearing one of Axel's pajamas tops with a pair of boxer shorts underneath. The top was to long for him and the sleeves had to be pulled right up because otherwise they would go longer than his arms. It also looked like a dress which was so humiliating to Roxas as he sat on the bed. Axel came in wearing just boxer shorts. He leaned up against the closet and put his knuckle next to his mouth, as if he was thinking.

"Where is your mom? Does she live in the same house as that animal?" Axel stared into Roxas eyes as he turned his head to the side, not looking at the redhead. The blonde frowned and took in a deep breath. Axel walked to the side of the bed and sat next to Roxas, putting his hand on Roxas' leg.

"Should I not have asked?"

"No…its fine. You deserve to know. She doesn't live in the same house."

"Oh."

"She doesn't live at all…she died when I was six. She got sick and died. She…died while talking to me. I was young so I thought she fell asleep suddenly. She didn't. I kissed her goodnight and went downstairs to my dad. I kissed a body…it's just disgusting!" Roxas put his hands over his eyes and bowed his head. Axel wrapped his arms around the boy and started rocking from side to side, pulling him into his warm chest.

"There there…you don't have a mom or a dad…don't worry Roxy, I can make up for both of them for you." Axel kissed the top of Roxas' head and wiped a tear from his eye.

I can make up for both of them…

Roxas closed his eyes…and fell asleep in the long, warm arms of his lover. Bringing back memories of his lovely kid mom and how she left him with the animal of a man…Dad.

He's not here anymore to hurt me…Thank you Axel…so much…